Chapter 56

Two days had already passed and I am still here spending my whole time alone in the hotel. After I watched the video  that night I decided to live alone and away from them, without telling anyone. I've been very careful because I don't want Damon to find me or is he even making an effort to find me or he just let me go away? 

Last night I made up my mind to tell Tessa where I am staying and she told me that she will come and visit me today. She assures me that she will not tell Damon my whereabouts and I trusted her. I really needed someone to talk right now or else I'll be insane. 

I feel so helpless and have no one to lean on but only myself. I never contacted my mother because I don't want her to worry about me. So I've been silently living my days in too much pain and I hate myself for being this weak. I keep scolding myself to not let my emotions bring me down because I have one life that depends on me, and that is my bab