I could have headed straight home after I dropped Luke off at Billy's, but since I was already out and planning to meet the girls at the cinema later, I thought I might as well go to the local pool and get some laps in.
"Cleo." I hear the familiar voice call my name as I leave the building and my body tenses, guilt and fear mixing in vomit inducing waves deep in my stomach. "Cleo, please, I just want to talk."
"About what Colin? You've made it very clear to me how you feel." I pause beside my car.
"I'm really sorry." I'd not expected to hear that and find myself nodding and stepping away from my car when he says. "Can we get a coffee and just talk, please?"
I follow him back inside the pool, turning right and heading to the little cafe part instead. He tells me to
It's Wednesday, which means I've been here five days, but it feels like longer, so much longer and all because Cleo's dad has decided to make my life hell for the week he has me. I could have left, maybe I should have, any normal guy would have, at least that's what Annabelle from my squad has told me the last two days, but I guess that means I'm not normal. It's not even about Cleo anymore, it feels like it's a battle of wills because the more he pushes me, the more I'm determined to prove to him he won't win and now we're on the home stretch, with the end in sight only three days away, two days really since we actually leave Saturday morning, he's got two fucking days to break me. Good luck to him, he's not even got close yet. "Thomas." Simon calls, a grin playing at the edge of his mouth a
"I'm starving. Come on in." Jenny grabs my arm as soon as I pull up outside their house. True to their word, they've come swimming with me every morning this week and although I start an hour before I tell them I do, just so I can get some serious training in as well, it's really nice to have them there with me."I've got pizza, chips, chocolate, crisps and drinks." Rae pulls into their driveway just behind me, with Danielle beside her and holds up two carrier bags.We decided to come back to Jenny and Priya's after swimming today. Their parents are at work so we plan to just hang about in their living room watching films, eating junk food and chatting. I feel like I've got to know them a lot better this week and it's nice, I'm pretty sure there's actual friendship there now, rather than just them feeling sorry for the new girl
I waited up for Jake to message me back last night after he'd seen Cleo was alright with Colin and in true Jake style, he just sent back a short "she's ok" message at first, only going into the briefest of detail after I asked what happened. So all I know is that she kneed Colin in the cock and Jake took her back to her friends, while his brothers took Colin outside and threatened him to stay away from her.I don't know how she feels about that or what Colin did that resulted in the kneeing incident, but it must have been enough to worry them, if they not only separated them, but escorted her to her friends.I'll have to ask Cleo later. It feels amazing to be able to say that, I'm so ready to go home, I've been completely packed since about 6am.Billy's the next one completely packed which some of the guys hav
I wake up with Luke wrapped around me, snoring against my back and the sun streaming in past the curtains. He doesn't look like he's going to wake up any time soon and he looks so peaceful I don't want to wake him, so I grab my phone and watch a film on Netflix while I wait for him to wake up on his own. He jolts and twitches every so often in his sleep, so I don't react at first when his hands start to move over my body, but when he starts to kiss my neck, I know he's awake. I lock my phone, slide it onto the table and turn towards him. "You should have woken me up." He says before kissing me, his hands making quick work of removing my pajamas. He sits back on his heels, smiling down at me, his fingers stroking patterns on my calves as he positions my legs either side of his beautiful muscular body. "So, what was it you said you wanted to do with me?"
That waste of oxygen just keeps appearing where he's not wanted, although to be fair to him, I can't imagine there's anywhere he is wanted.When I pull up in Cleo's posh little car, his head snaps up and I know he's too sober to just crawl away."Look a' y'now, I be' y'think you're somethin' now, bu' y'not." He starts shouting before I've even stepped out of the car. "I know wha' y'are and that's nuffin'. Tha's all you'll ever be.""You're wrong." Cleo comes to stand beside me which is cute, even if it's the worst thing she could do."Just ignore him." I tell her, guiding her past him, just in time for him to take a swing at me."Who t'fuck d'you think y'are? I'nore me. I'll sho' you." He shouts as his fist connec
I love camping! I used to go with my parents all the time when I was little, but we haven't been for years, so when Aurora invited me along on this trip with them all, I was more than a little excited."Have you had a load of sugar while I wasn't looking?" Luke laughs as I practically jump up and down on my seat while he follows the convoy of our friends to the campsite."I'm excited, don't mock me, grumpy pants." He laughs harder and I stick my tongue out at him, linking my phone to the radio and picking songs for us to both sing along. "Why don't you do karaoke with us? You've got a really good voice?""You want me to serenade you? Would it turn you on?" He winks at me and turns back to look at the road."Hell yes, listen to this guy." I search my phone for Kaleo
Something's going on with Cleo and she won't tell me what it is. She's being weird with me, distant, and then telling me there's nothing wrong, like I'm an idiot and I can't tell she's trying to avoid me.I thought maybe she had a thing for that guy that's after Jenny, Dane, because she spent the first day here with him and Billy's girl, but the last few days it's like she'll go anywhere with anyone as long as it's not me.It's pissing me off because I keep asking her what I've done wrong and she says it's nothing, so I can't fix whatever the problem is. The only thing she's still interested in doing with me is having sex, which is somehow even better, I don't know if it's because we're having to be creative and be as quiet as possible or what, but the orgasms have been explosive all week.We're going home tomorrow,
Alcohol doesn't agree with me, I knew I shouldn't have drunk anything last night, but I just kept going, I don't even know why. I was talking to Jenny most of the night, but then I don't remember anything until just now, waking up with Luke's arms around me. Even though I trust them all, I trust Luke, to keep me safe, I don't like the lack of memory, I need to keep control of myself better.Luke stirs in his sleep, pulling me tighter against him and mumbling my name. It makes my heart race thinking that maybe he could have feelings for me and that's why I know I have to end this little arrangement we've got going on. I'm drifting off into fantasy and if I don't stop now, he'll hate me and that will hurt even more.Brushing his hair back from his forehead, I indulge myself in studying his handsome face for a little while longer, his strong arms holding me so tig