LOGINYas
This is crazy. I thought
He has a girlfriend.
I am his best friend.
But then I imagined her here. Her hands on him. Her laugh in my living room. Him touching her the way– my jaw clenched again.
With trembling fingers, I flipped the main breaker, sending the apartment into total blackness.
Everything went dark. The TV cut off. The refrigerator went silent.
Dian jolted upright, his hand instinctively groping for the remote that now lay useless in the dark.
"What the fuck?" His voice echoed through the apartment, clearly confused and irritated.
Then I walked into the room, my eyes straining against the pitch black room. I traced the wall until I hit him.
I could barely see his face.
But I could feel him.
The heat of his body.
The presence.
"Trina?" he called out, uncertainty in his tone. I scoffed internally. Of course he thinks it was his girlfriend seeing as she was the last person he called, that thought alone infuriated me.
“Hmm-hmm, now shh,” I muttered, trying my best to impersonate Trina with my voice.
He chuckled lightly. “You trying to be dramatic?”
I didn’t answer instead I reached for his face, found his lips and kissed him. It was a hard hungry kiss. It wasn’t gentle and it wasn’t hesitant. It was everything I had been holding back for weeks.
He stiffened for half a second and my heart skipped. I wondered if he discovered it wasn’t Trina already.
This is it. He’ll push me away.
Then his hands found my waist.
And he kissed back.
Deep.
Immediate.
Possessive.
A soft sound escaped me before I could stop it.
His fingers tightened, pulling me flush against him. My breasts hit his chest and my crotch brushed against his already hard cock, igniting a tingling sensation in me.
I broke the kiss for a split second as I hurriedly slipped out of the nightie I was wearing, leaving me completely naked, breasts heavy and nipples hardened from the thrill.
“You’re impatient tonight,” he murmured against my lips, his voice lower now. Rougher.
He really thought I was her.
The guilt sliced through me.
But when his palms slid slowly up my bare back– when he paused, realizing there was nothing between his hands and my skin, he cursed softly under his breath.
My entire body lit up.
Desire swallowed the guilt whole.
He tilted his head slightly, brushing his nose against mine in the dark. “You have been full of surprises lately.”
I didn’t speak.
I couldn’t.
If I did, he would know instantly.
So instead, I kissed him again. Slower this time. Deliberate. Trying to pour everything I felt into it without using words.
Dian responded instantly, his hands coming up to grip my waist, pulling me closer as he kissed back with hungry force, a low groan rumbling from his chest, fingers splaying over my hips, tracing the curve of my ass.
“Fuck, you are so slutty," he growled, his voice rough with arousal. "Trina."
I physically felt an ache as he mentioned his girlfriend’s name still. He thought I
was Trina. The humiliation of it all intensified my cravings, weirdly enough.
My pussy clenched, wet and desperate as ever. I couldn't stop now, not when i had fantasized about this cock for so long– the thick, veined length I had glimpsed earlier throbbing for a release.
I dropped to my knees between his spread thighs and fumbled in the dark for the waistband of his pants, yanking them down with his boxers in one urgent tug. His cock sprang free, hot and heavy against my palm as I wrapped my fingers around the base.
It pulsed under my touch, the head already slick with pre-cum. I leaned in, my tongue flicking out to lap at the slit, savoring the musky tang before swirling around the swollen tip.
Dian hissed, his head falling back against the couch as my mouth engulfed him.
“Shit, yeah," he rasped, hips bucking slightly to push deeper.
I sucked greedily, hollowing my cheeks as my lips stretching around his girth. I bobbed my head, taking him inch by inch until the tip nudged the back of my throat. I gagged softly but pressed on, my tongue tracing the veins.
Saliva dripped down my chin, mixing with his arousal, the wet sloppy sounds filled the room as I took him in my mouth desperately like a sex starved whore– which I was.
His hands tangled in my hair, guiding the rhythm, but then one slid down, cupping my breast, his thumb rolling over the hard nipple.
He squeezed the full mound, kneading the soft flesh.
“Your tits have gotten bigger," he murmured, his voice husky with surprise and lust, pinching the tip. I couldn’t help but release a moan around his cock as I took him deeper, making him vibrate with pleasure.
