"Hi Shara! Ano 'yang ginagawa mo?"
Nag-angat ako ng tingin at nakita ko si Hades na nakatayo sa harap ko. Caseth and Ziro wasn't with him and I don't know why. Palagi naman kase silang magkasama at bihira lang na magkahiwalay. I don't even know what's with him.
"Ah, may pinabibili lang si maam sa'kin. Why?" tanong ko habang inaayos ang plastic na dadalhin ko kay maam.
"Wala naman. Pumunta lang talaga ako dito para tingnan kung okay ka lang ba," nakangiti niyang sagot kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.
My brows furrowed while looking at him."Ha? Bakit naman ako hindi magiging okay? I'm not even sick, Hades."
Sa totoo lang, hindi naman kase talaga kami close. We barely talk to each other even if he's a talkative guy. Ngayon lang siya nag-approach sa'kin ng ganito at tinanong niya pa talaga kung okay lang ba ako. Seriously?! Nakahithit ba siya ng katol?
He was about to talk when Ziro suddenly arrived. Ngumiti siya sa'kin at may binulong kay Hades. I don't know what are they talking about because I couldn't hear their conversation. Hindi rin naman ako chismosa kaya hindi ko na lang din sila pinansin. Tapos na rin naman ako dito kaya nilagpasan ko na lang sila na hindi rin naman nila napansin. They are busy talking with something that the two of them just know.
Ilang hakbang lang ang nagawa ko nang makita kong papalapit sa direksyon ko si Caseth. My eyes widened and stepped backwards before running away from the other direction. Kaasar! Bakit kailangan niya pa na magpakita sa'kin?! After that embarrassing moment last day, I've been avoiding him as much as I can. Hindi pa rin kase ako makamove-on hanggang ngayon. Gosh!
"Maam, eto na po 'yong pinapabili niyo." Binigay ko sa kanya ang isang plastic at pati na rin ang sukli.
"Thank you Ms. Lindzbergh."
Pagkatapos niyang ibinigay ang bayad ay nagpasalamat muna ako bago umalis. This has been my work since the first year. Every recess time and lunch break, I'm going to roam around the school to serve the teachers. Bale uutusan nila ako tapos babayaran nila ako pagkatapos. Kilala na ako ng lahat ng teachers dito, even the principal.
"Hindi na ba masakit?"
"Ay shete!" bulalas ko nang may biglang nagsalita sa tabi ko. I almost dropped my phone while I was replying to Maui's message.
"Why are you shocked?! Para namang multo ako sa paningin mo," inirapan niya ako kaya dahil sa inis ko ay hinampas ko siya.
"Why are you here na naman ba?! I almost dropped my phone, did you know that?! Sulpot ka kase ng sulpot eh parang kabute."
In-open ko ulit ang phone ko at nagsend na ng message kay Maui na papunta na ako sa session hall. She told me that I'm going to be the representative for our section in the upcoming English quiz bee. Lumabas lang naman kase ako para kumuha ng tubig dito sa dispenser dahil naubos ang dala kong tubig sa tumbler ko. Our teacher said that there will be an assembly on the hall so I must go there. Exempted daw ako sa 2 subjects ko sabi pa niya.
"Why are you always stupid, huh?! Pwede bang tingnan mo muna yang ginagawa mo bago ka text nang text d'yan. Tsk."
Napaigtad ako nang bigla niyang isinara ang dispenser at saka ko lang nalaman na umaapaw na pala ang tubig sa tumbler ko. When I looked at him, he's already walking away. Hindi ko na lang siya pinansin at uminom na lang ng tubig para makapunta na sa session hall. I was running under the heat of the sun because the hall was 16 meters away from my building. Plus, I only have 15 minutes left before the assembly will start.
"Excuse me po, may nakaupo na ba dito?" tanong ko sa isang babae habang nakaturo sa katabi niyang upuan.
The girl slightly nodded."Yes po. My bestfriend just went out to but snacks."
"Sige, okay lang. Thank you."
Nasa apat na babae na ang tinanong ko kung may nakaupo na ba sa tabi nila pero ang sagot nilang lahat meron na daw. I don't know if someone already occupied the sits next to them or they're just saying it because they don't want me to sit beside them. Edi wow! As if naman I'd like to sit with them too. May mga iba pa namang upuan, makakaupo rin naman ako.
