LOGINLila's pov
The room Darius left me in is small but surprisingly clean. A narrow bed with a thick wool blanket, a rickety wooden dresser, a single window overlooking the clearing, and a tiny attached bathroom that looks like it was added as an afterthought. No frills, no luxury, just functional. Exactly what I expected from a rogue pack that doesn't waste time on appearances. I drop my backpack on the floor and sink onto the edge of the mattress. My legs are jelly, my head spinning from hunger and exhaustion. The adrenaline from facing down three alphas is wearing off fast, leaving me shaky and raw. I press my palms to my eyes, trying to block out the memory of their stares, Kade's cold calculation, Ronan's silent intensity, Darius's barely leashed aggression. And that nagging sense of familiarity, like my dream last night wasn't just fantasy. A soft knock at the door snaps me out of it. "Come in," I call, voice rougher than I intend. The door opens, and a woman steps inside. She's maybe a few years older than me, mid-twenties, with short-cropped black hair, sharp cheekbones, and the easy, coiled strength of someone who's spent her life fighting. She's wearing faded cargo pants and a tank top that shows off lean, scarred arms. Her scent hits me, earth and smoke, beta through and through. "Hey, new girl," she says, offering a crooked smile. "I'm Maya. Pack medic and occasional babysitter for idiots who get themselves hurt." She holds up a tray with a steaming bowl of stew, a hunk of bread, and a glass of water. "Figured you'd want this before you pass out." My stomach clenches so hard I almost whimper. "Thank you. Seriously." She sets the tray on the dresser and leans against the doorframe, crossing her arms. "Don't thank me yet. Food's basic, venison, root vegetables, whatever the hunters brought in yesterday. We don't do room service here." I grab the bowl anyway, too hungry to care about manners. The first spoonful is heaven, rich, savory, warm. I eat like I haven't seen food in years, which isn't far from the truth. Maya watches me with amusement. "Slow down or you'll make yourself sick. You've been running on empty too long." I force myself to pause, swallowing hard. "How did you know?" "Everyone knows. Word travels fast in a pack this small. Darius dragged you in looking half-dead, and Kade already announced your trial period over breakfast. Half the pack thinks you're crazy. The other half thinks you're brave. Or stupid. Jury's still out." I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand. "Fair enough." She tilts her head, studying me. "You really ran from Silver Moon? That's ballsy. Most omegas don't make it past the first night alone." "I had no choice." I set the bowl down, already feeling steadier. "They were going to mate me off like a bargaining chip. I wasn't about to let that happen." Maya's expression softens just a fraction. "Good. We don't do arranged matings here. You earn your place, or you don't have one. Merit-based. Brutal, but fair. No one's going to hand you anything because of your designation." I nod, absorbing that. It sounds... freeing. Terrifying, but freeing. "Come on," she says, jerking her thumb toward the door. "Finish that later. I'll show you around before they throw you to the wolves. Literally." I follow her out into the clearing. The lodge is the centerpiece, but there are smaller cabins scattered around it, maybe a dozen in total, plus an open training ground ringed by logs and crude wooden dummies. A few wolves are sparring in human form, fists flying with controlled ferocity. Others are shifted, circling each other in low, growling play-fights. The air smells of sweat, pine, and dominance displays, alphas marking territory with casual growls, betas posturing just enough to remind everyone they're not pushovers. Maya points things out as we walk. "That's the mess hall, eat when the bell rings, or you go hungry. Over there is the armory; we keep weapons for when things get ugly with rival packs. Training grounds are sacred, no bullshit, no excuses. You show up, you fight, you learn. Or you bleed." We stop near a group of younger wolves listening to an older woman with silver-streaked hair and a no-nonsense stance. She's barking orders, demonstrating a quick disarm move. "That's Elder Sarah," Maya says quietly. "She handles the pups and new recruits. Tough as nails, but fair. If you survive her, the alphas might actually take you seriously." Sarah spots us and waves Maya over. We approach, and the older woman's sharp eyes land on me. "So you're the Silver Moon runaway," she says, voice gravelly. "Lila Thorne." "Yes, ma'am." She snorts. "Don't 'ma'am' me. Makes me feel ancient. Call me Sarah." She looks me up and down. "You're skin and bone. Suppressants?" I hesitate, then nod. "Herbal mix. Kept my heat down so I could travel." "Stupid. Dangerous. But effective, I'll give you that." She gestures to two young men nearby, twins, from the look of them. Same dark hair, same cocky grins. "Jace, Cole, meet your new sparring partner. Lila's on trial. Don't go easy." Jace grins wider, cracking his knuckles. "Welcome to hell, princess." Cole just nods, sizing me up like I'm prey. "We'll see how long she lasts." Sarah rolls her eyes. "Ignore the idiots. They're warriors-in-training. Good fighters, terrible manners. You'll be with them this morning. Basic assessment. Show us what you've got." My stomach twists. I haven't trained properly in months, Silver Moon kept omegas on