Chapter 2
Is it Love or Hate?
Few days later....
She was attending her last lecture of the day.
She tries to concentrate on what the teacher is saying but she can't.
She always seats in the first row, as it helps her not letting her mind anywhere else. But today this method also was not working for her.
Her mind was again and again going on that mysterious man.
She was sure that she has seen him anywhere else before but she can't remember where. She can't even remember the time.
And for her the main issue is that these are already the last week of the semester and she don't even see him again after that day. She always tries to look for him whenever she had a chance to look around outside her class. She also waits for him on the main gate just like first time, but he was nowhere to be seen.
After this week there will be final exams of the semester and all will be busy.
"Uhh! I can't even share this with anyone." She groans inwardly and put her head down on her copy and closes her eyes. Her heart was restless.
Again, his image appeared in her mind. She tried to let it go but she fails, again.
"My child! Are you alright?"
The voice of her teacher sounds above her head and that pulls her back into her present scenario.
"Yes! Yes Sir! I'm alright." She said stuttering and thus embarrassed herself in front of whole class.
"Dear I know this is the season of summer, your B.P must be low."
Teacher closes his book and that's how she knows that lecture has already ended and the *C.R (Class Representative - also known as class monitor) is taking the attendance.
"And you kids do not even do your breakfasts before coming to university". Teacher continues with sympathy.
"This is bound to happen then."
"And you, my child!" He pointed to Rabeel who was seating beside Ansha.
She was seating leisurely but after the sudden attention she hurriedly sit straight.
"Take your friend to canteen after the class and give her something like **ORS."
"Yes Sir! You don't have to worry. I'll take care of her". Rabeel replied with suppressing her laugh.
Ansha looked at her with her cheeks full of red shade.
With that attendance were taken and they finally leave the class.
" Let's go to the canteen and you take some ORS there." Rabeel teased her finally letting out her laugh which she was suppressing for so long.
"It's not funny". Ansha replied with her cheeks still of red shade.
"So, who said to you to give us this last piece of entertainment?".
"I don't do it on purpose. It's just......"
"What? Say more." Rabeel said with her one eyebrow raised.
"You think I didn't notice you? For the past few days, you are the most frustrated person on this earth for me."
"You're just restless Ansha! Tell me what's the problem. What it is you hiding from me?" Rabeel questioned her.
"Oh, it's nothing of too much importance. As you know exams are approaching and I'm just anxious about it. It's our first semester and want to perform well in it." She lied to her best friend.
"It's OK if it's only the exam's tension. But don't stress out yourself."
"Yes, you don't have to worry about me." She said with a smile.
"OK so let's go to the Girls' Common Room. I want to freshen up before going outside in this heat."
"You go ahead. I'll just drop these assignments in teacher's office and will join you there."
Rabeel agreed and move forward whereas Ansha just take a right turn and go to the office.
Ansha take her time there as she was getting the next instructions of her teacher.
When she was just about to go into main corridor from office's, she saw someone passing through the corridor. She stops right there. Her mystery man was right in front of her.
He also cast a glance in her direction and after seeing her, he also pauses for a moment. Then, he just continues to move forward.
Again, this all just happened in less than 2 minutes.
She just gets out there in main corridor just to see him two steps ahead of her. She noticed that he deliberately slowed his pace.
She walked right past him.
In the way she meets Rabeel and their other friends. She informs her that they all are planning to go nearby restaurant. She agreed to them.
They all passed through the building entry gate and just stand with the garden fence. They discussed that they should wait here for some time as there is time in restaurant to open.
She was conscious of the fact that he was just right behind her. But did he also come outside or just remain in the building.
Ansha seated herself on the garden stairs so that she can see towards the entry gate.
And there he was. Seating on entry gate stairs with his friends. She tries to remember his friend's face.
She moves her face away from them towards her friends as she thinks he was about to look in her direction.
She was again in her own thoughts. Strangely her heart was calm but there is this feeling.
The feeling that she can't describe. It’s like it is saying to her that if she will not do anything, she will lost too much.
She came to her senses again when she saw him going towards canteen with his friends. He once again looks at her and then just move forward as if nothing happened.
That feeling, that sharp pain just intensified.
The day passed.
And there is again this sleepless and restless night.
She wants to sort out her feelings. She does not want to consider this love or even likeness. There is just mysterious kind of attraction towards him.
Many times, she tried to avoid it as she does not have any prior experience of these love kind of feelings.
Soon there will be her 18th birthday. She does not want to be in any useless relationship.
Her idea of dating was always of high standard. Date for marriage or just stay away. She was clear in her objective. But choosing someone without his knowledge for marriage, this was already contradictory to her belief. Also, she does not have her feelings sorted out.
She doesn’t want to go so far, so early.
First of all. She has to know, who is he?
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B.P - Blood Pressure
*CR - Class Representative/ Class Monitor
There is also a term GR (Girls' Representative).
