LOGINThe morning air is crisp, carrying the sharp bite of early frost. Sarah has us running perimeter drills today, full laps around the clearing at a punishing pace, then straight into sparring. My lungs burn by the third lap, but I keep going. I’ve learned the hard way that stopping isn’t an option here.
Jace and Cole are ahead, laughing as they shoulder each other like overgrown pups. I’m trailing, but not by much. My legs feel stronger than they did yesterday. The fog from the suppressants is finally lifting, and my wolf is starting to stretch inside me, restless, eager, testing the edges of control. We finish the last lap and drop into the circle for paired combat. Sarah pairs me with Jace again. He’s grinning like he’s already won. “Ready to eat dirt, Thorne?” I wipe sweat from my brow. “Ready to make you eat yours.” Sarah calls start. Jace comes in fast, too fast for someone who’s been running for twenty minutes. He feints high, then drops low for a leg sweep. I see it coming this time. I jump, twist mid-air, and drive my knee toward his ribs. He blocks, but the impact jars us both. We grapple, locked together, breathing hard. He tries to flip me. I hook my leg behind his and push with everything I have. We go down together...hard. My ankle twists under me as we hit the ground. Pain lances up my leg, sharp and bright. I hiss through my teeth, rolling away before Jace can pin me. “Shit—sorry,” he says, scrambling up. “You okay?” I push to my feet, testing weight on the ankle. It holds, but it throbs like hell. “Fine.” Sarah strides over, frowning. “Walk it off. If it swells, you’re done for the day.” I nod, limping a few steps. The pain isn’t crippling, but it’s enough to make me grit my teeth. I hate looking weak. Not here. Not in front of them. That’s when Darius appears. He’s been watching from the tree line again, same spot, same crossed arms, same storm-gray eyes tracking every move. Now he’s moving toward us, long strides eating up the distance. Sarah glances at him. “She twisted it. Nothing broken.” Darius doesn’t answer her. His gaze locks on me. “You’re limping.” “It’s fine,” I say through clenched teeth. He stops in front of me, close enough that I have to tilt my head back to meet his eyes. “Bullshit.” Before I can argue, he bends, hooks one arm behind my knees, and the other around my back, and lifts me like I weigh nothing. I yelp...actually yelp, and grab his shoulders on instinct. “What the hell are you doing?” “Getting you to Sarah before you make it worse.” His voice is gruff, but his hold is careful, almost gentle. One massive hand cradles the back of my thigh; the other supports my spine. My chest is pressed to his, my face inches from the column of his throat. I can feel every beat of his heart against my ribs. The contact is electric. Heat pours off him, seeping through my thin shirt. His scent wraps around me, pine, leather, smoke, and something darker, something primal that makes my wolf whine low in my chest. My fingers dig into his shoulders without meaning to. Solid muscle shifts under my palms. His breath brushes my temple when he turns his head slightly. “Stop squirming,” he mutters. “I can walk,” I protest, even as my body betrays me, relaxing into his hold like it recognizes safety. “No. You can’t.” He starts walking toward the lodge. Every step jolts me against him. My thigh slides along his forearm. My breasts press into his chest with each breath. I can feel the restrained tension in his body, the way his grip tightens fractionally when I shift, the way his jaw clenches when my hair brushes his neck. It’s not gentle. It’s barely restrained. And gods help me, I feel it too. My skin prickles everywhere we touch. Heat pools low in my belly, uninvited and insistent. My wolf presses closer to the surface, drawn to his alpha presence like iron to a magnet. I force her down, clenching my teeth against the sudden, aching want. This is dangerous. He carries me up the steps, through the door, straight to the small infirmary at the back of the lodge. Elder Sarah is already there, laying out supplies on a low table. “Set her down,” she says, not looking surprised. Darius lowers me carefully onto the padded bench. His hands linger a second longer than necessary, one on my waist, the other sliding down my calf to my ankle. The touch burns. When he finally lets go, I feel the absence like a physical thing. Sarah kneels in front of me, probing the ankle with gentle fingers. “Swollen, but not broken. Twisted ligament. Ice it, wrap it, stay off it for a day or two.” I nod, trying to focus on her words instead of the man standing two feet away, arms crossed, watching me like I might vanish if he blinks. Sarah glances up at him. “You can go, Darius. I’ve got her.” He doesn’t move. She sighs, then turns back to me. “You’re healing faster than a human would. Suppressants wearing off?” My stomach