Pride flickered through me despite the deception, my chest swelled. Not just from his touch, but from the truth of what he had just said.
My breasts had indeed filled out more lately, heavier and rounder, sensitive to every brush of his callused fingers.
I redoubled my efforts, sucking harder, my free hand fondling his balls, rolling them gently as I hollowed my cheeks again.
Dian groaned, the sound raw and animalistic, his cock twitched in my mouth now. But he wasn't done.
Suddenly, he pulled me up on my feet, his fingers delving between my thighs. They encountered my soaked folds immediately, slick and swollen, my clit throbbed under his touch.
He circled it roughly, then plunged two fingers inside my clenching pussy.
“Your pussy is so slutty today," he growled, pumping them in and out, curling to hit that spot that made my knees buckle. "Let me fuck you hard."
I whimpered, nodding frantically in the dark, my body arched into his hand.
He withdrew his fingers which was now coated with my juices, and gripped my hips, positioning me over his lap.
I sank down, guiding his cock to my entrance, the large tip parting my pussy lips before he thrust up, burying himself in one brutal shove.
My pussy stretched around him as I adjusted to the fullness. My eyes watered.
We moved together in the darkness, his hands bruising my hips as he slammed into me, each thrust driving deep.
His cock dragging against my inner walls.
I rode him hard, grinding down to take him fully. My breasts bouncing with the force, my nipples grazing his chest.
Sweat stained our skin, the slap of flesh echoed and my moans mingled with his grunts.
The dominance in his grip made me wetter, more than I had ever been before. I utterly submitted to him and let him use my body as he pleased.
Then, a sharp glow pierced the dark. Dian's phone on the coffee table, lit up with an incoming call.
I saw the name across the screen, it was Trina.
My heart seized, panic mixing with my haze of pleasure. I reached for the phone and grabbed it, sliding my finger over the screen and ending the call.
I brought my focus back on him, desperate to distract him. I clenched my pussy around his pulsating cock. He cursed under his breath, the sudden tension in my body stirring him on.
"Fuck," he snarled, thrusting up harder, his hips snapping with brutal force, balls slapping against my ass.
“What's making you so excited, you little slut?" His voice was edged with dominance, one hand sliding up to collar my throat lightly, holding me in place as he pounded into me.
The phone buzzed again beneath my hand.
This time, he reached for it anyway, fingers brushing mine, intent on answering.
My panic quickly turned into fear as I shrieked– “No!"
Wesley POV I had been watching her shamelessly all night. She was sitting cross-legged on the floor, her back against the couch, a card in her hand and her tongue poking out slightly as she concentrated. She laughed at something her mom said with her head falling back and her throat exposed. My chest tightened so hard I had to look away.Not like it was even physically possible, my eyes found their way back to her and she met it.She smiled and reached for my hand under the table during a quiet moment, her fingers threading through mine like it was the most natural thing in the world.I was so far gone it was embarrassing. Around ten, her mom yawned and announced she was heading to bed. Marcus stayed up a little longer, nursing his whiskey, with his eyes on the television.I sat on the couch with Bowie curled up against my side, her eyes were half-closed, when her dad's voice cut through the quiet."Wesley, can I talk to you for a minute?"Bowie stirred, looking up
Wesley POV I said yes before I could talk myself out of it.Bowie's face lit up like I had handed her the moon. She threw herself on me and kissed me, wrapping her arms around my neck as her body pressed into mine. I held onto her like she was the only thing keeping me upright. She probably was.> The next few days passed in a blur of planning, packing and quietly freaking out.Meeting parents wasn't something I had experience with. The only parent figure I had in my life didn’t do much for me, so the concept of a family that sat around a table together and laughed was foreign to me.But Bowie talked about her parents like they were her favorite people in the world. Her dad was a high school coach and her mom worked at a dental office. They had been married for thirty years and still held hands in public.I wanted to see that. Even if it made my chest ache with envy.*** Her parents’ house sat at the end of a quiet, tree-lined street in a peaceful suburb ab
