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Chapter 201

Author: Millie Bridge
Sure enough, Irvin launched into a rant.

"He treated me so well and seemed so genuine! Phillip was my birth father, so tell me, who in the world would think that it was all an act? Who would have known that he was intentionally raising me to be a spoiled brat?" he exclaimed with disbelief.

"Phillip had scarred me psychologically. And because of him, I was no longer the sunny person I once was. I stopped believing that this world was good and became distrustful—suspicious of everyone who treated me kindly.

"I've been desperately suppressing all my dark thoughts. All this while I insisted to myself that our meeting and falling in love with each other was real. I constantly convinced myself that your kindness toward me came from the heart."

Irvin's volume grew louder as he spoke, to the point where he was now yelling. He was having a meltdown on my doorstep.

"But maybe it was because I tried too hard to suppress them, so they kept coming back stronger. It was like I was trying to co
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