UNEXPLAINABLE FEELINGS

♤KARTHIK POV♤

I know I don't love her I know I'm not interested in love then what I'm doing with her by looking at her painful eyes I get hurt by looking at her innocence I get impressed 

I'm unable to push her away from me whenever I feel distance from her I get lost everytime in her thoughts 

no matter how far I'm from her, her thoughts messing my peace her way of smiling, snuggling on me like a baby, whenever she sleeps on me I felt something strange 

the way her breathe touches me I'm feeling all strange feelings because of this hooligan 

I wonder how can she smile always her smile can heal any pain she roams behind me whole house by calling prince, prince everytime when she calls me prince I remember something which I dont want to remember ever 

but whenever she comes close to I'm scared to loose her why when she is not mine why I'm scared to loose her when I dont want her why I'm afraid to say that to her 

I hate to see her