light duties, "protecting our delicate natures." The suppressants dulled my reflexes, my strength. And I'm still weak from starvation. But I lift my chin. "I'm ready." Maya gives me a sympathetic look. "Good luck. I'll be in the infirmary if you need stitches." She leaves, and Sarah points to the edge of the training circle. "Warm up. Stretch. Then pair off with Jace first." I do as told, rolling my shoulders, stretching my hamstrings. The movements feel foreign after days of running. My muscles scream in protest. Jace steps into the circle, bouncing on his toes. "Rules are simple: no claws, no teeth unless shifted. Tap out if you need to. But don't expect us to stop just because you're pretty." I step in opposite him. "Wouldn't dream of it." Sarah calls start. Jace moves fast, faster than I expect. He feints left, then sweeps my legs. I jump back, barely avoiding the takedown, but my balance is off. He follows with a quick jab to my ribs. Pain flares, but I block the next one, countering with a weak punch to his shoulder. He laughs. "That all you got?" I grit my teeth and lunge. He dodges easily, grabbing my wrist and twisting me into a hold. My back slams against his chest, arm pinned behind me. "Tap," he says, voice low in my ear. I twist, using my smaller size to slip under his arm, elbowing him in the gut. He grunts, loosening his grip just enough for me to break free. "Not bad," he concedes, rubbing his stomach. "But sloppy." We go again. And again. Each round is worse. My limbs feel heavy, my breaths come in ragged gasps. Sweat stings my eyes. Jace doesn't let up—he's testing limits, not trying to kill me, but not babying me either. From the sidelines, I feel eyes on me. Heavy. Intense. Darius. He's leaning against a tree at the edge of the clearing, arms crossed, expression unreadable. But I can feel his gaze like a brand. Watching. Judging. Cole takes over next. He's quieter than his brother, more precise. He doesn't taunt, just strikes. A kick to my thigh sends me stumbling. A palm strike to my shoulder knocks the wind out of me. I hit the dirt hard, tasting blood from a split lip. "Get up," Cole says flatly. I push to my feet, legs shaking. Sarah watches with narrowed eyes. "She's running on empty. Suppressants are still in her system. Give her a break." "No," I rasp, wiping blood from my mouth. "I'm fine." Jace raises an eyebrow. "You sure? You look like you're about to puke." I glare at him. "Try me." We go another round. I last maybe thirty seconds before Cole pins me again, this time face-down in the dirt, his knee in my back. "Tap," he says. I slam my palm against the ground twice. He lets me up immediately. No gloating. Just a nod. "Not terrible for day one," Sarah says. "But you're weak. Starved, drugged, untrained. We'll fix that. Tomorrow, same time. Eat. Rest. Hydrate. And stop the suppressants, your wolf needs to breathe if you're going to survive here." I nod, too winded to speak. As the group disperses, I feel Darius approaching before I see him. His scent wraps around me—pine, leather, alpha. He stops in front of me, looking down. "You refused to quit." "Was I supposed to?" "Most would have." His voice is gruff, but there's something almost like approval in it. "Don't make a habit of it. Pride gets people killed." "Noted." He studies me for a long moment, eyes tracing the bruise forming on my cheek, the blood on my lip. Something flickers in his expression, concern? Interest? I can't tell. "Get cleaned up," he says finally. "Dinner's at six. Don't be late." He walks away without another word. I stand there, bruised and aching, but strangely... alive. For the first time in days, I feel like I'm fighting for something real. Not just survival. A place. A purpose. And maybe, just maybe, something more. I head back to my room, every step painful, but my head high. One day down. Six to go.Lila's pov The moment we crossed deeper into Ashford territory, everything changed.It wasn’t just the scent.It was the feeling.The forest here felt… wrong.The trees stood too still, their branches clawing at the sky like silent witnesses. The air carried the sharp tang of fear beneath the usual earthy scents of pine and soil. Even the birds were quiet.Darius slowed beside me, his body going rigid.I felt it through the bond instantly, the flood of memories, heavy and suffocating. Pain layered over anger. Old wounds reopening like they had never truly healed.“This way,” he muttered, his voice tight.He didn’t look at either of us as he veered off the main trail, guiding us through a narrower path barely visible beneath overgrowth. His movements were precise, automatic, muscle memory taking over where his mind clearly didn’t want to go.Kade and I followed without question.“This leads to a blind spot near the outer dens,” Darius added after a moment. “Used to be where we’d sneak
Lila's pov The message arrived by raven at dawn.The sound came first, a harsh, insistent caw that cut through the quiet like a blade. It dragged me from sleep slowly, unwillingly, like I was being pulled up from deep water. The warmth around me made it harder to wake. Kade’s arm was draped protectively across my waist, and Darius’s steady breathing brushed against the back of my neck.For a moment, I didn’t move.Then the raven cried again.Ronan was already gone.I felt the shift in the room before I even opened my eyes fully, the absence of his presence like a missing piece in a pattern. He always moved like that. Silent. Efficient. As if he existed half a step ahead of everyone else.By the time I pushed myself up on one elbow, he was already returning.The raven perched on his forearm, dark eyes sharp and watchful. A small scroll was tied neatly to its leg.Ronan’s expression gave nothing away.“It’s for Darius,” he said.Darius stirred beside me with a quiet groan, dragging a h