"Miss, walang nakaupo dito oh. You can sit here," sambit ng isang lalaki sa gilid ko.
He's with guys and there's no girls on their side. Ang panget naman kung ako lang ang babae na kasama nila. Besides, I don't feel like mingling with them.
Before I could even speak, someone pulled me that made me sat on the chair. Nanlaki ang mata ko at tumingin sa gilid ko kaya mas lalo lang akong nagulat. Why is he always with me?! Kahit na palagi kaming nagkikita, still I'm shocked whenever I saw him with me. Like, we just met a few minutes ago. Tapos pati dito sa session hall magkatabi kami?! Gano'n ba kaliit ang mundo para sa'ming dalawa?
"Why did you grabbed my hand?" I asked him annoyingly.
He raised an eyebrow at me."So, you preferred to sit there with that morons? Alam mo bang ang manyak ng mga 'yan?!"
Why is he pissed right now?!
"Did I say something like that?! Bakit parang ikaw pa 'yong galit kahit wala naman akong ginawang masama sa'yo?!" inirapan ko siya dahil nakakainis na talaga siya. Well, palagi naman.
"Ikaw na nga ang inalok ng upuan, nagmamaldita ka pa. You can sit with them if you want. Bahala ka." He crossed his arms over his chest, probably irritated.
I did the same way too while mocking him."Wala naman akong sinabing gano'n, tsk. He even grabbed my hand without telling me. What if I fall in the ground and students will see it. Psh!"
I heard him murmured something but I just ignored him. Hindi rin naman siya nagsalita kaya hindi na ako nainis pa hanggang sa dumating ang tatlong teachers sa harap ng stage. Sometimes, I can't help but to take a glance on him. He didn't notice me because he's too busy typing something on his phone. Nakita ko pa nga ang pangalang 'Ashley' eh kaya alam ko agad na babae. Tsk. Galit siya kanina kase hindi raw ako nakatuon sa pagkuha ng tubig kaya umapaw tapos siya nga nagte-text kahit na nagsasalita 'yong teacher sa harap. Though, I know he wouldn't be scolded because he's the owner of this school.
"From the 4th year Section D, Cassandra Ashlen."
"Present po, maam."
"From the 4th year Section C, Lander Oxford."
"Here, maam."
"From the 4th year Section B, Shantal Farah Lindbergh."
Tumayo kaagad ako at ngumiti."Present, maam."
"It's going to be the last. From 4th year Section A, Cahleen Seth Monteserio."
I turned my gaze on him beside me and seems like he didn't hear the name calling. Paano niya naman maririnig kung busy siya sa pagta-type sa phone niya?! He didn't even listen or give a single opinion about the contest that will be held the next day. Hindi niya ba talaga pwedeng ipagpaliban muna ang ginagawa niya?!
"Again. From the 4th year Section A, Cahleen Seth Monteserio," pag-ulit ni Mrs. Rivera pero hindi niya pa rin narinig.
Damn him! Matatagalan kami dito kung hindi pa siya sasagot. Argh. I get his phone that made him looked at me with his mouth open. I glared at him and motioned him to face in front and so he did. Nanlaki ang mata niya na tumingin sa mga teachers na hindi maipinta ang mukha at pati na rin ang magbubulungang mga estudyante. Psh. Tanga kase!
"W-What is it?" tanong niya at umayos ng upo.
"Why aren't you listening, Mr. Monteserio?! Kanina pa ako ulit ng ulit sa pagtawag sa'yo," striktang sabi ng teacher sa harap.
Sino ba namang hindi maiinis kung nagsasalita pa pero hindi naman pala nakikinig sa'yo. Tsk.
"I'm doing something important, didn't you notice?!" pilosopo niyang sagot na ikinairap ko.
Important?! Duh. Nakikipagtext lang naman siya. Who knows if he's flirting, 'di ba?
After the assembly, we were asked to go to the library for some research. And you know what?! It's by pair and Caseth was my partner. Hindi ko nga alam kung may mabuti ba siyang maidudulot dahil palagi lang namang nakatuon ang atensyon niya sa phone niya. We're partners in the English quiz bee pero ako lang ang kumakayod para sa'ming dalawa. He didn't even helped me for once! Ugh! I hate him for being my partner.
