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CHAPTER ELEVEN
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2025-04-19 16:42:48
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MATED TO THE LYCAN KING CHAPTER TWELVE
RILEY I don’t regret this.I don’t regret this.I don’t regret this.I don’t regret this.I don’t regret this.This chant plays non stop in my head as I run out for the fourth time since we got here, to vomit, probably, the last batch of the little food I forced down my throat this morning.I get to the open field in front of the house, race to the root of the tree where the previous contents from my mouth had been disposed.I open my mouth, willing my gag reflex to draw out the vomit. But nothing but a loud belch comes out.I guess my stomach is now emoty after vomiting for three times.Not tgat I had eaten much earlier in the day. The thoughts of the pain that I would see on the delivering woman’s face, all those blood and the bloodied pup, has had my stomach tightened since last night.But when Jude summons me from thr kitchen, which I have returned to and now settled into as my own space, to come have breakfast with him at the dinning, all thoughts of not eating keft my mind. It
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RILEYI did it.After I had coming back from vomiting nothing for the last time, I did the unthinkable.The midwife had finished cleaning up the pup, and had its still form edged on her left arm as she used other hand to wipe out dried blood from the bed. The mother of the pup was nowhere in sight so I guess the other women had taken her to go clean up.On sighting me, the midwife’s expression lights up with what I later realized is the weirdest ideas.She took the little distance separating us, walked towards me and…Handed the pupOverToMe.I had hesitated. But I did it.I took that little male creature into my shaky arms and held him close to my chest.Those tiny hands, the calming scent, those brown eyes.I loved the feeling.Now I am heading towards the living hall to go tell my husband about. I can’t wait to relay to him how my day one of overcoming my fears went. I’ll definitely skip the details of my vomiting spree.Ill focus on the good. How ecstatic I felt while holding th
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RYANMurdering a wolf has never crossed my mind until these past months.I can’t just help but wonder if he will struggle against my grip. Will he shift to fight me back? Will his pathetic pack wipe over the loss of their pathetic Alpha?I see red as I grind my chin. My thoughts are filled with all things bloody, things that align with his murder.I had been doing what I do best.Just watching.Till I saw that lone tear run down her face. Her pretty pretty face.Then I pledge to myself. It is more of an oath that I plan to keep.Even if I bleed.He will pay.RILEYMaybe, I had hurt my head at childbirth, or my doctrines have been built by the weirdest occurrences, but all along in events in my life, I have realized that the way most reacted to things was far from mine.One certain day, during my early years of serving Stefani’s parents, an accident that ended up making me sleep in the chicken cage for two nights took place.I was new to the activity of raising chickens, so I knew almo
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RILEY“Then why do you want to start by knowing what they dislike. Why not what they like?” Theresa squints her eyes in enquiry.That is easy.“Knowing what someone doesn’t like specifically, broadens your chances at doing what they like.”See? I am smart.“Okay, that’s reasonable. It’s just that normal people start from the likes, not the dislikes.”I ignore that thing I hear undertone. There’s an aim, so I press forward.“Yeah, I am far from normal.” My gaze stay fixed on the fire.It might seem like a brag or an intentional act to sound pathetic, but it is the truth. A truth that I have accepted a long time ago.“Well, that I am aware of.” Theresa mutters under her breath. She avoids my eyes as she focuses on stirring the fish soup in the large pot. It takes her a few minutes to be done with stirring, adding more ingredients and stirring again.After what seems like ages, she finally sits. But still, says nothing.“So?” I urge.“Oh. For a second, I had forgotten. Okay, let me thin
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RILEYOperation win my husband’s heart, activated.I borrowed a red skimpy dress from Theresa. When I say skimpy, I mean a way above my knees, almost showing my panties kind of skimpy. After putting it on, I ask to borrow her full length mirror, which she goes inside to get for me, on refusing my entry her room. As my eyes catch my reflection on the mirror, I stare at my half nakedness. It feels awkward walking about in something this short and this shiny.But…Theresa said I look ‘okay’ in it, and my brain interpreted that as I look pretty in it and of course Jude will like it. Besides, the soft blue of my eyes complements the bright redness of the dress.I sway to the left, to observe how it looks at the back. My backside has risen it higher that it is at the front.Goodness.Wait. That is a good thing.I take the hairband which I always have on my left wrist and tie my hair back into a tight ponytail, accentuating my face.You look good. I say to myself. In taking this bold step
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RILEY“Come on in.”My cheeks spread in a big broad smile. Goose pimples engulfing my skin from both his voice and the cold air of the night. The cold air that reminds me of the cold I had endured while pouring water that Theresa had gotten me, on myself, behind the house. To get clean.Jude’s hesitation earlier had scared me. After that grumble, it had gotten so quiet in there, like my presence had brought sleep to him.I was so close to leaving.I am Luna.I twist the knob and place my barefoot on the polished wooden floor of the room, one after the other. I avoid looking at him as I turn to shut the door behind me.Without blinking, I turn and strike that pose. My right hand flies to cup the back of my head, this raises the dress higher, but I ignore it and move my left hand to perch on my hip. I can’t remember if it’s right leg forward and left leg backward. Or the other way round. So I follow my instincts.I take my right forward and place it ahead of my left leg, which I put no