Lila's pov The tension in the den was suffocating.We had barely spoken on the walk back from the forest. Darius walked ahead, shoulders hunched like he was carrying the weight of the world. Ronan moved silently beside me, his presence steady but distant. Kade kept glancing at all of us, his jaw tight with that controlled leadership mask he wore so well. By the time we stepped inside the alphas’ private den and closed the door, the air felt thick enough to choke on.Kade lit the fire and turned to face us, arms crossed. The flames cast long shadows across his face.“We’re not leaving this room until this is addressed,” he said, voice low but firm. “All of it. No more walking away. No more pretending it’s fine.”Darius dropped heavily into a chair, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. “What do you want me to say? That I’m fine watching her laugh with Ronan like I don’t even exist? That I’m okay with her spending hours alone with you in the war room?”His voice cracked on the las
The tension had been building for days, like a storm cloud growing heavier and darker with every passing hour. I could feel it in the bond , Darius’s jealousy wasn’t just simmering anymore. It was boiling over, threatening to burn everything we’d built.I was sitting with Ronan on the edge of the training circle after a long strategy session. The sun was setting, painting the sky in deep oranges and purples. Ronan had been quietly explaining a new scouting technique, his voice low and calm as always. I laughed softly at one of his rare dry jokes, leaning slightly toward him as I responded.That was all it took.Darius appeared like a thunderclap. One moment the clearing was peaceful, the next he was storming toward us, shoulders rigid, fists clenched at his sides. His eyes burned with raw, unchecked fury.Ronan sensed him immediately and rose to his feet, calm but alert. I stood too, heart already hammering.“You two having a good time?” Darius snarled, voice thick with barely contain
The den was quiet in the aftermath.The others had slipped away sometime in the early hours, Darius with a lingering kiss to my shoulder, Ronan with a soft brush of his fingers across my cheek. I lay curled against Kade’s chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. His arm was draped over my waist, heavy and warm, but something felt… off. The bond hummed between us, but there was a tension in it, a guarded wall I could feel even in his silence.I shifted, propping myself up on one elbow so I could see his face. The fire had burned low, casting soft shadows across his sharp features. He looked at me, calm as ever, but I knew him now. I could feel the careful control he kept wrapped around himself like armor.“You’re pulling away,” I said softly. “Even now. I can feel it through the bond. You’re afraid.”Kade’s expression didn’t change, but his fingers tightened slightly on my hip. “I’m right here.”“Don’t do that.” My voice was gentle but firm. “Don’t deflect. Not with me.
Kade had been watching me all evening.Not in the usual quiet way he observed everything, but with a deliberate, calculated intensity that made my skin prickle. We had finished dinner, the pack dispersing into the night, when he finally spoke.“Tonight,” he said simply, voice low enough that only the four of us could hear. “The den. All of us.”My breath caught. Darius’s hand tightened on my thigh under the table. Ronan’s silver eyes flicked to mine, dark with anticipation.No one argued.By the time we stepped into the alphas’ private den, my heart was already racing. The fire was low, casting warm, flickering light across the wide bed. The air felt thick, charged. Kade closed the door behind us with a soft click that sounded final.He turned to face me, calm and commanding as always.“Strip,” he said.The single word sent heat rushing through me. I obeyed, hands trembling slightly as I pulled off my clothes. When I stood bare before them, all three alphas looked at me like I was som
The days after the war room meeting fell into a strange, almost peaceful rhythm, one that felt both fragile and hard-won.Lila woke each morning to the same sounds: distant howls fading into birdsong, the low rumble of pack members starting their day, the occasional sharp laugh from Jace or Cole in
Lila’s POVThe dream starts the same way it always does.I’m back in the garden behind the Silver Moon pack house. Moonlight spills over the grass like spilled milk, cold and pale. Marcus stands under the willow tree, smiling that slow, oily smile that never reaches his eyes. He’s wearing the same
Ronan’s POVShe runs like someone still expecting to be chased.Not fast. Not reckless. Controlled. Every stride measured, every breath deliberate. She cuts through the pines on the north trail just before dawn, when the mist is thickest and the world is still half-asleep. She thinks no one sees he
Lila's pov The knock on my door comes just after lunch.I’m still in the borrowed sweatpants and T-shirt Maya lent me, hair damp from the quick rinse I took after patrol. When I open it, it’s not Maya or Jace or even Darius.It’s Kade.He stands there in the hallway, arms loose at his sides, black







