MasukChapter 27
The explosion didn’t come all at once.
It came in layers.
First, a violent metallic crack somewhere deep in the wall behind the generator housing.
Then a burst of sparks bright enough to blind.
Then the floor itself seemed to jump.
The blast wave hit Damon in the chest like a giant fist.
He was thrown backward hard enough to lose all sense of direction.
Concrete.
Heat.
Sound tearing apart into white static.
His shoulder slammed into something unforgiving.
His head clipped the floor.
For one awful second, everything disappeared.
Then pain came back.
And so did fire.
The chamber roared.
Smoke swallowed the air almost instantly, thick and black and choking.
Emergency lights shattered overhead in showers of glass.
Damon pushed himself upright on instinct, coughing so hard his ribs screamed.
“Luca!”
No answer.
Only alarms.
Only the crackling scream of overloaded electrical systems.
Only the ugly, hungry rush of flames catching somewhere they absolutely should not have.
Damon’s vision blurred.
Not just from smoke.
From panic.
Real panic.
The kind that stripped a person down to animal fear.
“Luca!”
Still nothing.
A chunk of burning debris crashed from the ceiling somewhere to his left.
The heat hit his face like an open furnace.
Damon staggered up, one hand over his mouth, the other reaching blindly through smoke and darkness.
His lungs burned.
His eyes streamed.
Shapes moved in the haze fallen shelves, twisted metal, bodies or debris he couldn’t tell which.
Then
A hand caught his wrist.
Damon nearly shouted before a voice rasped through the smoke.
“Stop moving like an idiot.”
Relief hit so hard it was almost pain.
“Jesus Christ”
Luca pulled him sharply down behind an overturned storage crate as another section of ceiling groaned overhead.
In the strobing red emergency light, Damon finally saw him.
Still standing.
Barely.
Soot streaked across his face, blood soaking one side of his shirt, one sleeve torn nearly to the shoulder.
He looked like hell.
And Damon had never been so glad to see anyone in his life.
“You’re alive,” Damon breathed.
Luca gave him a flat look.
“Disappointing, I know.”
Damon nearly laughed and cried at the same time.
Instead he grabbed the front of Luca’s jacket with both hands.
“You absolute”
A violent shudder ran through the chamber, cutting him off.
The floor beneath them trembled.
Luca’s expression hardened instantly.
“We have maybe sixty seconds before this place collapses.”
Damon forced himself to let go.
“What about Matteo?”
Luca looked toward the smoke-choked side of the room where the generator had exploded.
His jaw tightened.
“Gone.”
Not dead.
Gone.
And somehow Damon knew Luca was right.
Men like Matteo didn’t vanish neatly.
They left damage behind and slipped through it like smoke.
Damon hated how much that terrified him.
Luca shoved something into Damon’s hand.
A small black remote.
The trigger.
Damon stared at it.
“You got this from him?”
“Wasn’t a gift.”
Another section of ceiling cracked somewhere above them.
Flames licked across the far wall.
The heat was becoming unbearable.
Luca pushed to his feet first and reached down for Damon.
“Move.”
They ran.
Or tried to.
The service chamber had become a maze of smoke and collapsing metal.
The tunnel they’d entered from was half blocked now by fallen conduit and chunks of concrete.
Damon coughed violently as they climbed over debris, Luca shoving and pulling him through the narrow opening one-handed despite the way his own body was clearly failing him.
Every breath tasted like ash.
Every sound felt too loud.
A pipe burst overhead and rained boiling water and steam across the corridor behind them.
Damon flinched hard.
Luca dragged him forward.
“Don’t stop.”
“Not planning to.”
The tunnel narrowed sharply ahead.
One emergency light still blinked weakly at the far end.
Then Damon saw it.
A split in the passage.
Left and right.
He slowed.
“Which way?”
Luca’s expression went blank for half a second.
Which meant
He didn’t know.
“Luca.”
He looked once over his shoulder.
Behind them, smoke thickened.
Flames were moving faster now, drawn through the old ventilation shafts like they’d found a map.