"Bwisit! Walang silbi! How I wish it's just an individual activity so that I won't be stressed," bulong ko habang nagbabasa sa encyclopedia. I couldn't even count the times that I rolled my eyes because of inis. Hmp!
I saw how his eyebrow arched and put down his phone. Nakita ko lang sa peripheral view ko, ba't ba?! Besides, I don't care if he heard it or not. Who cares kung natamaan siya sa sinabi ko.
"What am I going to do?" bigla niyang tanong pero nagpatuloy pa rin ako sa pagbabasa. Bahala siya d'yan.
Natigil ako sa pagbabasa nang bigla niyang binaba ang librong binabasa ko at nilayo sa'kin. I looked at him with a confused reaction. He's so paepal talaga. Kitang nagbabasa ako tapos iistorbohin niya ako.
"Look, I'm not joking around so give me back the book. Kung ayaw mong mag-study para sa susunod na araw, just quit on it. 'Wag mo'kong idamay," I hissed and reached for the book on his hand.
Nanlaki naman ang mata ko nang matapilok ako kaya hindi ko sinasadyang mapayakap sa kanya. I was still shocked on what I did and haven't recovered yet. Napabalik lang ako sa ulirat nang tumikhim siya kaya napaayos kaagad ako ng tayo. I couldn't look at him directly because of ashamed. Kinuha ko na lang agad ang libro sa kamay niya at pumunta sa isang table para umupo ro'n.
"So, ano na'ng gagawin ko? Titigan ka buong magdamag?" tanong niya nang makaupo siya sa harapan ko.
Hinampas ko naman siya ng libro kaya napadaing siya. Napatingin tuloy sa'min ang ibang mga estudyante."Anong bang dapat gawin sa library, ha?! Magrosaryo ka kung gusto mo. You didn't listen to the assembly earlier."
"I'm texting some---"
"Shut up, will you?! Kitang nagbabasa ang nag-iingay ka," irap kong sagot at nagpatuloy ulit sa ginagawa ko.
Good thing he isn't disturbing me anymore. He's reading the books that I get from the shelves and I find him serious while doing that. Mas mabuti na rin 'yon 'no. Or else we'll fail the contest and it will be embarrassing. As much as possible, I don't want them to get disappointed. Alam ko rin namang matalino ang mokong na 'to dahil nga first din siya sa section nila. Well, first honor naman talaga ang kinuha ng teachers para isalang sa contest eh. Though, the contest that will be held the next day is for our school only. Tapos ang team na mananalo every grade ang isasalang sa division sa Saturday. Gosh! This would be really exciting and at the same time nervous.
"Ay! Mali ang kinuha kong libro. I think it was supposed to be that one," bulong ko sa sarili ko habang namimili ng libro sa shelves.
My face lightened when I saw the book that I was searching for. I was about to get it but sadly, I couldn't reach for it. Hindi naman sa dakilang pandak ako eh. It's just that the shelves is so big and the book that I want to get was on the 7th line. Kaasar naman!
An idea popped out on my head and get the chair near it. I'm in the other corner that has no students so maybe it's my chance to get it. Nasa counter lang naman ang librarian kaya hindi niya siguro nakikita ang gagawin ko. Nilagay ko ng dahan dahan ang upuan at pumatong ako roon. Laking tuwa ko nang makuha ko ang libro pero may nakita akong ipis na lumabas kaya nataranta ako. I accidentally slipped on the chair and it creates sound. I closed my eyes and waited to fall in the floor but it didn't happen. Lumutang ba ako o ano?
"Silly. Open your eyes now, you didn't fell."
Nang marinig ko ang boses na 'yon ay agad kong dinilat ang mga mata ko. Nanlaki ang mata ko nang makitang sobrang lapit ng mukha niya sa'kin. Like, there's just a few inches and we're gonna kiss.
"H-How did you catch me? Y-Youre not here earlier."
He gulped and suddenly looked away."I was here. You didn't saw me, don't you? Ang tanga tanga mo kase, tsk."
I just rolled my eyes and was about to stand up but my ankle hurts that's why I lost my balance. Mabuti na lang at nakahawak pa rin siya sa'kin kaya hindi ako natumba.
