Damon's POV
The reason why I stopped Felicity from fitting the clothes that Maureen picked for her was because she's giving me a hard on.
Yeah, honestly speaking Felicity is giving me a hard on especially when she wears that bandage bodycon dress.
With her damn sexy body, with the proper curves and all. I can feel desire just by watching her.
Based on what I read on magazine, if a man is having his hard on when saw a woman. It's either you lust on her, or she's the one for you.
And I'm afraid, because the last moment I have hard on just by looking by a woman, it's not lust but love.
" Sorry my condominium is messy and unorganized. I'm a lazy person... so what did you expect? I'm leaving alone her so I can do all things I wanted to. And I also got drunk last night and messed all things up " she explained to me as soon as we enter her small condominium.
I saw some of her brassiere and undies scattered on the floor. When she noticed where my eyes is looking at.
She hurriedly picked it up and hesitantly smiled at me.
" I'm so sorry.. I'm not expecting any visitors at my condominium so yeah my things are everywhere. And you're my first visitor here so the next time I'll have a visitor I already know what to do "
Good thing I'm her first visitor, I can't imagine someone visting her and seeing all these things.
" Get your things and we're leaving early. I have a meeting to attend to at seven o'clock in the evening "
" Okay, feel at home. I'll just pack my important things and will leave the rest. Anyway, I can just pay a visit here " she said before going to her room.
I noticed that she's calm, the moment we got in here. She's like a moody person. One moment she's lively, another moment she's angry and then now she's acting calmly.
God! Girls with their mood swings.
" Let's go? "
She's fast. And obviously because she just brought a small travel bag for her important things.
" Are you sure that's all that you wanted to bring? I can wait for you " I asked her, giving her a chance to get more of her things since I'm willing to wait for more minutes.
" No. This is already enough and have you forgotten that you bought lot of clothes for me at the boutique?"
" Okay, let's go then " I said as I walk towards the door.
" Hey! You carry this for me, this one is damn heavy " she ranted while raising her travel bag, showing me that she it's really heavy. Well, I guess she's not lying when I saw the muscles in her arms tensed up.
I went to her and get her bag. It's not that heavy when I got a hold of it, well it's me but maybe for her it is.
We are both walking in the same paced, with her by my side who's busy with her cellphone. I'm getting curious on what she's doing, now that I saw her serious face, and her full attention at her phone.
" What are you doing?"
Curiosity kills a cat. So I have no choice but to ask her.
" I'm just texting my mom. My cousin texted me earlier that my Mother was not taking her medicines on time. So I texted her and gave her my advice. " She said in a worried voice.
She's the only child, so no one has to do it but only her. I have only imagine mother skipping her monthly check-up on the clinic, but I never cared for it, not even feel worry. Unlike, Felicity.
" You should have called her instead "
" She won't answer my call when she got a feeling that I will scold her again, and preached on her. She's wise, like me "
I understand her mother, the same thing happened to me when my mom calls me, I won't take her call because I knew she's just reminding me to have a date.
But I just kept my mouth shut, instead of disagreeing with her.
" Anyway are you leaving alone on your apartment or you have maids?" She asked, clearly changing the topic.
" I leave alone "
" You meant say you cook for your self and do the house chores?" Felicty asked in a state of disbelief.
" Yesss.. but sometimes I eat on a restaurant or ordered a food "
When we reached the parking lot where my car is, I opened the door for her.
" Thank you "
" I will just put your bag at the back " I informed her which she agreed.
I get inside the car after putting her bag at the back seat.
I started the engine and drived. Felicity was just looking outside the window. She seems tired.
I just focused in driving instead. Not minding Felicity.
" Wake up. Felicity we're here " I soflty wake her up from sleeping.
She slowly open her eyes, and fixed her messy hair. Before going out from the car.
" Sorry I fall asleep "
" It's okay, I don't want you awake anyway, you will just distract me from driving " I said matter of factly.
She just chuckled.
" Let's go "
We walked towards the main door of my apartment. I actually have two doors the one is on the back.
" I put a digital lock in my apartment, and since you're living with me now. I will tell you the password and it's 091815. " I said while pressing the numbers on the screen.