“Right,” Luca said.
Damon stared at him.
“That sounded like a guess again.”
“It was a more informed guess this time.”
“This is not comforting.”
Luca grabbed Damon’s arm and shoved him right anyway.
They stumbled into a narrower tunnel lined with old concrete supports and rusted utility piping.
And then, for one awful second, Damon thought they had chosen wrong.
Because the tunnel ended.
Or seemed to.
A dead wall.
No visible exit.
No stairs.
Nothing.
“Tell me this is not a dead end,” Damon said hoarsely.
Luca’s breathing had gone rougher.
He scanned the wall once, eyes narrowing.
Then swore softly.
“It’s not.”
“How do you know?”
“Because this estate was built by rich men with secrets.”
Damon blinked smoke out of his eyes.
“That is somehow not an answer.”
Luca stepped closer to the wall and ran his blood-slick hand along the stone.
Then his fingers found something.
A recessed latch.
He shoved hard.
Nothing.
Tried again.
Still nothing.
Damon moved beside him without speaking and pushed too.
The panel gave with a violent grinding noise and swung inward.
Cold air rushed in from the other side.
Real night air.
Damon could have collapsed from relief.
“Move,” Luca said again, voice fraying now.
They stumbled out into the rain.
The hillside beyond the estate was slick with mud and black under the storm clouds overhead.
Behind them, the house loomed above the slope like something half-alive, windows flashing red from inside.
For one impossible second, Damon just stood there in the rain and breathed.
Rain.
Cold.
Clean.
Alive.
Then Luca swayed beside him.
Hard.
Damon caught him before he hit the ground.
“Hey.”
Luca blinked slowly.
Too slowly.
“Don’t start that,” Damon snapped.
Luca looked almost offended.
“Start what?”
“Dying.”
A weak, almost disbelieving laugh escaped Luca.
“Bit dramatic.”
“You’re bleeding through my hands.”
That sobered him immediately.
Damon looked down.
And his stomach dropped.
The side wound wasn’t just bleeding.
It was pouring now.
The running, the fight, the collapse something had reopened it badly.
Luca’s skin had gone dangerously pale under the soot.
His mouth tightened once, as if pain had finally punched through the adrenaline enough to be impossible to ignore.
Damon’s pulse went cold.
“No.”
Luca’s head tipped back briefly against the rain.
“Damon”
“No.”
The word came out harsher than he intended.
More frightened than angry.
He tightened his grip around Luca’s waist and looked around wildly.
The slope dropped toward the tree line.
His car.
The road.
Too far.
Too far with Luca half-conscious and the house about to come down behind them.
Then Luca spoke again, voice rough and low.
“Listen to me.”
Damon looked at him.
Really looked.
Rain streaming down his face.
Blood dark under his hand.
Eyes still painfully, stubbornly clear.
And suddenly Damon understood what Luca was trying to do.
No.
Absolutely not.
“No,” Damon said again.
Luca’s jaw flexed.
“Damon.”
“No.”
“If I pass out”
“Don’t.”
“Be serious for one second.”
Damon almost laughed because that was the most infuriating thing Luca could possibly say while actively collapsing.
But his chest hurt too much for humor.
“I am being serious.”
Luca’s expression softened then.
Barely.
Just enough to make Damon’s throat tighten.
“Then hear me.”
The words came slower now.
Heavier.
Like every one of them cost something.
“If I pass out…”
Damon’s hand tightened on him.
“…you keep moving.”
Damon stared at him.
“No.”
“You don’t stay.”
“No.”
“You don’t go back.”
“Luca”
“Promise me.”
Damon’s vision blurred with rain and something hotter.
“Don’t do this.”
“Promise me.”
Damon shook his head hard.
“No.”
Luca gave him a long, searching look.
Then said the one thing that nearly broke him in half.
“I need to know you’ll choose yourself at least once.”
Damon went completely still.
Because that
That was Luca, all the way down.
Even bleeding out, even barely upright, he was still trying to make sure Damon lived.
Still trying to save him from his own instincts.
