Gareth's POVWe came back (with nobody catching us, thankfully) and I sent Briar to the guest room. She seemed livelier than before and I was happy to see that. Obviously, as promised, the first thing I did when we came back was giving her the medicine and made sure she was comfortable in the guest quarters.When she looked at me and smiled, the thought of kissing her emerged in my head. Again. I couldn't look away. Her smile looked tempting, as if it was calling me. Her eyes were fixed on me and I couldn’t even try to remove mine. She looked like an angel, beautiful and elegant.Her lips were plum and red, like always, and she licked them again, which made something inside me, tingle. I wanted to kiss them, suck on them. I wanted to make her mine. I wanted her to give each and every pleasure I am capable of giving. I wanted to feel her, touch her, pull her close to me and kiss every single spot on her body. My thoughts in that moment were simply unholy and somehow, I couldn’t stop th
Gareth's POVI have looked at the clock at least five times in the past minute. Interestingly I have never done that before. Why was I doing it? Yes, I was impatiently waiting for her, when I even don't know what I should think. Would she come? Or maybe not? Why was I even expecting? I know she won't come. Why would she want to hang out with me? I mean there’s no reason she would and I asked her without thinking. What if she wasn’t even in the mood or was just sick? But then again, my eyes went to the clock and again that ticklish sensation started in my stomach.Just a little thought of her, hanging out with me, was making me horribly nervous. And what if she actually comes? What if something happens between us? My heart was beating a little faster at the thought. What the hell is wrong with me? But what if she also feels this weird attraction towards me? I don't even know whether I should wait for her or not.Even though I kept myself captivated with the thought of her never coming
Briar's POVHe held me by my waist and sucked on my lip harder. The situation was a lot more anticipated yet a thrill was covering my senses. It felt like I was dying to be touched by him. His existence, like an alluring scent made me fall into his arms like an abandoned puzzle piece which peculiarly fitted. I was shocked but I couldn't resist because I was willingly letting him kiss me. After a few seconds I found myself kissing him as well, as if it was a natural occurrence.Our lips moved in sync. A proof that I gave in so easily. He tasted so good, just like I had always imagined. He moved me so easily according to his body, taking access of my lips without even making me feel any change. His grip around my waist was getting tighter while my hands rested on his shoulders. I liked how perfectly we both responded to the touch. I felt his tongue making his way in my mouth and something between my legs throbbed making me weak under my waist.I held his shirt tighter as I experienced m
Gareth's POVAfter she left that day, I still remember clearly how I fell on the couch, stunned and astonished. I kissed her. I fucking kissed a girl who was my student. A girl who was half my age. I closed my eyes and cursed myself. My breath still gets uneasy and my heart starts beating faster the moment I think about our kiss.Though it was just a kiss but she felt so different. It's like I was kissing someone for the first time. Yes, I admit I haven’t had any relations for a long time but she surely was just incomparable. Her lips felt so amazing against mine and I wanted to keep kissing them. As attractive as a human could possibly be, I couldn't control myself around her. But I still can’t put in words how radiant she looked. Her image was still very clear in my head.I still was in disbelief. How could I do something like that to a student of mine? But no matter how wrong I was, in that moment, I didn't want her to go, I wanted her to stay. But I had no courage to stop her when
Briar's POVA few days had already passed and as planned, we got our trip details soon. The students were given choices from a trip to Liverpool or Brighton for a week and most of the students chose Liverpool. The trip was in three weeks and we were allowed to call home and order the things we want to take to the trip.Time flew pretty quick and it was just a day left for our trip. We didn't even sleep the night before the day we had to leave because we were just too excited. The entire night, we just planned the things we would do there. I asked mom to send all the things I wanted a few days prior.With the clothes, accessories and my camera, she also sent me extra money for me to buy some souvenirs and anything I wanted. Another reason why I was happy was the fact that, Mrs. Jones was also accompanying us on the trip. She even said that she has arranged a party for all the students as it's our last year. She's a real sweetheart.Our flight was at eight in the morning and we were ask
Gareth's POVWe soon reached our destination. The trip was just starting and I was already finding it hard to control myself. I couldn't resist to look at briar. She looked so damn gorgeous. I thought that coming on this trip would be a way for me to get over her, but it seems like I was falling for her even more. I can't seem to think of anything else but her.On the trip, I had the job of taking all the students to the bus, according to their sections. We had a total of almost a hundred students to handle. Just thinking about the number gives me a headache. But then knowing that Briar was also one of them, I did make sure to take the responsibility sincerely. Especially knowing how last time, me not being aware of that man had been meandering with wrong intentions, attested my senses to be a lot more prudent than they already were.My eyes roamed around to make sure that all the girls were in cues and checking out of the airport safely. I was in the very end, taking everyone with me
Briar's POVDo I really like him?I don't know if this was just mere infatuation anymore because I could sense something deeper than just surface attraction. I've realised that his presence, make me alert and aware of my surroundings. I get way too affected when he's around. I try to look my best, because I like when his eyes stay on me. I love the feel when he only looks at me; when he gives me priority over everybody else.And likewise, I absolutely hated it when I found him looking at someone else, or the reason of his smile was not me, but someone else. I want him to be near me, close enough. I liked how I get goosebumps when he's around. I enjoyed the rush in my belly and the heated-up cheeks I get when he was the subject of any conversation.Now, do you call it just infatuation or something more? I don't know. But I know that this feeling was growing very quickly, and soon I won't be able to control it.We were dragging our suitcases to our room. Luckily, we got a double room su
Gareth's POVWhy am I so stupid? Or do I really lose my mind when she's around? Why can't I act like an educated adult? It was funny how I knew the answer too well to these questions, yet I kept asking myself in a sheer attempt of getting a different answer each time. But well, it remains the same. It’s her.I left her in the room as I don't want her to face any unwanted troubles, especially because of me. She would be coming after me, when there will be no one to notice her. Again, a similar, well-known thought appeared in my head. Just maybe if I hadn't really kissed her in the first place, everything wouldn’t be as chaotic. Every time I do something like this to her, I just push her farther away from me.Had I really made up my mind that, I want to keep her close? What am I even thinking about? How can I... How can I just fall for someone who's literally half my age? Have I really reached a stage where I can’t control me and my emotions for her anymore? It was like a trampoline of s