LOGINHe arrived at the gates at seven fifty-two, thirty minutes earlier than usual, Cassian appeared at his shoulder with coffee and said nothing, which made Lucien more uneasy.
There were a few athletes, some first years, and a thin morning crowd that was totally normal.
Then he saw him.
Eli Thorne was leaning against the stone pillar just inside the entrance, like he’d been there a while and he didn’t mind. He wore a track jacket, with his hair still damp and a white pastry box tied with a pale pink ribbon in his hands.
He looked up when Lucien came through the gate and his whole face did something Lucien wasn’t prepared for, that wide, unguarded grin, full of expression, like Lucien walking through that gate at seven fifty-two was the best thing that had happened to him all week.
Beside Lucien, Cassian made a sound that was not quite a laugh.
“Good morning,” Eli said, as if this were normal. He held out the box.
“Strawberry mille-feuille, It takes longer than a tart so I started at four, but I think it came out right.” he said.
Lucien looked at Eli, for more than a few moments then at the box. Some students were already slowing near the gate, their phones in hand, maybe hoping a scene would form.
He thought about walking past, then he remembered the card in his blazer pocket, and Cassian’s voice in his head, ‘First person you see, you’ll date for thirty days’ or it was something he couldn’t quite explain yet.
“You started baking at four in the morning,” Lucien said flatly.
“Four fifteen,” Eli corrected.
Lucien rubbed the back of his neck, “You don’t have to say anything, yet," Eli spoke up, and that word ‘yet’ still had the same effect on Lucien as it did the previous day.
Lucien stared for a moment, then he said without thinking about it too much;
“Fine,” he said, “I’ll date you.”
Eli blinked in confusion. “Sorry?”
“You heard what I said” he replied, and he felt Cassian go very still behind him.
Eli searched Lucien’s face for something that would give away why he was doing this, but didn’t find any.
“Okay,” Eli said. “Yeah. Okay.”
The audience doubled, someone had already posted, Lucien was sure about that, but he kept his eyes on Eli.
“My rules are simple, no clinginess, no questions about things that aren’t your business, no real expectations, and no drama, if you agree to all this, we will have no problems dating.” He said, finding it almost appalling to voice the last word.
Instead, Eli tilted his head, actually thinking about it.
“Okay,” Eli said. “But I want one thing.”
Lucien waited for him to say something unpredictable, he had been doing a lot of that since they met, which was yesterday.
“Honesty, that’s all I ask”
Lucien was indeed taken by surprise, he looked at Eli’s face, he had no idea that he was already lying to him.
“Agreed,” Lucien said, without hesitating. Eli stuck out his hand, and Lucien shook it with a dangerous smirk on his face, as they had just closed a business deal.
“He started baking at four in the morning,” Cassian said, as they both saw Eli walk away in the opposite direction.
“Don’t,” Lucien said shortly.
Cassian smiled into his coffee and mumbled;
“Thirty days, this should be very interesting.”
Lucien opened the pastry box, looked at the mille-feuille, and closed it again, then he walked to his council meeting trying not to think about any of it.
By ten, Saint Aurelius knew, by eleven, @saintaurelius_confessions had posted a slightly blurred photo of the gate with the caption:
‘Lucien Vale just agreed to DATE someone, a scholarship freshman with a pastry box. I was there and I have never been more awake in my life’
Noah found Eli between lectures and grabbed his arm, with a sense of urgency.
“Word for word,” Noah said. “What did he say?”
“He just looked me straight in the face and said, fine, I’ll date you.”
Noah stared. “He said fine?”
“Yeah.”
“Like it was an inconvenience?”
“Kind of.”
“And you said yes?” Noah asked, trying to figure it out.
“Yeah, I did” Eli adjusted his bag strap, and Noah was now giving him a disapproving look.
“It’s fine, Noah.”
“He gave you conditions, didn’t he?” he asked
Eli was quiet for a moment. “The kind that makes sense,” he said. “For now.”
Noah gave him a worried look for a while before he dismissed it
“You’re going to be the most talked about person on campus by dinner.”
Eli smiled, “Good. Maybe he’ll notice.”
After his last lecture, Eli intentionally took the long way back to his dormitory, he sat on the third step of the east stairwell and pulled out a folded envelope, inside it were some loose bills and his student card.
He counted the bills slowly, smoothing each one flat on his knee. His phone lit up and the name popped up, ‘Mom: missed call (4)’
He looked at it for a moment, then pressed decline, opened the call log, and deleted all four notifications one by one.
He didn’t hear the footsteps that had stopped a few paces away from him.
Lucien had taken the east corridor because it was faster, he almost walked past the stairwell when something made him glance in that direction.
Eli was sitting on the third step, bills across his knee and his phone in his hand, and his expression wasn’t the usual bright, genuine smile Lucien knew, it looked tired. He stood there for a while before Eli looked up.
For one unguarded second, they looked at each other, and Eli reached automatically for the smile, then stopped, he’d caught himself and decided it was too much effort.
“Hey,” Eli said, with a normal voice.
Lucien stood in the doorway and said nothing for a moment, then he said;
“You’re in my way.”
The cruelest thing he could have said and he knew it, but he said it anyway because it was easier than the alternative.
Eli blinked, and quickly gathered the bills, folded the envelope while he stood up, and stepped aside without a word.
When he passed Lucien in the doorway he didn’t look at him, he just walked away.
Day one of thirty.
Twenty-nine to go.
