It’s already Sunday and I just received the package yesterday, the album that I will give to Tagan after that I put it in a matte black paper bag to be ready for tomorrow. Fortunately, my older brother Francine increased my money so I was able to pay it on time.
Now I’m here at the grocery to buy the ingredients for the cupcakes needed tomorrow for Tagan’s birthday.
As I walk, I notice someone, its Aiden his with a nerdy girl.
But I just ignored them and continued to buy the things I needed.
After buying these things I immediately went straight home and to be exact I went straight to the kitchen to start the 1 hundred pieces cupcake for Tagan's fans.
"You can do this Celine fighting" I cheer myself before I tie my hair and start the first batch of cupcakes.
I started at 3 pm and now it’s already 11pm and my
I went home because of what happened, it was as painful to see that he threw away my efforts.I don’t understand what is wrong with what I am doing why is he angry?I locked myself in my room all day, I didn’t even eat lunch cuz I don’t feel like eating…I just think and cry inside my room the whole day until I don't realize that I fell asleep and I woke up at 7 am in the morning, but I didn't move a muscle in my bed I just choose to close my eyes again and go backI don't feel like going in now.Peace is what I want right now I don't want to think about Tagan first butMy phone rings at the side table, I reach for it and look at the caller it’s Venus.
"Well miss Amora we still have one week preparation for the contest so don't panic ok" Miss Kristy trying to cheer me cou'z just now I felt nervous when I agreed to what Dean wanted.I remember I’m not used to many people’s attentions; how will I coop up with this contest?We are now in the dance club room to teach us what to do in the contest and what we should know about the core of the contest.I'm the only one here without Tagan so I'm also a little nervous because he might get angry if he sees me here, but I still prepare a Japanese cheese cake for him.I still want to give him treats."Stand up miss amora I'll teach you how to walk with his heels" coach Milan raised 6 inches heels in front of me.I'm not used to heels that are that high "coach is there nothing lowe
"Brother, do you think I can do it?" I ask my brother while were talking through skype in the middle of the night."Of course, Yash you can do that, your beautiful and smart I'm sure you'll win that contest." Kuya is trying to cheer me up through his tone."Ahm brother I have something I want to share" I held the throw pillow next to me and pinched it so I wouldn't be nervous about what I would say to brother.“What is it? Tell me.” He said.“Ahm…. I have…”“You have what?”“ilikeacertainboyinschool” I said quickly. I’m so nervous right now because my older brother might get angry.&nbs
The next day I went to the Dance room early to practice, I wanted our performance to be good so that Tagan could impress me.I want to show him that I have a voice.When I went inside there was no one so I happily went inside and sat on one side, I also took a guitar here and I tried to play it.I know this somehow because I always sing when I was in elementary and older brother Drake taught me some of the chord of the guitar.I’m enjoying playing the guitar when the door suddenly opened so I immediately stood up and hid the guitar behind me.It’s Tagan
"Ok guys please retouch Celine's make up" coach ordered the make-up artists here on the back stage.Now it’s the Contest and I’m totally nervous right now.Extremely nervous"Miss kristy I'm nervous" I whisper to miss kristy while I hold her left hands."Don't be Celine you're beautiful and smart plus your talent will be good later so don't be nervous" she's trying to cheer me up and I can say it helps me a little."Celine !!!" I turned around when I heard Venus' voice, she came near me and handed me mineral water."Stay dehydrated" she said like she's endorsing the
I didn't wait for the whole event to end because I had to go home early because I also didn't want to show up to Tagan today.I was too confident to win but it turns out I lose the contest and the chance for Tagan.I locked myself in my room and didn’t eat Dinner.I was busy crying at my bed, when there was a knock on my door, I immediately wiped away my tears to open it.I wear a sunglasses so I can't see my eyes, I opened the door of my room a little and saw mommy standing outside.She smile when she saw my face with a sunglass in the middle of
“Jusko darling thank god are you awake? How are you feeling?" my mom quickly asks when I open my eyes, I feel so heavy I feel.I roam my gaze around the room, how come I'm here in my room?"I brought you home from school, because you almost drowned in the swimming pool darling" mommy said remembering as she helped me lean on the hardboard of my bed."Thank you, mom," I said as I sat down properly."Darling why don't you tell me you're being bullied at school" I look at my mom and smile.I don't want her to worry."Not mommy it was the first time and maybe I wasn't accidentally p
"Are you sure son you were able to enter?" my mom asks trace the concern on her face because I just recovered from the pain.“Yes, mommy I’m sure” I said. I kissed her and approached daddy who was sitting complacently at the dining table."Daddy I'm off to school now" I kissed his cheeks."Be careful this time Yashashree I don't want to hurt or hurt you son" his face softened when he said the last words.I felt like I was crying so I immediately hugged him, my family is my source of energy even though Tagan repeatedly removes that energy from me."I'll leave you I love you" I walked through the door and called Kuya Gaston but someone else approached me and no one else but m