Still trying to love him in the only way he trusted himself to.
Damon’s throat closed painfully.
He stepped closer until there was almost no space left between them.
Rain poured around them.
Fire glowed behind them through the storm-dark like hell trying to crawl out of the earth.
And Damon said, very quietly,
“You don’t get to ask me to survive you.”
Luca’s expression changed.
Just for a second.
Something raw moving under all the pain and exhaustion.
Then he looked away first.
Which told Damon more than any confession could have.
A deep groan rolled through the ground beneath them.
The estate.
The whole lower structure had started to give.
Damon forced himself back into motion.
“We are leaving,” he said flatly.
Luca didn’t argue this time.
Maybe because he couldn’t.
Maybe because some part of him understood Damon meant it.
They moved downhill together, slipping in mud and wet grass, Damon half-carrying Luca’s weight more with every step.
By the time they reached the tree line, Luca was barely helping.
His breathing had gone too shallow.
His body too heavy.
Damon’s fear sharpened into something ugly and efficient.
Not panic now.
Action.
He got Luca against the trunk of a large pine just long enough to rip off his own shirt and press it hard against the wound.
Luca hissed through his teeth.
“Sorry,” Damon said immediately.
“You don’t sound sorry.”
“I’m not. Hold this.”
Luca obeyed only because he was running out of strength to be difficult.
Damon yanked his phone from his pocket with shaking hands.
No signal.
Of course.
He turned in a full circle, holding it higher.
One bar.
Then none.
Then one again.
“Come on,” he muttered.
Rain soaked everything.
His hands shook so badly he nearly dropped the phone twice before finally getting the call through.
Seraphine answered on the first ring.
“Damon?”
He almost sagged from relief.
“I need help.”
Her tone changed instantly.
“What happened?”
“Explosion. Estate. Luca’s been shot and we’re outside but he’s losing too much blood and Matteo’s gone and I”
“Breathe.”
Damon shut his eyes once.
Forced himself to.
Then said more clearly,
“We’re on the east hillside below the estate.”
“Is Matteo dead?”
“No.”
A sharp inhale.
“Damn it.”
“I know.”
“How bad is Luca?”
Damon looked at him.
At the blood.
At the pallor.
At the way his head had started to droop.
“Bad.”
Seraphine was already moving; he could hear it in her voice.
“I’m sending coordinates to someone I trust. Stay where you are if the house is unstable.”
“It’s coming down.”
“Then get farther into the trees. Ten minutes. Can you keep him conscious for ten minutes?”
Damon looked at Luca again.
Then answered honestly.
“I don’t know.”
Seraphine’s voice softened.
“Then talk to him.”
“What?”
“Keep him anchored.”
The line crackled.
“Damon whatever you haven’t said yet? Say it now.”
Then the call cut.
Damon stared at the dead screen for one second.
Then shoved the phone away and dropped back to his knees in front of Luca.
Rain ran down Luca’s face in slow lines.
His lashes were wet.
His mouth pale.
His hand still pressed over the makeshift bandage, but weaker now.
Damon crouched in front of him and caught his jaw gently.
“Hey.”
Luca’s eyes opened a little more.
“There you are.”
“Don’t,” Damon said immediately.
“Don’t what?”
“Don’t talk like you’re already halfway gone.”
A faint ghost of a smile touched Luca’s mouth.
“You’re bossy when you’re scared.”
Damon laughed once.
The sound cracked in the middle.
“I’m terrifying when I’m scared.”
“That too.”
Rain drummed around them.
Behind the trees, the estate gave another low structural groan.
Time was running out.
Damon swallowed hard.
Then said the thing he should have said long before now.
“You were right.”
Luca frowned weakly.
“That narrows it down very little.”
Damon nearly smiled despite everything.
“About Matteo. About all of it. I should have believed you sooner.”
Luca looked at him for a long second.
Then said quietly,
“You had reasons not to.”
“Not good enough ones.”
“No,” Luca admitted. “Probably not.”
Damon’s chest tightened.
“Luca…”
He stopped.