Wesley POV I woke up to Bowie resting against my chest and the soft sound of her breathing.The room was still dark, sunrise was maybe a few minutes away.For a long moment, I didn't move. I just laid there, feeling the warmth of her body, inhaling her scent and the sweet shampoo of her hair which was spread across my pillow.Her face was relaxed, her lips were slightly parted, and she looked so fucking beautiful it made my chest ache.I watched her for I don't know how long, minutes or maybe longer. My heart was pounding so hard I was scared it might wake her up.The words were right there again, sitting on my tongue.I love you.Just three words and that was all. Three words that should have been easy. But every time I opened my mouth, something closed in my throat.I could feel the familiar fear of letting someone in creep in again.I always believed loving someone meant giving them the power to destroy you, at least that was what I learnt from my parents relationship.My
Bowie POV I sat on the edge of the bed, the vibrator in my hand and Wesley standing in front of me.His eyes were fixed on the toy, staring curiously with tightened jaw. The room felt smaller suddenly and the air thicker. I could feel his gaze on me like a physical weight."Use it," he instructed, his voice low. "I want to watch you."My heart hammered as I laid back against his pillows, spreading my legs slowly. His eyes followed my every movement, from the way my thighs parted and the way my chest rose and fell beneath my shirt. His breath evened out as i turned the vibrator on, the soft hum filling the silence between us.I pressed it against my clit, and a moan escaped my lips before I could stop it. My back arched, my hips lifted off the mattress, causing my legs to spread apart more and I heard Wesley curse under his breath."Fuck," he breathed. "That's so fucking hot."I kept going, my free hand gripping the sheets and my eyes fluttering shut. The vibration buzzed
Bowie POV "Harley!"I stared at it, my mouth opening and closing like a fish."What? You deserve to have fun too." She shrugged, completely unapologetic. "Now that Wesley's gone half the time. You have needs.""Harley, I can't just–“"I'm not saying throw away the man. I'm saying supplement.” She winked. “Try it. You will thank me."I shoved the box into my drawer, my cheeks burning more. “You are insane.""Maybe." She lay back on her bed, grinning at the ceiling. "But I'm also right.”And undoubtedly, she was. Because later that night, alone in my room, I pulled it out again.I stared at it for a long time, turning it over in my hands, the silicone body was so smooth and cool against my palm. My heart was pounding as I held it. I had never used a vibrator before. It felt so strange, like I was doing something I shouldn’t.But Harley's voice echoed in my head. You have needs.I locked the door, turned off the lights and laid back on my bed, the vibrator still in my hand.I
Bowie POV"Bowie, I-“He stopped.Whatever he wanted to say just hung there on the edge of his tongue. He swallowed tightly and something flicker behind his eyes… like fear, maybe, or hesitation. Or both.He was staring at me like a man that was utterly in loveMy heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.Say it please. Say the words.But he didn't, rather he just kissed my forehead again, lingering for a moment before pulling me into his chest."I'm glad you were there today," he said instead.I swallowed the disappointment, burying my face in his shoulder. "Me too."*** The next week was brutal.Midterms hit like a freight train, and Wesley had a whole week away games.We went from seeing each other almost every day to trading texts that got more spaced out as the week wore on.It shouldn't have felt this hard. We had only been together for a few weeks. But every night I laid in my bed, staring at my phone, waiting for his name to light up the screen. I caug
Yas POV The blindfold felt smooth against my skin as he tied it gently behind my head.Darkness swallowed everything immediately.And somehow…That made every other feeling stronger.I heard him move closer again.Felt his fingers brush my jaw,“Can you see anything?”“No.”“Perfect.”A shiver
Yas POV By the time we finally reached the cabin, the sky had darkened completely.The building was surrounded by tall trees and facing a quiet lake, the cabin looked cozy and peaceful, warm lights glowed through the windows while rainwater still dripped softly from the roof.It looked unreal
Yas POV Another hour passed before we stopped at a roadside store for gas and snacks. That’s was when I decided I was going to get what I wanted one way or another- a release. I pulled out the phone the second Dian got back into the car."The list," I started with a smirk.“Yas.” He warned w
Dian POV We were on her couch fifteen minutes later. Yas sat cross-legged, one leg tucked under her, that oversized shirt riding up her thighs just enough to show the edge of her shorts. I pulled out my phone and opened the Notes app.“What’s this?” she asked, leaning closer, her bare knee br







