Everyone sat down, and all eyes were once again drawn to Haru and Keith. But they both sat down instead of standing, which is what they prefer, I think. I couldn't wait for Haru to start singing, so I dropped the bottle of beer on the table and stared at him. Everyone was waiting for them to start singing, but they remained silent and stared at each other.Is this part of what they want to do, or is there something wrong with it? Why was he so dashing tonight, oh, fuck, he was gorgeous and how was someone like this into dudes, man his lips, his muscles, his fragrance was out of this world. Damn, I sound like a pervert. Keith rose to his feet, took the microphone, and inhaled and exhaled. Is he nervous or what? Now that I think about it, Jack didn't use a microphone; instead, he used his voice to sing.Then Keith started singing with the tone playing in the room.When he was done singing, the entire room fell silent.He has such a lovely voice; I had no idea he could sing.
"It's really nothing." I stood up from the bed with a reply. I don't care if my head is still hurting because I can bear the pain. I went to the kitchen to see if Jack had made anything to eat because I had smelled something good while sleeping and I can still perceive it. "You can't just tell me it's nothing, Johan?" He said this as he stood by the kitchen door. "Why can't I tell you that? It's entirely up to me whether I tell you or not. I just don't want to say anything, Jack.' I stated solemnly. At the very least, that should indicate to him that I'm not in the mood to talk and even if I want to tell him, he wouldn't understand and where do I even to start from. He stood there for a few minutes while I was taking my plate to dish up some food that Jack had cooked. Oh, sorry my bad. His mother prepares the meals. I noticed him walk away as I was serving myself some food. I'm guessing he understood the language, but I know he will bring it up again, and I thi
"That's right, man. Come on, we have classes tomorrow, and the teacher is going to scold us until the earth falls down,' Jack grumbled. Ava and Charlotte burst out laughing. When I looked at Haru, he was staring at me as well, but I turned my head and left them to talk about boys, girls and such."Where are you going?" Charlotte inquired as she sat down at the table."I'm going to lie down for a while because my head is still hurting a bit," I said."OK, please take care," she said as she blew me a kiss, but I just laughed and started walking away."You didn't blow me a kiss, and you didn't tell me you loved me," she grumbled.I felt embarrassed, but it's not the first time I've done this, or is it because Haru is staring at me while sitting at the table."Hey, do the same thing to her or our eardrums will burst." Jack rolled his eyes as he ate his food at the table, and Ava joined him. I was curious as to when Jack brought his food to the table."Can I do that later?' What is wrong
As soon as Haru walked away. I sat down on my bed, staring at nothing. He proposed sex. I'm not sure what to think or do about it. How can I say no to him when he is so enticing? Charlotte is still my girlfriend, and if I agree to this, I'm cheating on her and, worse, betraying her. He stated that he doesn't care if I'm dating her or not. He only wants me, there are no romantic feelings involved, and he simply wants to have fun. And I want it as well. My body screams for his touch. I scratched my head in frustration, telling myself to stop thinking about it all. He said he gives me two days to accept his offer. I'm the worst person ever; am I truly gay or bisexual, as he claims? No, I don't want to be any of those things. I got out of bed and went to the door, which I opened. I got out and walked over to the dining table to fix my clothes. Charlotte dashed over to me. "Babe, we're having a party today, would you like to come over?" I raised an eyebrow at Charlot
I stormed furiously out of the classroom, Charlotte has no right to speak to me in that manner; who does she think she is? Without our friendship, I would have become even more enraged with her and insulted her as she deserved. I was just venting about Haru. Because they are my friends, my best friends. I'm envious of Haru, he's attractive and attracts a lot of attention from people and most especially girls, he's wealthy too. Anyone in my shoes will be envious. I sometimes wish he hadn't come to this school because every girl I ask out always says *I'm sorry, I like someone else, and that's Haru. I'm sorry* It's annoying to hear those things from them. It makes me feel inadequate because Haru excels in academics while I am a mediocre student. He's so good at everything that even I can't beat him in sports. He's got everything a lady looks for in a man. That's why it irritates me; I wish I was wealthy, handsome, or even beautiful like him. If that's the righ
"Not sure. We immediately closed and he just left the class in a hurry,' Ava replied, and Charlotte's mood turned nasty. When I saw that, I knew she was still upset with Jack. Something must have happened for Jack to leave the class like that, or did he go out with a girl without telling me? When I looked at my phone, there was no sign of a missed call or text message from him. "Why didn't you go to the infirmary, instead of coming here if you are not feeling that good?" Shit! Charlotte and her questions, I should have known, she wouldn't let this slide. "I just don't like the smell of that place, it makes me queasy.' I lied, shrugging my shoulders. It isn't exactly a lie that the infirmary makes me nauseous, it wasn't the reason why I didn't go there, it was because of Haru. I noticed he cleaned me up and everything, I wish he could have woken me up and told me he was leaving but instead he left me in the damn Lab. What if the teachers had seen me an
"Suji de no ga knish, suji de utau koto ni, so," he smirked at Keith, trying to change the topic, from making Keith think he was worried. "I miss it too." Keith shrugged and sat down on the drum. "Singing on stage?" He sighed."We will soon go back to singing on stage, and this time I'm leaving everything behind and no one is stopping me," Haru said, clenching his fist."Are you talking about your ex?" Keith inquired.Haru's expression abruptly changed. "Nido to Kare ni tsuite hanasanaide kudasai?" Haru stated solemnly, as he warned Keith not to bring it up anymore."But your face is all red, and it appears you were crying earlier," Keith said, frowning as well. Keith pretended he hadn't heard what Haru had just said. He was well aware that Haru despised discussing his ex. And if he should prolong it and keep asking questions, this conversation will turn into a fight."I'm not crying, and please stop talking nonsense. I just want to finish school, forget about everything,
"Like a book, Johan, I know you very well. You'd like to deny it. You don't want me to know because you believe I will treat you unfairly and despise you. Okay, I'm not that kind of person, and I will never be that kind of person. I know I didn't talk to you because I was angry, and I felt like I wasn't as important to you as your best friend. At the very least, I'm the first person you should consider telling it to.' He elaborated."I predicted that you would snap and be disgusted with me. That is why I didn't tell you,' I admitted."Nonetheless, I still snapped and became disgusted. When will I find out about it, in the future or when you are old or dead?' He began to laugh as he said this."Stop laughing, it's not funny,' I said."Come on, Johan, stop pouting.' He said, still laughing."I'm not,' I said, and we both burst out laughing, before he looked at me."So, are you...?""I'm still straight," I replied quickly. I knew what he was going to say."Johan, you're not straight.