I came back late at night, walking tirelessly to my apartment when I heard a couple of noises and laughter coming from my apartment. Curiosity got the best of me and where my strength came from, I can't exactly explain as I ran and opened the door and what I saw in front of me almost gave my feet away and at that moment, I knew.Johan's Pov.I've been in a toxic mood for days, because of what I saw on that poster I know that you are going to call me pathetic but I've been that way since forever, traumatized, trying my best to be strong and face whatever comes for me and never back down. That's what been keeping me all these years, hoping to never see Haru again, yet, deep inside me I secretly crave to see him again, I don't blame him, if he had forgotten me or found someone else he loves now but he will always be in my heart, it hurts but that's just the truth and I love him so much, it hurts, besides he is my first love, even though he never loved me back but I loved him.And that's
I couldn't believe this.Was I dreaming? Or in some other world or was this real?Was this real life or something else, I felt this chill, this dread down my bones as I almost lurched and when I heard the footsteps of Johan coming towards me, he walked up to me and fretted and then, he looked up as well and was stunned, he went pale that instant.His face turned blue or rather white, it was as if his blood was being sucked out of his body and I still couldn't believe this.What was I seeing? Johan's legs gave out and fell on the cold floor still looking at the poster and tears began streaming down his face without blinking his eyes as he stared blankly at the poster without making a move and I just stood there, gazing at Johan and then at the poster.What was I supposed to say in this situation? I didn't know what to do either and then, my gaze fell on the other posters as well and I was even more shocked at what I was seeing with my legs almost giving out as I tried to hold myself as
"Alright,' I said. "But, since you guys are going shopping, I would also like to buy those music videos to see who we are currently competing with,'"We? Naoki seemed confused."Yeah,' I nodded. "I'm on your side and I support you guys a lot." I said."You haven't heard the others sing yet and you are on our side,' Arashi emphasized. "Trust me, if you hear the other singers sing, you are not going to be outside anymore." "It doesn't matter, the song you just sang earlier moved me and I don't hate it, I loved it and I will always support you and I will..." Akira came to my side and tapped me on the shoulder. "Thanks for supporting us and those words you just said inspired me,'' he smiled at me, which made me almost smile as well. " I feel like hugging you right now?'"Thank you,' I said as I nodded and cackled."Now, we are going shopping tomorrow. You are going to come with us,' Akira said happily and smiled.I nodded and agreed to go with them and looked towards Johan. "Are you going
"I am happy and please Jack, let's move,' I sighed. I think I know what he wants to say."Does this place remind you of Haru,' Jack said and his gaze fell on me and I felt so scared all of a sudden. Why did he fucking have to bring that up, damn him?"Jack.' I almost replied nervously."Answer me,' he ordered and faced me. I turned my face away from him, what did he expect me to say to him and come on, I've tried countless times to forget about that jerk. I'm moving on with my life, getting successful in anything I do, so why is he bringing up Haru."I'm an adult and not a kid, Jack. This place doesn't remind me of Haru and besides, I haven't been here before and I don't even know him enough to keep thinking about him. Come on, Jack, the past should be in the past and let's forget about it.' I boldly said. He should just stop talking about him, it's been eight years already, damn it."I'm not trying to remind you of the past, you just seem so moody,' he said."I look so moody, doesn't
EIGHT YEARS LATER."Wow, this apartment is awesome,' Jack exclaimed as he looked around and admired the whole place. Jack ran towards the window and shouted on top of his voice and felt the fresh breeze up in the air."Chill dude, we haven't even bought the apartment yet and you are admiring it,'' Johan said, as he wore his white jumpsuit with his hands in his pocket as he also admired the place."But, the apartment is a good one and I will recommend it to anyone. Fresh air, comfort and it's also spacious too and besides other people are living here and they've enjoyed the place,' The landlord said as he smiled at them."How many rooms are here,' Johan asked."Will you and your friend sleep in the same room,' he asked."Nah. I want my privacy, we should get separate rooms,' Jack grinned. "Wait for a second, don't tell me, there aren't enough rooms?'"We would like separate rooms, hope that wouldn't cost more,' Johan asked."No, it won't cost more. It will be the same price,' he said.
Suddenly, we both heard footsteps and we went to hide in a dark corner in the class, since the light was switched off and they didn't even notice anything and past the class, Haru and I were in and I knew who just passed, it was Jack and Charlotte.In the dark corner, we were hiding Haru and I looked at each other and we both kissed passionately and went our separate ways. I got home and chatted Haru up and that was how we began our relationship. We talked to each other, every single day, chatting for hours and even when we were both in school, we still chatted and met in hidden corners and bang the fuck out of our asses and it felt so good. Being with Haru felt so good and wonderful. In bed, he was like a different person and knows how to satisfy me and quench my sexual urges, no matter how horny I am, he was always there for me to do anything to help me control my hormones. Sounds funny, right?With him, I was like a free bird, ready to spread out my wings and fly in the sky. He was