All Chapters of Love or Lust: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

33 Chapters

Book1: Dirty thoughts.

Yas POV“Stop it!, Stop it, Dian!.” I laughed as I ran away from my best friend who was currently splashing water at me from a water pipe.I groaned, My clothes were all wet now.“You started it first you know.” He smiled, showing his perfect canine teeth, then shook off the water from his long dark hair.His hair is so soft. Several times I imagined my hands going through his hair and gripping it as he eats up my pussy.I shook my head frustratingly. Not this thought again, I have been dreaming of fucking Dian for almost a month now, ever since I accidentally stumbled on him while he was butt naked.I know it isn’t right, He’s been my best friend for two years now. We met final year of high school, and now we are in college and those two years, I had never really thought of him sexually until last month. It started as just merely admiring him, then eventually I began to have wet dreams about him, and they were slowly affecting me because when I look at him, all I can think of is fuc

Almost

YAS“Yas…” I startled as he called out, his voice was thick with sleep.My heart dropped straight to my stomach. I snatched my hand away like i had been burned and stumbled backwards .“I..I was just–“ I stammered, my mind racing for an excuse. “You…you were having a bad dream.” I lied, my face turning red with embarrassment.A confused Dian blinked at me, running a hand through his messy hair. His abs flexed when he stretched, the taut muscles rippling under his skin, drawing my eyes despite the panic flooding through my veins.“I was?” he finally muttered, getting himself.“Yeah. You were…groaning.”He squinted at me, then glanced down at himself. His beautifully shaped brows furrowed slightly, but instead of accusing me, he just sighed, the sound low and rumbling from his chest.“Sorry if I woke you.”Shame washed over me so fast, literally making me feel dizzy, but beneath the embarrassment, the lingering ache from the feel of his thick cock twitched under my fingers. I could sti

The Dark

YasThis is crazy. I thought He has a girlfriend.I am his best friend.But then I imagined her here. Her hands on him. Her laugh in my living room. Him touching her the way– my jaw clenched again.With trembling fingers, I flipped the main breaker, sending the apartment into total blackness. Everything went dark. The TV cut off. The refrigerator went silent. Dian jolted upright, his hand instinctively groping for the remote that now lay useless in the dark. "What the fuck?" His voice echoed through the apartment, clearly confused and irritated.Then I walked into the room, my eyes straining against the pitch black room. I traced the wall until I hit him.I could barely see his face.But I could feel him.The heat of his body.The presence."Trina?" he called out, uncertainty in his tone. I scoffed internally. Of course he thinks it was his girlfriend seeing as she was the last person he called, that thought alone infuriated me.“Hmm-hmm, now shh,” I muttered, trying my best t

Distraction

Yas My scream hung in the air like a desperate plea, my body still on his thick cock, every muscle tensed as his fingers grazed mine over the buzzing phone. The screen's glow cut through the blackness, illuminating his confused face for a split second, enough to twist my gut with fresh panic. He couldn't answer that. Not now, not when I was so close to releasing.Before he could pull away, I ground my hips down hard, clenching my pussy around his shaft in a tight, insistent rhythm. My hands flew to his chest, nails digging into his skin as I leaned forward, pressing my breasts against him. “Please,” I whispered, my voice a husky imitation of Trina's, laced with raw need. “Don't stop. I need you inside me.”His hand froze on the phone, the vibration humming against my palm. I felt the shift in him, the way his cock twitched deep within me, responding to the sudden squeeze of my pussy walls. Slowly, he let go, his fingers curling back to grip my waist instead. “Fuck, Trina,”

Chapter 5: Aftermath

Yas Sunlight penetrated through the curtains. I stirred, my body heavy and entwined with Dian's, his arm draped possessively over my waist, his steady breaths warm against my neck. His cock, soft now but still thick regardless as it pressed against my thigh, a reminder of how deeply he had buried himself inside me just hours ago. My pussy throbbed with a dull ache, sore from the relentless pounding, and I could feel the sticky remnants of his cum between my folds.I lay there for a moment, savoring the closeness, the way his chest rose and fell against my back. But reality crept in like the light, he thought it was Trina he had fucked senseless, Trina whose name he groaned as he filled me with his cum. The thought twisted in my gut, a mix of jealousy and longing. I couldn't let him wake up and see me, not yet. Not until I figured out how to make this real, to make him want me without the illusion. Carefully, I removed myself from his embrace, sliding my leg over his and

