CHAPTER 13: YOU WILL BE FINE, ALEX

Alexander

Her cold wrinkled hands held my hands tightly, without her gaze flinching away from mine. "Is it because of the little bunny?"

The Thatchers were the other people I could talk to, they have a very limited knowledge about my nightmares but they knew exactly how I felt.

There was no acting like a tough man with Lady Selene and Sir Carlos. I adjusted uncomfortably in my seat, trying to fight back the burning tears from falling.

"Talk to me, Alex. Don't bottle it up inside, let it out," she said. I broke down, like a broken dam, waiting to overflood the entire environment.

She held me close and rocked me gently, waiting for me to finish up.

"I messed up Mimi," I said, sniffing. "I really messed up badly."

"It's okay child, what did you do?"

"I met a very good woman, a very beautiful one at that. She bears Melissa as well. And all I did to that woman was damage her, emotionally and mentally. I made her remove her babies twice in 6 months because I still believed that I was