Because suddenly the words felt too large.
Too sharp.
Too final.
And yet exactly right.
Luca’s eyes stayed on his.
Steady despite the pain.
As if he knew.
As if he’d always known this moment would eventually come and had spent half the story running from it anyway.
Damon leaned closer.
Rain cooling the heat of his skin.
Blood staining both their hands.
And whispered
“I’m not losing you.”
Luca inhaled shakily.
His eyes closed for one brief second.
Then opened again.
And in a voice so low Damon almost missed it, he said:
“That’s not really your decision.”
Damon’s whole chest ached.
“No,” he said. “But staying is.”
Luca looked at him.
Really looked.
And something in his face gave.
Not dramatically.
Not cleanly.
Just enough.
Enough for Damon to see the truth underneath all the walls and guilt and self-punishment.
Enough to know Luca was terrified too.
Enough to know he wanted this just as badly.
Then headlights flashed faintly through the trees below.
A vehicle.
Approaching fast.
Damon’s heart leapt
Then dropped just as quickly.
Because he didn’t know if it was help.
Or something worse.
Luca saw it too.
And whatever exhaustion had been pulling at him, it vanished under instinct.
He straightened with visible effort.
His hand moved toward the gun still tucked at his side.
Damon grabbed his wrist.
“You can barely stand.”
“Can still shoot.”
“That is not reassuring.”
The headlights cut through the rain, closer now.
One vehicle.
Black.
Unmarked.
Damon’s pulse thundered.
Luca’s voice dropped into that dangerous quiet Damon had learned to fear.
“Get behind me.”
Damon’s jaw tightened.
“Absolutely not.”
“Damon.”
“No.”
The SUV stopped twenty feet away in the mud.
Engine idling.
Lights still on.
For one suspended, unbearable second, no one moved.
Then the driver’s door opened.
A figure stepped out into the rain.
Tall.
Lean.
Silhouetted by the headlights.
Damon’s stomach dropped.
Because even through the storm and the distance
He recognized him.
Viktor.
Alive.
And not alone.
Th
e rear passenger door of the SUV opened slowly.
Another figure stepped out.
Calm.
Elegant.
Shoulders straight despite the blood and soot.
Damon’s breath turned to ice.
Matteo Laurent.
Alive.
Wounded.
Smiling.
He lifted one hand slightly in the rain like they were arriving for dinner instead of the end of everything.
Then his gaze settled on Luca.
And he said, almost gently—
“You really should have stayed dead this time.”
Chapter 103The worst part?Neither was anyone else.Because the second Damon placed his hand behind Luca's chairThe entire room noticed.Every.Single.Person.Adrian noticed.Nova noticed.Seraphine noticed.Mira nearly dropped her drink.Cassian looked moments away from ascending into a higher plane of existence from pure entertainment.And LucaLuca definitely noticed.A faint tension appeared in his shoulders.Not discomfort.Awareness.Dangerous awareness.Adrian looked between them.Then slowly smiled.Ah.That kind of smile.The kind that said:I understand what's happening here.Damon immediately disliked him more.Which was impressive.Because he already disliked him a lot."So," Adrian said casually.Looking directly at Damon."How long have you two been together?"Silence.Catastrophic silence.The room froze.Someone in the corner actually choked.Cassian.Obviously.Luca blinked.Damon stared.Adrian frowned."What?"Nova covered her face."Oh my God."Seraphine immedia
Chapter 102Damon was running out of excuses.At first, he blamed stress.Then survival instincts.Then trauma.Then proximity.Now?Now he was simply lying to himself.Because there was only one reason his attention kept finding Luca.Only one reason his eyes searched every room until they landed on him.Only one reason jealousy burned every time someone else occupied Luca's time.And Damon was getting tired of pretending otherwise.The problem was Admitting it made everything real.And real things could be lost.That thought lingered with him throughout the next few days.The safehouse became strangely routine.Morning briefings.Research.Planning.Training.Normality.Or whatever passed for normal among a group of deeply damaged survivors.Unfortunately, routine also meant Damon and Luca spent more time together.Which helped absolutely no one.Especially Damon.The training area behind the safehouse had once been part of an old vineyard.Now it served as a makeshift practice fie
