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Chapter 53

Author: Millie Bridge
"Good luck!" Victoria said.

Once we got in the car, Cordelia looked at me with excitement. "Darling, are you thinking about going back to the lab?"

She really knew me so well. I hadn't said a word, yet she understood everything, just from the decision I'd made in my heart.

When I heard Mr. Holland mentioned that it wasn't too late for me to return to the lab, I couldn't stop thinking about it.

I couldn't help but wonder if I could really go back to the lab.

Should I go back? Should I return to what I truly want to do?

I had always loved what I studied, and I really wanted to continue striving in the field I was passionate about. However, I had been away from academics, away from the lab for so long, and I wasn't sure if I still had what it takes.

So, even though I had been thinking about it constantly, I just couldn't make up my mind.

When I saw Victoria earlier, something in me clicked. I finally made the decision.

I wanted to fight for what I love, for the people who were
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