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Chapter 227

Author: Millie Bridge
Cordelia heard about Julianne's death after she returned from vacation. She also learned I was in denial about it.

Because of this, she told me that while love and hate were completely opposite emotions, they actually weren't very different.

Loving someone too much would lead one to do anything to ensure the person was happy. Then, if the person suddenly passed away, it would feel unbearable. One would feel the person shouldn't and couldn't have died just like that.

On the other hand, hating someone too much would have one doing everything to make the person suffer. And if they abruptly died, one would lose the target of your vengefulness. Similarly, one would also be in disbelief over their death.

Cordelia claims this was the reason I felt Julianne wasn't dead.

I was at a loss for words.

What she said made some sense. However, my hatred toward Julianne hadn't reached the point where it was all-consuming. I just…

"Oh, come on! Stop thinking about her!" Cordelia exclaimed, interr
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