"What the---Students?! Anong ginagawa niyo?!"
We froze and slowly turned around with priceless reactions. The librarian was there and so with the other students. Ang panget pa naman ng posisyon namin ngayon, nakakailang. Shocks!
"Don't wanna let go of my hand?"
Napatingin ako sa kanya at sa kamay naming dalawa kaya agad ko itong binitawan. Nakakahiya. Wah! Bakit ba palagi na lang akong napapahamak?!
"What is the full name of Jose Rizal?"His partner raised her hand."Jose Protacio y Mercado Realonda Rizal Alonzo."Agad kong tinakpan ang bibig ko para pigilang tumawa. Caseth looked at me with his frowned eyebrows and looked at the 2nd year representatives in the other side. Napailing na lang siya at bumalik sa pagre-review habang ako ay pinapanood pa rin ang mga batang magreview. They're so cute together."Damn it! Mali ka na naman. It's Jose Protacio Rizal Mercado y Alonzo Realonda," sagot naman ng partner niya.The girl just pouted and while listening to his explanation. They look good on that. Mukhang ilang beses na rin pinapractice ng partner niya and full name ni Jose Rizal pero nakakalimutan niya. Though, we still have 30 minutes to prepare before the contest will start."Hindi ka na nagre-review, ah? Did you already memorize the topics that will possibly come out later?" tanong niya habang nagbabasa pa rin sa tabi ko.
"Where are we going? It's Sunday so let's have a best friend's bonding."Patuloy pa rin sa pangungulit sa'kin si Maureen dahil nga kakatapos lang namin magsimba. Sumama kase siya sa'kin na magsimba na palagi rin naming ginagawa. It's like we're twin sisters because wherever I go, she's with me. Whatever I do, she'll accompany me too. Hindi naman magkadugtong ang atay naming dalawa pero parang gano'n na nga."I still have to buy some groceries para sa bahay, Mau. Si Papa kase nagta-trabaho na sa construction site tapos si Mama naman nagbabantay sa bakery namin. Since I don't have something to do, I'll help them na lang," sagot ko naman at pumasok sa kotse niya."Hmmm, okay. I help you, mahilig din naman ako mag-grocery eh. But promise me that we're going to have a bonding after all of it." Tiningnan niya ako ng nangungusap ang mga mata kaya hindi ako makatanggi."Fine. Alam ko namang ikaw ang magwawaldas ng pera kaya bahala ka."
"Anak, bilisan mo nga 'yang kilos mo. 'Wag mong paghintayin ang mga bisita mo."Agad akong lumabas galing sa kusina dala ang tinolang manok para ilagay sa mesa. Nagmamadali na kase si Mama dahil nagugutom na raw sila. Argh. They're making me a servant here!"Wait nga lang, ma. I just have two hands at hindi ako kasing-bilis ni Flash para magawa ang utos niyo nang madalian. If they're going to eat, then they should wait." Nilapag ko sa mesa ang dala kong sabaw at magsasalita pa sana nang makita kong pababa si Papa kaya agad akong tumakbo papuntang kusina.I know he would be mad at me if I treated our visitors in a rude way. Takot ko na lang kay Papa!"SHARA!""Opo, nand'yan na!" Inayos ko ang pagkakatakip ng pitcher na may laman na juice at bumalik kaagad do'n."Mga kaklase mo ba 'to, nak?" tanong ni Papa sa'kin habang pinaghahanda ko sila ng mga plato.I just shook my head and gave each one of them a glass."Si
"Ma, Pa, nakauwi na po ako."Nagmano ako sa kanila at nilapag ang bag ko sa sofa para kumuha ng tubig sa kusina. Kalahating araw pa lang kase nauubos ko na ang tubig ko sa tumbler kaya bumibili ako nature's spring. Knowing them, they always remind me to drink water every hour to prevent dehydration."Ang aga mo ata, anak. Akala ko ba ala sais ang off mo sa trabaho?" tanong ni Mama at sumulpot galing sa likuran ko."Maaga po kase akong pupunta sa school bukas, ma. We're going to have a field trip tomorrow without knowing where. Damay ang grades ko kaya hindi ako pwede tumanggi." Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at pinikit ang mata ko dahil sa pagod."Oh, ano pang hinihintay mo d'yan? Mag-impake ka na at tatapusin ko lang 'tong niluluto ko para makakain na tayo." Tinulak pa ako ni Mama palabas kaya wala akong nagawa kundi umakyat na lang.I removed my uniform and put it on the basket because I'm going to wash it right aftet the field
