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Chapter 35 : Dear Panashe

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Dear Panashe

You most probably do not wish to speak to me or anything of that sort. Unchanging, I'm not quite free from doubt as to how I will get this message across to you. If they do not get across to you that is also fine with me. A little disappointed but I presume, this is good therapy for me. I need to let a lot of things out. In all likely hood, I do not blame you for the way you reacted. You put all your trust in me, trust that I would be only faithful to you. I will not indulge in narcissism and say perhaps 'I'm only a man.'

Yes, I'm only a man but it does not give me the right to set in motion with every woman... I come across. Is it wrong that I feel I wronged you even though you're practically the other woman? That came off as rude... I apologize. I'm heavily saddened because I left without saying goodbye. I left without, embracing you with all the love I feel for you. I left without explaining myself. I'm afraid, I always get sea sick. I have been in my cabin for the l
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