Lucien knocked on Cassian’s door before seven.Cassian answered in a t-shirt, not fully awake, and took one look at Lucien’s face and stepped aside without a word.“Let it end, today” Lucien said. “What’s that?.” “The bet” “Is that all you came to say?” Cassian sat on the edge of his bed. “Yes.”Cassian looked at him for a moment. “Luce.”“I’m asking one thing.”“Are you falling for him?”The room went quiet.“No,” Lucien said.“Okay.”“I’m not. It’s thirty days, it’s a bet, it’s” he stopped.Cassian didn't move, he just stared at him. “It ends today,” Lucien said, and walked away.He made it through two lectures before his phone buzzed.@saintaurelius_confessions posted at eleven forty-three. ‘Since we’re all invested in the Lucien Vale situation, here’s something; He and Adrian Cross were a thing? Why did they split up? Is it because of Eli Thorne?’The comments ran fast.‘What?’‘Adrian cross?? fencing captain??’‘Does Eli Thorne know about this?’Lucien put his phone away a
By seven forty three in the evening, the campus had a new post.@saintaurelius_confessions: ‘Lucien Vale just publicly destroyed Hargreaves in the planning meeting for talking about Eli Thorne. I need everyone to understand what I just witnessed. HE SAT DOWN NEXT TO HIM AFTER. like it was nothing. like he does this’The comments were different this time."Okay, I was wrong. This is real’‘the way he just LISTED his credentials at him. surgical’‘somebody protect the scholarship boy because Lucien Vale is down BAD and doesn’t know it yet’Eli baked when things got loud in his head, tonight his head was full, the planning meeting, Lucien’s voice saying you were just leaving and the look on Hargreaves’ face and the way he had sat down beside him.The Bee’s Hive kitchen was mostly used for instant noodles. Eli had claimed it at ten pm with a mixing bowl, flour and butter. He was making shortbread, because it was simple, exactly what the occasion required.At ten forty-five, someone knocke
The photo dropped at seven forty-three in the morning.@saintaurelius_confessions: a slightly grainy shot of Café Maren’s corner table, two figures leaning slightly toward each other over coffee cups, one of them unmistakably Lucien Vale. The caption underneath was short and did not try to be subtle.‘so we’re just letting this happen? Lucien Vale and the scholarship transfer? someone talk to me’The comments came fast;‘he literally just arrived’ ‘what does he even have to offer?’‘i give it a week before lucien gets bored and this kid goes home crying’‘feel bad for him actually. Lucien doesn’t do this. something’s off’By the time Eli read it at breakfast, there were two hundred and fourteen comments and climbing. He scrolled through them with one hand and ate his toast with the other.Noah watched him from across the table.“You okay?”“Yep.” Eli put his phone face down. “Toast is good today.”“Eli”“I grew up being the wrong kind of person in a town that had opinions about every
On Thursday morning, Lucien sent Eli a text; ‘Café Maren on Saturday by 2pm, don’t be late’Eli’s reply came four minutes later; ‘okay but just so you know I’ve never been late for anything in my life’And then, thirty seconds after that;‘also good morning’Lucien stared at the message on his phone, put his phone face down on his desk and went back to his reading, but there was a slight smile on his lips that he didn’t know he was wearing.Eli spent Friday trying not to think about Saturday, he failed completely.“You’re doing the thing,” Noah said, not looking up from his laptop.“What thing?”“The thing where you’re very busy doing nothing.”Eli was lying on his bed staring at the ceiling with his shoes still on. “I’m resting.”“You’ve been resting for forty minutes and you keep checking your phone.”“Noah.”“You know this is going to hurt, right?” Noah said and Eli was quiet for a moment. He thought about the stairwell, about Lucien standing in the doorway saying you’re in my wa
He arrived at the gates at seven fifty-two, thirty minutes earlier than usual, Cassian appeared at his shoulder with coffee and said nothing, which made Lucien more uneasy.There were a few athletes, some first years, and a thin morning crowd that was totally normal.Then he saw him.Eli Thorne was leaning against the stone pillar just inside the entrance, like he’d been there a while and he didn’t mind. He wore a track jacket, with his hair still damp and a white pastry box tied with a pale pink ribbon in his hands. He looked up when Lucien came through the gate and his whole face did something Lucien wasn’t prepared for, that wide, unguarded grin, full of expression, like Lucien walking through that gate at seven fifty-two was the best thing that had happened to him all week.Beside Lucien, Cassian made a sound that was not quite a laugh.“Good morning,” Eli said, as if this were normal. He held out the box.“Strawberry mille-feuille, It takes longer than a tart so I started at fou
“You’re going to get eaten alive.”“Good morning to you too.” Eli Thorne dropped his bag onto the bed nearest to the window and looked around the room. Two beds, two desks, one wardrobe that was clearly already claimed, and a view of a beautiful courtyard. He loved it at Saint Aurelius from the start.“I’m serious.” His new roommate, Noah Beckett, according to the name card on the door, watched him unpack.“Saint Aurelius eats transfers alive, especially scholarship kids, especially the ones who show up looking like” he gestured at all of Eli, “that.”Eli looked down at himself, his plain white shirt, track pants, and one shoe slightly untied.“Like what?” He said, curious.“Like you don’t know yet,” Noah replied, with the same look on his face. “Know what?”Noah opened his mouth and closed it, shook his head slowly, deciding that the truth would be unkind. “Orientation is in twenty minutes. Try not to smile at anyone too directly.” He said after a moment, raising his head to see El







