LOGINErsa
“What is this about, Ersa?” Denise’s voice rang out as she appeared in a flowing white dress. Her eyes widened the moment she saw the Beta leading me up the path toward the Alpha’s lone mansion on the mountain peak.
I didn’t answer. My gaze searched the crowd instead, desperate for a familiar face. Was she paired with Conan already? But no matter how hard I looked, he wasn’t there.
“Ersa Soltharic has been chosen as a candidate for the Second Calling,” the Beta announced firmly, his voice carrying over the murmurs. “Along with Lyanna Averith, Seraphine Jamal, and Everine Thorne, who are already waiting at the mansion. Now, if you’ll excuse us.”
Gasps and whispers followed as he pulled me through the crowd. The words pricked at my ears, rumors about the Alpha finally holding the ceremony to choose his Luna, questions about why I was chosen, but none of them mattered. Not when Conan was nowhere in sight.
Where are you, Conan?
The Beta’s voice cut into my thoughts as we approached the stone-paved path leading to the looming mansion. “Once we arrive, there will be no briefing, so listen carefully. The Second Calling is mandatory. From this moment until the Choosing Day, which is one hundred and fifty moons from now, you will remain within the Alpha’s domain.”
My breath hitched, but I stayed silent.
“You will face three trials,” he continued, his tone steady, almost rehearsed. “The Wolf’s Fang. The Wolf’s Eye. The Wolf’s Heart. Each trial has been personally designed by the Alpha, and between them there will be tests meant to reveal your worth. Each interval lasts forty-nine moons. Do you understand?”
Everything about it felt overwhelming, terrifying even. Still, I forced myself to nod.
“You are to meet the other candidates tomorrow at breakfast.”
At last, we reached the gate. It opened on its own, revealing a vast garden that stretched so far I couldn’t even see the mansion hidden beyond it.
A carriage stood waiting, and we climbed inside. It carried us across the sprawling grounds until we finally stopped before towering double doors.
Our pack, the Dewcrest, might not be the strongest, but it was the largest and wealthiest of them all.
“One of the servants will take you to your room. Rest well, Ersa,” the Beta said before leaving me at the entrance, where rows of servants stood silently on either side.
One of them stepped forward and gave a small bow. “This way, ma’am.” She turned toward the grand staircase, her steps graceful and practiced.
“Wait,” I said quickly, following after her. “I didn’t bring my belongings. Is that… part of the trials?”
The truth was, I knew very little about the Second Calling. I had never lived long enough to see one with my own eyes. For all I knew, we were expected to sew our own clothes or prove ourselves in ways I couldn’t imagine.
“It is already provided, ma’am. Carefully chosen by the servants based on your profiles.”
“Profiles?” I echoed, unsure if I liked the sound of being researched.
“Yes,” she continued without hesitation. “I was tasked to learn about you, Ma’am. Ersa Soltharic, named after Erza Soltharic, the daughter of the renowned Beta Gaven. You are said to descend from the Soltharics—the strongest bloodline in the history of werewolves. You stayed in the home of the Stormbanes until the age of ten, then lived alone in a small hut deep within the Eastern forest for eleven years. There, you honed survival skills—hunting, weather-reading, and other practices that would be deemed fitting for a Luna.”
Her mouth carried on like a running stream as she led me upstairs.
I was left in awe of everything she had uncovered. Most of it could have been pieced together by asking locals, yet hearing it strung so neatly unsettled me.
“You are in love with Conan Stormbane, ever since you were young,” she added bluntly, “though I doubt it is love—more like a sense of deep debt owed to their family. You have no friends and—”
“Enough.” The word slipped sharper than intended as my hand shot up, covering her mouth. My eyes widened when I realized what I had done. “I-I apologize.”
I exhaled a shaky breath, then asked quietly, “Did you really report all of that to the Alpha?”
She pressed her lips together, then nodded.
The rest of the walk stretched in silence. Perhaps my response earlier had been harsh, but at least she was perceptive enough to hold her tongue now.
When we finally stopped, she bowed her head slightly and opened the door. “We’re here, ma’am.”
I hesitated on the threshold, my hand hovering at the frame. “Is there truly no escaping this?” I whispered.
The servant shook her head and slipped a folded piece of parchment from her apron. “According to the rules set by the First Alpha, escaping is equal to death.”
“Alright.” The word left me in a whisper. There was nothing more to say.
“If you need anything, ma’am, simply ring the bell beside your bed,” she added before disappearing down the endless hallways.
I turned to the room she had left me with. A soft double bed. A walk-in closet. Furniture polished to perfection. It was everything a woman could dream of—everything I never asked for.
I let myself fall onto the bed, staring at the high ceiling, and as sleep slowly pulled me under, all I could think of was Conan.
“Here, as pretty as you are, Erie. I bet you’ll grow even more beautiful than whoever the Luna turns out to be.” His boyish grin flashed in my memory.
I had laughed, lowering my head just enough for him to place the crown of wildflowers he had woven for me. “You’re exaggerating again, Con,” I had said.
When I raised my head, his hand had found my cheek, warm and tender. His smile had faded into something more serious, his face leaning closer, closer—
“It’s time to wake up, ma’am!”
My eyes flew open. The dream crumbled, replaced by Rose—the servant from yesterday—standing by my bedside.
“You’re late for breakfast,” she scolded gently. “Even Lady Seraphine is already there. That won’t do, Ma’am Ersa. I’m rooting for you, after all.”
I rubbed at my eyes, guilt creeping in. “I apologize. I usually wake much earlier.”
“Oh, I know.” Her smile was bright, almost knowing, and it startled me enough to silence my reply.
“Now, chop-chop! We need to dress you.”
“R-right.”
