"Alright,' I said. "But, since you guys are going shopping, I would also like to buy those music videos to see who we are currently competing with,'"We? Naoki seemed confused."Yeah,' I nodded. "I'm on your side and I support you guys a lot." I said."You haven't heard the others sing yet and you are on our side,' Arashi emphasized. "Trust me, if you hear the other singers sing, you are not going to be outside anymore." "It doesn't matter, the song you just sang earlier moved me and I don't hate it, I loved it and I will always support you and I will..." Akira came to my side and tapped me on the shoulder. "Thanks for supporting us and those words you just said inspired me,'' he smiled at me, which made me almost smile as well. " I feel like hugging you right now?'"Thank you,' I said as I nodded and cackled."Now, we are going shopping tomorrow. You are going to come with us,' Akira said happily and smiled.I nodded and agreed to go with them and looked towards Johan. "Are you going
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
"I love you,' he says. Before I could say a word, he gently held my face and kissed me on my lips. "I love you as well.' When he pulled away from the kiss, I responded. His eyes were filled with sadness and love. What went wrong, and why do I feel like this is the last time I was going to see him? He sighed as he rested his brow on my head. "What is it, Haru?' Something is wrong, I inquired. It's there in my bones and I can feel it. He was weird today. "There isn't anything, Johan.' He smiled sadly at me. Why do I feel like there's something I'm supposed to know?" "Are you sure, because your face shows you're worried?' I cupped my hands around his face and looked him in the eyes. "Tell me, what's wrong, is there anything I can do to help?' "Whenever you look at me like that, Johan, it turns me on.' He said this while still smiling at me. "Don't try to change the subject, Haru, what's the matter?' I know him well, and when he's like this, he always t
I'm a scumbag, a faggot and a two-timer. You could be calling me a bunch of names right now, but hear me out and this isn't really my life, my fault, sometimes you get carried away by emotions and stuff, it still doesn't justify what I did, but hear me out. Yes, Charlotte is my girlfriend. She has always been there for me. We met in kindergarten, went through middle school, and then high school together, and Jack was a part of it all. We first met Ava when we were in high school together. She was always on her own and did things her way. She had no friends, but participating in club activities or sports brought us together because she was good at them and always taught me how to do them. And that's when we became friends, like best friends, and that's when Charlotte and Ava reconciled their feud because Charlotte suspected me of cheating on her with Ava. So, once the misunderstanding was resolved. Despite this, they all became best friends, including Jack and me. Ev
"Wha...t ... the hell... a...are you talking about,' I stuttered. Why am I stuttering? Why did he say it out loud, out of nowhere? I'm not sure what he's up to; is this a joke or a game? Kissing? He remembered that part. Damn. "I know what I'm saying, what I saw, you kissed me last night. You quickly shoved me away when your girlfriend approached?' he said. I was taken aback by the way he spoke. Is he concerned about it all, shit, he is definitely going to say that I'm a freak. "That's ridiculous. Isn't it revolting to you? I mean, who the hell comes up to his fellow guy one morning and says, "I kissed you while I was drunk? How come it makes no sense to me?' I said this while putting my hands in the pockets of my black trouser. Charlotte indeed came to us, glad I wasn't caught or else I would have been in hell of trouble. I had to run away from Haru, stay in a corner till the party was over before we all went home but that night I couldn't sleep, his lips kept me from slee
I'm not gay, don't get me wrong. I can't possibly be that kind of person. But the way he kissed me was still playing over and over in my mind, and it was turning me on. Fuck this groin, it's always getting up. He's a man, not a woman.But it wouldn't listen, so I kept laying my head down, and before I knew it, I drifted off to sleep. "Wake up,' Someone called out to me, "Johan.' When I finally opened my eyes, I saw Ava. She continued to yell my name. "Wake up, and tell me where you've been.' I glanced at her as I slowly opened my eyes. I asked, raising my head from the table. 'Has class ended yet?' "Yes, class has ended, and we are now closed. I've looked all around the school for you.' She whined. "I'm sorry, where are the others?' I asked, my eyes still closed. I'm still feeling drowsy.They're all waiting too except for Charlotte at the school gate, and she is looking for you as well?' She murmured this while resting her hands on her hips. I stood up and started. 'All right, Ev
"Going out with someone,' I said again, repeating what she had just said. She nodded. "Yes, I'm in a relationship. We've been going out for months, and he loves me so much that he even said, he would like to see you too?' She grinned as she stated this.This is ludicrous; I don't know what to say. She's been dating someone, but she's never admitted it to me. It seems creepy to me. I don't blame her, but this is the first time I've seen her act like this. She appears to be in a pleasant mood. I'm still uneasy, but that's not a terrible thing right? She might as well get married to him in my absence, why now? "Um...I don't want to meet him right now. Perhaps next time, Mom?' I quickly replied. "But he wants to see you, and why don't you want to meet him?' She enquired. "I'm busy, and I want to meet up with the others tonight,' I responded hastily. This is still shocking for me. I don't want to meet whoever is dating her and say. Good evening, my name is Johan. It's nice to meet