CR is usually a boy where in class there are boys in majority. And GR will be like Vice CR.
**ORS - It is an edible product. It's powder like substance. Mixed with water to drink to treat dehydration.
The days passed.The end of Ansha's second semester was near. All the teachers were concluding their classes and their practical exams were about to start.The students were trying to live their most before the tension hits them hard and they would try to be devoured by their studies.It was one of that days. Ansha and her friends has leave their classroom after the day's last lecture ended.They were moving through the corridor when she notices him at the water tank with his friend.These were also the days when Ansha's mind was full of him. She was unconsciously aware that she has start loving him. She kept daydreaming about him. She thinks that soon they would be speaking to each other and they will have a decent and sweet love story. Her hopes were already too high for a future with him.In short, she was high on love and didn't notice anything else.She was all smiles when Rabeel shake her and push her into an empty classroom."I have seen enough to ask you what's going on. Just
Some days later…Their mid-semester exams season has arrived and the carefree faces of first years which were seen at the start of their new semester have once again turned serious. Whereas the senior who was used to exams were as chill as they can be.On their 2nd exam day, Ansha and Rabeel were sitting in the canteen area. There was some time in the exam so they were preparing there. They arrived early so there were not many students and all the other students present there were also preparing for their exams so there was not much disturbance as compared to their normal carefree days.The table at the back of Ansha was empty. Rabeel was sitting on the right of her.Soon the area starts to fill. She was immersed in her notes and was not considering anything else around her. She doesn’t know when the table behind her was occupied by two people.She came to know about their presence when she emerged from her notes. She slightly turns back and notices two boys. She doesn't look much and
Ansha and Rabeel were seating in the canteen where Rabeel was telling her about that boy."Okay! Okay! Let me digest it first. This guy named Zayn is your boyfriend for the past 2 months and you first met him in the inter-department sports event which was held 3 months back. Am I right?” She confirmed to her."Yes, it's how this all started."“Why didn’t you tell me about him before?”Rabeel holds her hand.“Please try to understand me. First, I was not sure about my feelings, then I was not sure whether we will last together or not. And this all was happening so fast. I just decided to go with the flow.”“I don’t know what to say. I’m happy that you found your soulmate, I'm happy for you. I want to say that I'll support you in every decision just like every time I had done it before. But, on the other hand, I feel that you don't trust me enough to tell me about this big decision of your life."“It’s not like this Ansha. I told you that I was not so sure myself. What would I have told
She remembers that she was so happy at the time of signature that she overlooks all the clauses and doesn’t think too much about any condition. This was her dream job, she was excited to join and she doesn't have thought about leaving it in her mind at that time.Now her dream job has converted into the worst nightmare.She finally looks at Ahmer and he saw what he wants to see since her arrival in the office for the job interview. He saw hate for him in her eyes.But something stung in his heart. A sharp pain erupts there.At the same time, Rushd hands her a glass of water. She takes it and tries to calm her nerves.“I’m sorry for all this inconvenience. I’m truly sorry Sir.” She said looking in his direction but not looking at him.“Is there anything which I can do to make it right?”“No, there is no need, as no damage has been done.” Rushd replies to her.“You really need to learn some work ethics so that you can respect the company which is feeding you. It’s not our duty to remind
Next Morning Ansha was packing her things at her desk. Her puffy and red eyes were telling everyone the story of how she spent last night. Moreover, she was constantly rubbing her eyes to stop the tears which were continuously flowing out. Her colleagues were seeing her state but not anyone had the courage to approach her until Maira see the chance of talking to her. “Ansha?” She called out to her as she pulls a chair to sit beside her. In return, she gives a smile to her which broke Maira’s heart. “Don’t do this to yourself.” Maira holds her shoulders. “You’re wrong here. Now I’m doing this for myself. For my peace.” She smiles more. “Just not hurt yourself.” Ansha giggles and Maira feels her pain. “How can a person be more broke when he is already shattered, Maira?” Maira doesn’t have an answer to her question. She just looks at her. Seeing how upset she is, Maira decides not to persuade her further. “I’ll meet you after office hours.” Maira softly holds her hands and
Ansha sees him approaching her table and her breathing seems to stop right there. She does not expect him to do anything reckless as anything personal of her is not related to him. But again he is Ahmer, the successful CEO of the province’s best company and emerging future of the country. No one can expect less from him in any matter.Only to a few people, the identity of the CEO of S.D Group & Companies is revealed. The employees working under him and the people he meets including business dealers, news anchors, reporters, and more people were first asked not to disclose his identity and the consequences were not good if someone seems to forget this promise.One time a news reporter takes an interview of the mysterious and successful CEO, he was already instructed not to take any photos. He agreed but later he tried to sell the pictures of the CEO taken from a hidden camera in the interview to his foreign competitors who were after his life. That repor