drops. “I’m not.....” “Don’t lie to me, child.” Her voice is quiet but firm. “I’ve treated enough omegas to know the signs. The fatigue, the slow reflexes, the way your scent is starting to sharpen again. You’ve been muting yourself for a while.” I swallow. “I’m a beta.” Sarah’s eyes flick to mine, knowing, patient. “If you say so.” She doesn’t push. Just reaches for a jar of salve and starts rubbing it into the swollen joint. The cool relief is immediate, but my mind is racing. Darius is still there. Silent. Watching. Sarah finishes wrapping the ankle, ties it off, and stands. “Rest. No training tomorrow. I’ll check it in the morning.” She looks at Darius. “Make sure she stays put.” He grunts. Sarah leaves us alone. The silence is thick. I shift on the bench, wincing as the movement pulls at the wrap. “You didn’t have to carry me.” “You were limping.” “I’ve limped before.” His eyes darken. “Not here.” Something in his tone makes my breath catch. Not anger. Not exactly. Protectiveness, maybe. Or something closer to possession. He steps closer. Closer than he needs to be. I don’t move away. He reaches out, slow, deliberate, and brushes a strand of sweat-damp hair from my cheek. His fingertips graze my skin, rough from years of fighting, but the touch is almost gentle. My pulse hammers in my throat. “You’re stubborn,” he says quietly. “So I’ve been told.” His thumb lingers on my cheekbone, tracing the faint bruise from yesterday’s training. “You don’t have to prove everything alone.” I meet his gaze. Storm-gray eyes, intense and unguarded for the first time. No hostility. Just curiosity. And heat. “I’m not used to help,” I admit. His hand drops to my jaw, cupping it lightly. The pad of his thumb brushes the corner of my mouth. My lips part on a shaky breath. “You’ll get used to it,” he says, voice low and rough. For a heartbeat, I think he might kiss me. I think I might let him. Then he pulls back abruptly, like he’s burned himself. His hand falls away. He steps back, jaw tight, eyes shadowed. “Rest,” he says, turning toward the door. “Darius....” He pauses, doesn’t look back. “Thank you,” I say softly. “For carrying me.” He nods once, sharp, controlled. Then he’s gone. The door closes with a quiet click. I sit there, heart racing, skin still tingling where he touched me. The ankle throbs, but it’s nothing compared to the ache blooming somewhere deeper. I lie back on the bench, staring at the ceiling. My wolf is awake now. Fully awake. And she wants. Badly. I close my eyes and try to breathe through it. One touch. One crack in the wall he’s built. And suddenly everything feels different. Dangerously different.Lila's pov The moment we crossed deeper into Ashford territory, everything changed.It wasn’t just the scent.It was the feeling.The forest here felt… wrong.The trees stood too still, their branches clawing at the sky like silent witnesses. The air carried the sharp tang of fear beneath the usual earthy scents of pine and soil. Even the birds were quiet.Darius slowed beside me, his body going rigid.I felt it through the bond instantly, the flood of memories, heavy and suffocating. Pain layered over anger. Old wounds reopening like they had never truly healed.“This way,” he muttered, his voice tight.He didn’t look at either of us as he veered off the main trail, guiding us through a narrower path barely visible beneath overgrowth. His movements were precise, automatic, muscle memory taking over where his mind clearly didn’t want to go.Kade and I followed without question.“This leads to a blind spot near the outer dens,” Darius added after a moment. “Used to be where we’d sneak
Lila's pov The message arrived by raven at dawn.The sound came first, a harsh, insistent caw that cut through the quiet like a blade. It dragged me from sleep slowly, unwillingly, like I was being pulled up from deep water. The warmth around me made it harder to wake. Kade’s arm was draped protectively across my waist, and Darius’s steady breathing brushed against the back of my neck.For a moment, I didn’t move.Then the raven cried again.Ronan was already gone.I felt the shift in the room before I even opened my eyes fully, the absence of his presence like a missing piece in a pattern. He always moved like that. Silent. Efficient. As if he existed half a step ahead of everyone else.By the time I pushed myself up on one elbow, he was already returning.The raven perched on his forearm, dark eyes sharp and watchful. A small scroll was tied neatly to its leg.Ronan’s expression gave nothing away.“It’s for Darius,” he said.Darius stirred beside me with a quiet groan, dragging a h