Chapter 101The mission file stayed hidden.Locked away.Buried beneath years of guilt and fear.But secrets had a way of breathing.Waiting.Patiently.Luca knew that better than anyone.Which was why every time Damon smiled at himEvery time Damon stood too closeEvery time Damon looked at him like he was something worth protectingThe guilt became harder to ignore.Because Damon didn't know.And Luca didn't know how to tell him.Or if he ever could.The next morning brought another briefing.Unfortunately.Because briefings meant people.And people meant Nova.Which meant Damon spent most of the meeting in a bad mood.A fact everyone noticed.Especially Cassian."You're pouting.""I'm not.""You absolutely are."Damon glared at him.Cassian looked delighted.Across the table, Nova casually stole a grape from Luca's plate.Damon's eye twitched.Immediately.Instantly.Luca noticed.Again.The tiny smile returned.Again.Traitor.Absolute traitor.Nova looked between them.Then grinn
Chapter 100He was jealous because he didn't want anyone else's.The realization should have alarmed Damon.InsteadIt settled into his chest with terrifying certainty.And that was somehow worse.The next morning began with shouting.Not unusual.What was unusual was that the shouting came from the roof.Again."WHY ARE YOU UP THERE?"Seraphine yelled from the yard.Cassian sat on the edge of the safehouse roof eating an apple."Fresh air.""YOU HAVE INTERNAL STITCHES.""They're internal.""That doesn't help!""It helps me."Damon stepped outside with a cup of coffee.Luca appeared beside him seconds later.Neither acknowledged the fact that they'd left the house at exactly the same time.Cassian immediately noticed.Of course he did.The recovering menace pointed his apple at them."There they are."Damon sighed."No.""Yes.""No."Luca looked toward the horizon.Pretending not to hear.Coward.A vehicle engine sounded from the road below.Everyone froze instantly.Instinct taking o
Chapter 99Someone Damon was beginning to think of as his.The realization followed him for the rest of the night.Like a shadow.Like a threat.Like a promise.And Damon hated it.Mostly because he didn't hate it enough.The dinner disaster eventually ended after Mira received approximately six conflicting explanations of what jealousy meant.None of them helpful.Especially Cassian's."Imagine someone stealing your favorite blanket.""That's not what jealousy is.""It absolutely is.""No.""Emotionally speaking, yes."Seraphine had eventually thrown a bread roll at him.Which improved nothing.Now the house was quiet.Mostly.Cassian was still arguing with Hale somewhere upstairs.Nobody knew why.Not even Hale.Damon stepped onto the back porch hoping for peace.Instead he found Luca already there.Of course.Luca sat on the wooden railing overlooking the dark vineyards.Moonlight silvered his hair.The night breeze shifted softly around him.And for one dangerous momentDamon simp
Chapter 98Luca didn’t want the moment to end.Which was exactly why it did.Because the universe clearly enjoyed tormenting him.“ARE THEY FINALLY KISSING?”Cassian’s voice echoed from somewhere inside the safehouse.A crash followed.Then Seraphine shouted:“GET BACK IN BED!”“TYRANNY!”“YOU HAVE THREE STITCHES LEFT HOLDING YOU TOGETHER!”“THAT SOUNDS LIKE A YOU PROBLEM!”Luca closed his eyes.Damon laughed beside him.And that laughThat stupid, warm laughMade Luca forget every terrible thing for half a second.Dangerous.Very dangerous.The next morning was worse.Because now Luca was aware of Damon.Painfully aware.Every glance.Every smile.Every time Damon stood too close.It was unbearable.The safehouse kitchen wasn’t particularly large.Yet somehow Damon always ended up beside him.Reaching over his shoulder.Brushing past him.Occupying entirely too much space.Luca was beginning to suspect it was intentional.“Coffee?”Damon asked.Luca accepted the mug.Their fingers br







