The Sins To My Flesh

We all like things to be predictable. We expect things to be safe and to keep on happening just the way they always have. We expect the sun to rise in the morning. We expect to get up, survive the day and finish up back in bed at the end of it, ready to start all over again the next day. But maybe that's just a trick we play on ourselves, our way of making life seem ordinary. Because the truth is, life is so extraordinary that for most of the time, we can't bring ourselves to look at it. It's too bright, and it hurts our eyes. The fact of the matter is that nothing is ever certain. But most people never find that out until the ground suddenly disappears from beneath their feet.

Now I am a man that does believe that things should just happen; I preferred to have them planned. Unpredictability, uncertainty, and the great unknown, somewhat throws my shit off balance.  I do not sit well with things falling in my lap, nor do I like them to land in my way.  I am a man tha