"All the students, line up by section. I'm going to discuss about the instructions to make it all clear."Nagsitayuan kaming lahat nang pumito si coah Landiman at pumila sa respective sections namin. There were some gossips about our activities and all of them look so excited. Ako rin naman eh, it's my first time kaya."As what I've said earlier. We will be having some activities for two consecutive days. Every morning, we're going to fix ourselves to prepare for some outdoor activities like hiking, volleyball, pulling a rope, and so on. After lunch, we're going to have some contests like Ms. Q&A, cooking desserts or whatsoever, guessing game, and many more. In the evening, we're just going to do only one activity. It's finding a treasure and rules will be discussed later. So is everything settled already?" tanong ni coach kaya nagsitanguan kaming lahat."Yes, sir."Tumango si coach at pumalakpak."Good. Pwede niyo nang i-grupo ang sarili n
"Bilisan niyo nga kase! Ang kukupad niyo kumilos eh!"Napabuntong hininga na lang ako sa lakas nang sigaw ni Fiona mula sa labas. We still have 15 minutes before the game will start but she wants us to prepare already. Akala mo naman siya ang leader eh assistant lang naman siya. Duh."Pasensya na ho, madam ah? We don't have any special powers so we're taking too long to get dressed," pabalang naman na sagot sa kanya ni Mau na kasama ko dito sa loob ng tent at nagbibihis."I know but we're not going to attend a party. A simple outfit will do," irita niya pang sambit.Nagmadali na lang kami ni Mau na mabihis bago lumabas. Mainit ang panahon kaya naka-loose crop top lang ako na may sports bra sa loob dahil 'yon ang suhestiyon ni Mau. I'm not so comfortable while wearing it."Grabe ah! Akala ko nag-gown kayo dahil ang tagal niyo. Gosh! It's so hot and then you let me expose under the heat of the sun!" reklamo niya nang makalabas
"Are you guys ready for our last game?"They all nodded in response, looking so excited. Kung sila halos tumalon sa saya ako hindi. I'm so freaking nervous about this activity. Takot ako masyado sa sobrang dilim lalo na't nasa kagubatan ang laro. And what scares me the most is that we're going to play this game together. It means all the sections were grouped altogether. Kaasar!"Are you sure that you can do it, Shara? Kung hindi pwede namang sabihan ko si coach Landiman na exempted ka dahil alam mo na. You might be in danger."Ngumiti ako ng pilit kay Mau at hinawakan ang kamay niya."Nah. It's okay. Kaya ko ang sarili ko. Madali lang naman siguro 'to matatapos kaya titiisin ko na lang.""Hmmm, sigurado ka ah."Ipinaliwanag ni coach ang mga kailangan naming gagawin sa laro. Each group will be given a map to guide us whenever we get lost. Dapat din isa-isa kaming may dalang flashlight para kung sakaling mahiwalay kami sa grupo ay may mag
"Anak, anong nangyari sa field trip niyo?"Tipid akong ngumiti kay Mama."It's fun, Ma. Akyat muna ako sa taas para makapagpahinga."When I finally reached my room, I immediately closed the door and changed my clothes. Nang dahil sa'kin ay mas napaaga ang pag-uwi namin imbes na mamayang hapon pa and I'm blaming myself for it. Ang hina ko kase eh.I just lied on my bed, thinking about some what if's. Kung hindi ba ako nakita ni Caseth ng mas maaga, ganito pa ba ang kalagayan ko ngayon o mas lumala na? I can't help but to think of it.Sinabi pa sakin ni coach Landiman na dapat daw ay hindi na lang ako sumama sa treasure hunting dahil alam ko naman daw na sakitin ako. It's just that nakakapanghina talaga na isiping marami akong hindi pwedeng gawin. The reason why my parents were too protective because they don't want me to suffer in pain.Good thing they didn't call my parents para ipaalam ang nangyari. I'm surely a dead meat if that