" If you're wondering why I don't have neighbors, it's because I own this whole apartment " I said a little bit bragging.
She was amazed as her eyes roam around the corner of my apartment.
" Where's my room? " She suddenly asked.
" I only have one room so basically we will be sharing in a one room. Anyway I have a master bedroom"
Her eyes widened because of what just I told her.
" You mean to say we will be sleeping together!?" She exclaimed.
" Yes we will and you have no choice or else you will be sleeping in my storage room"
She suddenly became alerted. She won't like to sleep in a storage room that's for sure.
" Just order us food to eat today, I'll go to our room. " She said putting an emphasis on the word 'our'.
" That's the room right?" She asked while pointing the big door on the second floor of this apartment.
" Yeah. I'll just bring your things there later after making a call "
She nodded at me dismissively, and left.
I ordered pizza for us and a smoked salmon. After that I bring all her things to my room.
" What the fuck are you doing!? " I angrily spat her.
Well, she's just curling her body at my master bed. While holding the part of her body just below her stomach. If I'm not mistaken, that's the uterus part.
" I have... m-my menstrual cramps. " She said while grunting due to pain.
Her face turned pale and she's sweating bullets. Jesus! What to do now!?
" Should I bring you to the hospital? Felicity tell me! Fuck what should I do?"
I started to feel panic when I heard her little sobs. She's very hurt and in pain right now, and it's making me uncomfortable as hell.
" No.. just give me a heating pad please "
I immediately storm out from my room and find a heating pad in my apartment.
As soon as I found one, I went to the kitchen and put hot water in it.
I hurriedly went upstairs, thinking of Felicity's situation. God! I never felt this way before.
I opened the door harshly only to witness Felicity changing her clothes.
" I'm sorry I didn't knocked " I said and looked away as I'm catching my breath from hurrying.
" It's okay.. I'm done "
I looked at her and I can see in her eyes that she's till in pain. I gave her the heating pad and she reached for it and lay on the bed carefully.
I sit on the chair just beside my small table near the bed. I am looking intently at her as she put the heating pad on her belly.
" Do you usually suffer from menstrual cramps?" I asked curiosly, thinking her past two months of being alone.
" Yes.. but sometimes I don't have one especially when I... hmm.. have an o-orgasm by myself "
What the fuck! Orgasm? By herself? Is that even possible? I mean is that even helpful? Who the fuck discover this way of avoiding menstrual cramps!?
" I had my check-up when I was eighteen years old and the obgyne had told me that the things that can help ease the cramps is over-the-counter pain medicine like ibuprofen, putting a heating pad on my belly or my lower back, taking a hot bath, and you know having orgasm with yourself or with a partner. And rest " she said informatively, but I still can't believe that releasing an orgasm would be of help when it comes to this.
" You know having a menstrual cramps can be very painful and irritating but pretty normal as part of getting menstrual period. I get cramps during my period and sometimes continue throughout my period. Women like me suffer a lot of things than men. We have menstruation every month, and most people get cramps, and lastly, we will give birth. It's unfair, but that's our role "
Felicity moved her back to comfortably lye on the bed. I went near her and cover her legs with the comforter.
" Anyway.. you have a meeting at seven o'clock right? It's already six, so you must get ready. "
I wanted to cancel my meeting today, and just stay. But I don't want Felicity to think that I care and worry too much. So I guess I must go, since she's feeling better now.
" Yes, and I just order a food of us. But I can't eat with you, since I will be leaving now"
" Okay. Sorry I can't be with you tonight as your secretary. You can deduct my absent to my salary "
I just nodded my head as I cross my arms in front.
" You can get the order later right? I mean you can walk downstair and get it?"
" Yes I can, I'm not paralyzed I only have cramps for Pete's sake Damon"
There. She's back! After looking helpless just a while ago. She's now in her normal mood.
" Whatever. Just eat it all if you want, since you're a heavy eater "
Her eyes widened because of what I told her. And I just found myself smiling while looking at her shocked and mad expression.
If I'm with her it's the only time I could feel a lot of different emotions. And from this I realized...
Felicity hits different!
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