Off Limits

***Rebecca’s Point of View***

My ears are ringing as I hear the words coming from Sam…

“Look Rebecca, this was all your dream. I never wanted to move to the city, I was content in the suburbs close to my family. Sure I told you to go for the job, but I honestly didn’t have any faith you’d land the job. So here we are 17 months later and our lease is up so I’m out. Don’t act all surprised, I don’t come home for you it’s been for the kids. And they’re teens now so they’ll understand. But I can’t stay with a woman I don’t love, am repulsed to touch, and is the cause of my misery.”

My chest is heavy, the ringing in my ears is so loud. I start to wake and realize it’s a dream, well really my nightmare. As I wake more I realize the ringing is my villa phone, let it ring. I’m in no mood after my session in the gym… the memories flood in of the gym, of shamelessly ogling Henry and the embarrassment that followed…

The way he commanded me was what I had always wanted Sam to do to me… the intense release of anger and sadness flowed through my arms as I punched with every once of power I had, from the bottom of my lungs I released so much anger as I screamed and at the end let out all the anguish before feeling my body crumble under the power for releasing a lifetime of pain. I didn’t care about the impending pain I would feel as I collapse, I wanted the pain; except it never came…

Henry caught me before I hit the mat, he held me and let me feel all the pain, yet I was safe in his arms. He had mad me feel like a prize to be cherished in the hours we’d spent in the gym as I made every effort to cause him pain. “this isn’t about you not being enough for him, he’s a fu€king fool to leave a beautiful woman like you.” His words replay in my head. I appreciated the words, I don’t believe them as a man with his physique would never find a woman like her attractive.

The sound of the phone ringing pulled me from my thoughts. The feeling of panic that something may be wrong with the kids, propelled me out of bed. No one but Lena and the kids knew where I was and Lena had checked in with me last night.

“Hello?!” I try to calm my voice so my panic isn’t audible.

“Ms. Rebecca, Mr. Henry would like to speak with you over dinner regarding your session today. Dinner is at 8, a car will come to pick you up from your villa at 7:30pm.” The woman over the phone said in a authoritative and monotone manner.

I was so taken back I stammered “ummm, o-ok” was all I could manage to squeak out.

“Mr. Henry has sent a team to your villa that should be…” a knock at my villa door made me jump “perfect! They arrived on time. Enjoy Ms. Rebecca.” And just like that the woman hung up.

I walked to the door and cracked it, outside stood several individuals, all dressed in black, the person in front turns around. They are beautiful, the perfect hair and makeup to accentuate there natural beauty. “Ms. Rebecca I’m J like the letter, Mr. Henry has sent us to pamper you.” J states as they push the door open and start looking at the room for set-up. “Mr. Henry sent this, read while we setup” J says giving me no room for rebuttal. “Gwen bring the racks over here, Stefan I want my chair right here” J barks out orders to their team. I open the folded letter.

Dear Rebecca,

You did so amazing today, it’s normal to be exhausted after the intensity of your session. Please enjoy your pampering, you’re a queen who Sam should have cherished. Take your power back and find self love for the beautiful woman you are. Light your spark again!

~ Henry

I read the hand penned letter and sat back pondering his words. This had to be part of the retreat, I thought to myself before coming up with the resolve that I will enjoy something I would never do for myself. Alright J let’s do this I thought, just then a member of J’s team brought me a flute of champagne. Oh I’m definitely going to enjoy this!

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***18+***

Henry’s point of view

When Lena had said it was bad, I didn’t realize how much pain this warrior of a woman had been through.

“You left me for a Man!” Her works brought so much shock that I was caught of guard as she punched with a force even she didn’t know she had. For the next 2 hours she screamed and punched, releasing not only her 20 yr marriage but a 1st marriage where she was abused. My heart aches for this woman, so much pain yet I could still see the spark inside that sadness and her beauty, well she makes my breath hitch just looking at her. She was Lena’s friend and employee so I could never cross the line, she’s the only woman I would break my no sexual contact for.

Hearing her describe her body from the prospective of her ex’s made me want to show her what it like to have her body worshipped. To roll her nipples between my thumb and forefinger while sucking on her clit. Or grabbing her ass while I lift her up and down the my shaft… fu€k I need a cold shower, this woman is going to drive me crazy and she doesn’t even know it.

In the shower I had stroked my length, twisting my hand in my head. I envisioned taking Rebecca with passion and force. I wanted to worship every inch of her body with my lips and tongue, to show her what being with a real man is like. To lap up her juices over and over as I ride her orgasms with my tongue. To nibble and suck her nipples while I knead her naturally voluptuous breast. To claim her lips, letting her taste herself on me as I push my tip between her lips letting her core stretch. To make passionate love while gently dominating her. God what was this woman doing to me, I needed to get laid clearly cause I was so tempted by Rebecca.

As I dressed for dinner at my favorite Michelin 3 star restaurant I text a friend in Split, I needed to have meaningless sex to stop me from this nonsense with Rebecca. As always Luka had a connection for me, he owned a high end brothel and I rarely did this. It had been over a year since I’d been with a woman, not because I didn’t have woman throwing themselves at me, but because I found this sort of thing so stereotypical and cliche. I had been waiting to find the next woman I wanted to have a relationship with, but Rebecca was off limits for so many reasons. I just had to get through dinner, how hard could that be?