Part 32

Arina's POV

When I woke up I was disoriented and when I realised where I was, everything from last night came rushing to me. He actually abused me last night, and no matter how I much I try I can't see it as any other way as I didn't gave him the consent to hit me anywhere on my body. I don't know why he did this, it hurts. When Matteo beat the shit out of me, I was not that hurt but this time, it was like my self respect was hurt, and he made sure to show me my place in his eyes.

I don't have any problems with the people who like doing this to each other... BDSM is something I was shocked to know as a doctor but I know as long as it is consented from both the side I am no one to judge but what happened to me was not consented. And why that happened with me? Because I saved a woman's life. Why? Why is he like that? He called me a whore even when I didn't do anything. He said women are only for pleasure of men. Why does he always think so low of women? Why does he think so low of me?

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