As she sorted through gowns, I learned her name properly—Rose. She told me, almost proudly, that she had once been a rogue until the Alpha had taken her in, given her work and a purpose.
She chose a simple blue dress for me, its hem grazing just above my knees. My heart raced as she helped me into it; I was not used to such finery, nor to being displayed like this.
Together, we walked toward the garden where the other candidates waited.
I told myself to hope, to believe I might form friendships here.
But the moment I reached the long table, that fragile thought dissolved.
ErsaI kept pacing back and forth, just a few anxious steps away from the Alpha’s study. I had decided to visit him the moment I felt recovered enough to walk; I had to talk to him.Where should I begin? Thanking him, of course, but then how was I supposed to open the subject of my elimination? I rehearsed the words in my head.I couldn't stay idle for long. With a deep breath, I took one last step toward the door when it suddenly burst open. A slightly furious-looking Alpha came barreling out.He immediately began massaging his temples, radiating palpable frustration. He glared at the precise spot where I was standing. “Just knock, Soltharic.”“Pardon?” I stammered, completely startled."How do you expect me to work when your frantic, nervous scent has been assaulting my study for two hours straight?"I froze. I couldn't speak for a moment. I had never felt so utterly embarrassed and stupid at the same time. Right. The scent.“R-right. I wanted to speak with you,” I managed, still re
ErsaMy vision started blurry at first, until my surroundings finally swam into focus. I was in my own room.“You’re awake.” The voice came from beside me—the Alpha.“I have to admit, I can't say you're predictable, Soltharic.” He gave me a faint, almost weak smile."I didn't realize how desperately you wanted out. I respect your courage. For that bravery, I won't hesitate. I will grant your elimination." He offered the words with a slow smile.But why did he sound so melancholic? Why was he looking at me as if he didn't want to let me go? How was I supposed to react to that deep conflict in his gaze?Say yes. Just say yes, and it would end, Ersa.“I—”“Alpha.” It was the Beta who entered, his presence cutting sharply through the tension. “Alpha Ynovar has arrived.”"Right." He stood, already moving toward the door. "You need rest. I've disturbed you enough. I expect to discuss your elimination once you've regained your strength."Both men left the room, and I was left staring at the
ErsaI admit to myself that I was often a pushover, easily swayed, but never to this shocking extent. Yet, standing here, I couldn't abandon this opportunity for immediate freedom.“I never thought Ersa wanted to be the Luna that badly,” I heard Everine comment from the sideline.“Eh? Isn’t it more like she wants to get eliminated?” Seraph clarified, her laughter carrying a tone that suggested she understood the true, cynical reason behind my acceptance.Now, standing in front of what Madame Koraline had called the Vertical Ascent, I desperately wanted to wave my white flag. But I didn't. I forced myself to stand my ground as one of the Alpha’s soldiers signaled, “Go!”“You should withdraw, Soltharic,” he said, his voice dropping just low enough that it sounded genuinely worried to my ears. Why was he acting all casual now? For the past few days, it was as if I didn't even exist. No, I'm not feeling bitter.“I won’t, but you better keep your word,” I shot back.I quickly took a deep b
ErsaFive days later, Madame Koraline met us, instructing us in advance to wear clothing suitable for rigorous physical activities.“Today, we test control and endurance,” she announced with the same effortless, unreadable ease she had when she first introduced herself. “Catch.”In a blur, she simultaneously threw an object at each of the four of us. Instinctively, my hands shot up and closed over the soft, fragile surface.“An egg?” Seraph commented, inspecting the item we all held. “Shit.” She added, and I saw a small crack form on the shell in her hand, though it was tiny enough not to let the contents leak out.“It’s raw,” Madame Koraline informed us, a slight lift to one eyebrow.“Just how I like it,” Seraph replied with a confident wink. I couldn't help but shake my head, smiling slightly at her typical flippancy.Our Prefect didn't even bother wasting her breath scolding Seraph. She simply continued with her explanation.“Your mandate is deceptively simple: Do not let the egg c
Ersa“Ersa! Warming up already?” Seraph said from behind me. When I turned to look, she was wearing some kind of peculiar cloth.“Yes. That’s… new,” I replied, commenting on her outfit.“Oh, you noticed? I bought it from the human world last year. It’s called a hoodie.” She stood beside me and fell into a loose, energetic stretch. "Did you know even bikinis came from them? They’re absolute geniuses. Honestly, their creativity is phenomenal—if only they weren't our prey.”“Ugh, speaking of the human world, I really wanted to go this year. Unfortunately, no one has a say in Alpha Ynovar’s decision,”I started jogging, circling the mansion, and Seraph fell easily into step beside me. “Alpha Ynovar?” I asked. That name is exactly like our Alpha’s.“Yeah. The strongest known living Alpha. He’s like a century old! I heard his mate is one of them—a Vampire. The Princess, even!” Seraph informed me, her eyes bright with the excitement of pure gossip.“The Vampire Princess?” I admitted, the inf
ErsaYesterday was a shock for everyone; it was certainly the first I'd ever heard of the Fading.Fortunately, the morning brought better news: Lyanna had recovered. It seemed her affliction occurred only just before the full moon. Still, she wasn't accepting any visitors yet.As I headed toward the open field for a run, I unexpectedly collided with the Alpha. In a mansion this vast, the odds of running into him were astronomical—yet here he was. I didn't know how to face him yet.“I—” I stammered, but he cut me off.“Good day to you, Ms. Soltharic.” He gave me a single, flat glance and walked straight past me.What was up with him? I thought, instantly pouting.But what did I expect? I quickly corrected myself. He was just a male driven by primal instincts. If it had been any other woman in my position, he would have done the exact same thing, wouldn't he? I was just a convenient vessel for a momentary impulse.I shook my head, frustrated by the truth. I was thinking ill of the Alpha