Lila's pov The tension in the den was suffocating.We had barely spoken on the walk back from the forest. Darius walked ahead, shoulders hunched like he was carrying the weight of the world. Ronan moved silently beside me, his presence steady but distant. Kade kept glancing at all of us, his jaw tight with that controlled leadership mask he wore so well. By the time we stepped inside the alphas’ private den and closed the door, the air felt thick enough to choke on.Kade lit the fire and turned to face us, arms crossed. The flames cast long shadows across his face.“We’re not leaving this room until this is addressed,” he said, voice low but firm. “All of it. No more walking away. No more pretending it’s fine.”Darius dropped heavily into a chair, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. “What do you want me to say? That I’m fine watching her laugh with Ronan like I don’t even exist? That I’m okay with her spending hours alone with you in the war room?”His voice cracked on the las
The tension had been building for days, like a storm cloud growing heavier and darker with every passing hour. I could feel it in the bond , Darius’s jealousy wasn’t just simmering anymore. It was boiling over, threatening to burn everything we’d built.I was sitting with Ronan on the edge of the training circle after a long strategy session. The sun was setting, painting the sky in deep oranges and purples. Ronan had been quietly explaining a new scouting technique, his voice low and calm as always. I laughed softly at one of his rare dry jokes, leaning slightly toward him as I responded.That was all it took.Darius appeared like a thunderclap. One moment the clearing was peaceful, the next he was storming toward us, shoulders rigid, fists clenched at his sides. His eyes burned with raw, unchecked fury.Ronan sensed him immediately and rose to his feet, calm but alert. I stood too, heart already hammering.“You two having a good time?” Darius snarled, voice thick with barely contain
The den was quiet in the aftermath.The others had slipped away sometime in the early hours, Darius with a lingering kiss to my shoulder, Ronan with a soft brush of his fingers across my cheek. I lay curled against Kade’s chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. His arm was draped over my waist, heavy and warm, but something felt… off. The bond hummed between us, but there was a tension in it, a guarded wall I could feel even in his silence.I shifted, propping myself up on one elbow so I could see his face. The fire had burned low, casting soft shadows across his sharp features. He looked at me, calm as ever, but I knew him now. I could feel the careful control he kept wrapped around himself like armor.“You’re pulling away,” I said softly. “Even now. I can feel it through the bond. You’re afraid.”Kade’s expression didn’t change, but his fingers tightened slightly on my hip. “I’m right here.”“Don’t do that.” My voice was gentle but firm. “Don’t deflect. Not with me.
Kade had been watching me all evening.Not in the usual quiet way he observed everything, but with a deliberate, calculated intensity that made my skin prickle. We had finished dinner, the pack dispersing into the night, when he finally spoke.“Tonight,” he said simply, voice low enough that only the four of us could hear. “The den. All of us.”My breath caught. Darius’s hand tightened on my thigh under the table. Ronan’s silver eyes flicked to mine, dark with anticipation.No one argued.By the time we stepped into the alphas’ private den, my heart was already racing. The fire was low, casting warm, flickering light across the wide bed. The air felt thick, charged. Kade closed the door behind us with a soft click that sounded final.He turned to face me, calm and commanding as always.“Strip,” he said.The single word sent heat rushing through me. I obeyed, hands trembling slightly as I pulled off my clothes. When I stood bare before them, all three alphas looked at me like I was som
The days after the war room meeting fell into a strange, almost peaceful rhythm, one that felt both fragile and hard-won.Lila woke each morning to the same sounds: distant howls fading into birdsong, the low rumble of pack members starting their day, the occasional sharp laugh from Jace or Cole in
Lila’s POVThe dream starts the same way it always does.I’m back in the garden behind the Silver Moon pack house. Moonlight spills over the grass like spilled milk, cold and pale. Marcus stands under the willow tree, smiling that slow, oily smile that never reaches his eyes. He’s wearing the same
Ronan’s POVShe runs like someone still expecting to be chased.Not fast. Not reckless. Controlled. Every stride measured, every breath deliberate. She cuts through the pines on the north trail just before dawn, when the mist is thickest and the world is still half-asleep. She thinks no one sees he
Lila's pov The knock on my door comes just after lunch.I’m still in the borrowed sweatpants and T-shirt Maya lent me, hair damp from the quick rinse I took after patrol. When I open it, it’s not Maya or Jace or even Darius.It’s Kade.He stands there in the hallway, arms loose at his sides, black