Chapter 6: Mystery Slut

Chapter 6Dian POV Trina’s voice cut through the air so sharply that, for a split second, I honestly thought my mind tricked me. It didn’t fit the moment at all, the heated, dangerous tension Yas and I had been sinking into. It was like someone threw cold water across my face. My heart paced faster in my chest, too fast. Adrenaline and guilt mixing in my throat.I shifted my attention back to Yas. She was still too close. Her warmth sunk into me like a second skin. The smell of her soft and sweet perfume lingered in the air and filled my nostrils. My mind traced to how her breath had been shaky just seconds ago, and the imprint of her body on mine in this compromising situation wasn’t helping the raging hard on I had. The way she looked up at me…God. I pulled away from her and it felt like stepping out of a dream and slamming hard back into reality.“Trina?” I called out, though my voice refused to cooperate. It came out rough and slightly hoarse, the kind of tone that gives

Tension

Yas POV The second the door clicked behind Dian, the tension in the room reduced a bit.I didn’t move at first. I just sat there, still on the couch where he had found me, my thighs trembling and my breaths refusing to even out. My fingers were still wet and slick. The mirror held a memory of what I had been doing. And his reaction..damn, I could still feel it on my skin.I guess I should be more focused on the shame of being caught touching myself, but I was rather concerned by the way he looked at me– like he didn’t know whether to step back or devour me.Almost as if he wanted me…yet, he knew he couldn’t have me.Trina calling his name, sliced through the moment like a blade.Her voice always had that effect– sharp enough to ruin something delicate without even trying.I exhaled shakily, dragging my hand back through my hair. My chest felt tight, hurt and aroused at the same time, which made absolutely no sense but didn’t surprise me either. Everything with Dian had started

Chapter 8: Giving in

Dian POV Every fiber of me wanted to turn, walk right back into Yas room, to grab her face, crush her mouth to mine…But No.Not with Trina here.Not with last night’s mystery still dangling in my mind like a threat.I found Trina waiting in the living room. Arms crossed, with her signature frown that I was already used to. She looked…perfect herself. So familiar.But all I could see behind her was Yas.Yas in the mirror.Yas curled up on the couch.Yas moaning my name like it was a secret prayer meant only for me.My pulse quickened at the memory.“So,” Trina said, stepping closer, hands sliding over my chest, “you disappeared on me.”“Just…needed a minute, felt dizzy,” I muttered. Empty words. Words that didn’t even scratch the surface of what I was feeling.She leaned in, brushing her lips across my jaw. Normally, I would melt, pull her close, lift her up just to hear her breathe against me. But now…my body stayed frozen. My hands stayed useless at my sides.Her brows lowered

Chapter 9: Caught.

The morning after the hangout felt heavier than I expected.Not physically, my body felt mostly fine, but in my chest, right behind my ribs, something kept twisting and tightening, like a knot that refused to loosen. I stayed in bed longer than usual, staring at the ceiling, replaying every single moment from last night. Every look Dian gave me, every moan, every breath that seemed to pull us closer even when we were not supposed to be.It was all too much.By the time I dragged myself to the kitchen for water, I knew I couldn’t keep this secret anymore. I had buried it so deeply I had almost convinced myself it wasn’t real. I needed to tell someone before it swallowed me whole.Without further thoughts, I grabbed my phone and called Mila.She didn’t even hesitate. Thirty minutes later, she was knocking at the front door, still in her pajamas, hair tied up haphazardly like she’d sprinted out the house. That alone made my eyes watered. She always showed up.We sat on the porch b

Chapter 10: Unraveling

Dian POV The moment I walked away from her, some part of me knew I wouldn’t make it far.Not because I didn’t want space.I did.God knows I needed air, needed distance, needed something stronger than self-control to keep me from folding the moment she looked at me again.But my body…My body had never listened to me when it came to Yas.My footsteps were uneven down the hallway, each step slower than the last. My breathing was sharp and shallow. I could hear the sound of my rapid heartbeat clearly. My hands were still trembling, my fingers slick with her wetness.Her confession still rang in my head. She caused the blackout.She pretended to be Trina, seduced me in the dark knowing I wouldn’t know who it was.She planned it all.And yet…My body didn’t feel betrayed. Instead, I felt… relieved.Like a weight had been lifted off my chest. I had hidden my own truth long enough too.I had always wanted Yas long before that night.I didn’t just have to courage to admit it cause I d

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