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RILEY“What else would I do for you to reciprocate and give me your love? Hold me in your arms, in your bed? Jude, its been almost a year, and I cant even tell what your favourite food is. I have experienced loneliness almost all my life, and I walked up to you on our wedding day because your eyes spoke promises of companionship. And, oh how I craved that. If only I knew marriage would be this lonely, maybe I would have reconsidered my decision.” I fold my arms and look away from those lying eyes.We are at a garden carpeted by very green and very soft grasses. The scenery is one to live for. The sKY is so blue, and the breeze is soothing, making my hair go here and there.I don’t know how we got here, but I love it here.By we, I mean, myself and the love of my life, Jude.I am in a flower pronted yellow dress that complements the scenery, my hair, I had left flowing. I sit, arms folded, leg stretched out and crossee in an elegant stlye.I feel beautiful.I feel free.The flowers ar
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RILEY“All hail the Alpha.”The gravity of this shout, jolts me to instant awareness, wiping out all sleep remaining in me.Theresa had not lied about everyone being in confusion. I had gotten here a few minutes ago and the murmurs were incomprehensible, but loud. Everybody was talking to somebody, with a tight worried expression on their faces.What is going on? I had asked in my head.On noticing that no one paid attention to my arrival, I moved to my side of the Alpha platform and stood overlooking their discussions and activities.The Men wing, present. The woman wing, fully present, I even saw some familiar faces like Jill who faced about six women, probably giving them the ‘full gist’ of what had happened. Pups, very much absent.Then my husband, the man in my dreams, came to stand on the Alpha platform. And all discussions ceased.Jude raises his hand in silent response to their greetings, but where I’m standing, I can see his face through the help of the crescent hanging lonel
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RILEY Theresa did the bed wrong.So I ended up doing it myself.As I I did the beds, for the first time in a long time, I felt like myself, as I folded my hair in a messy bun at the top of my head, folded the arms of my brown ‘home’ dress, got on my knees and got to work, tilling the ground with a tiny shovel and my hands.With constant visit to the delivery house and my afternoons I spent practicing with Gerald, it had taken me two weeks to till, water, and manure that hard ground, to make it prepared for whatever I put into it.Two weeks seems like a long time, but there is something about doing what you love. There is an unseen kind of pleasure you derive from it. For me, coming back to this space, by evening every day, feels like being given a gold bottle of grape juice after spending a long day in a desert.That calming effect.The chirping of birds and cold air remind me of how early it is as I bend to dodge the branch of a tree that stands like fingers, blocking my path.My p
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RILEYIt has been two months, three weeks since Jude left.It has been two months, one week since I figured that Jude had been cheating on me.Well, I don’t know if I am to regard that as cheating as there is no explicit feelings or even intimate physical touch between us. Well, apart from…that. That intercourse that leaves me hurting in all places.Is it supposed to hurt?After ruminating over it for about a week, it began to feel like he was cheating on her.With me.I felt bad.I still feel bad.But, with the way Beta Stephen said it like a fact that everybody knows, I didn’t let him see how his words affected me. I couldn’t let him see the slight way in which my hands shook from the shock, the way the pulse line in my neck throbbed faster, as I tried to digest the content of what he had being saying.It had taken me a lot of will power to ignore the burn in my eyes and walk out of that room quietly. My head was hurting, my eyes and throat were burning and all I wanted to do was g
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RILEY Nothing, apart from that one night I had come to ask about Jude, has ever brought me to this side of the Base. And even now, as I walk towards Beta Stephen's room, like a sheep to the kill, my focus is too occupied to be bothered about my surrounding.Why am I asked to come to his room?Is this proper?Room. Isn't that supposed to be like something sacred and intimate?Questions. Questions.None answered, but I have this nagging feeling that I will not like the outcome of this. The feeling comes like bitter taste in my throat.I had told no one of the previous words Beta Stephen had spoken to me, as there is obviously no one to tell, and I had also tried hard not to think about it. He had spoken in ambiguous words, so what if I was reading the wrong meaning?And why would someone list over me?Me?Like have you seen me?Okay, I have gotten compliments- from Pa, Casey's ma and Stefani- that I am on the pretty side, but with this pile of long black hair, that sometimes feel impo
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wake up with a start.There is sweat running down my back and I can as well feel goosebumps rising on my legs. I feel weak and it takes me a moment to realize where I am.The kitchen, of course.A ragged sigh leave my chest as I fold back into my resting place.I had vomited a lot today. There had been two very pregnant womene up for delivery and they had fallen into labour almost simultaneously. Being that the midwife could only focus her acre and attention on one, we had to split into group. Cleaning the woman’s sweat was my own duty, as they were fully aware of what a disaster it would be if I was involved with the bloody part of the business.Seeing the woman’s face had given me a whirlwind of emotions, as whike I try to be stong and focus on inanimate objects in the room, the woman wouldn’t just stop wailing.Moved by the ferocity of her screams, I had once barked at the midwife, which I was oaired with, to hasten up. My shout had made the room go sklent. Even the women kept qui
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RILEY I have never been materialistic, or moved by materials, as I don’t remember owning or receiving gifts from anyone. I can also vividly remember that it was in a bid to get me a gift that my Pa ended up the way he ended up. So this overwhelming joy I feel as the pendant hang around my neck, is totally foreign to me. There is a permanent smile plastered on my face as I continuously look down to check if it’s real and not just a play out of my imagination. Beta Stephen is saying something to the crowd, I know. What he is saying, I don’t know. Is this how everybody feels on Winter nights? No wonder the happiness written all over their faces, both Young and old, as they try tone it down and concentrate on listening to Beta Stephen. I don’t blame them. I am not listening too. After getting the information from Gerald that this beautiful thing hanging around my neck is my Winter gift from Jude, my husband, I had grabbed the box, and read a deeper meaning of love and consideratio
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RILEYMy fear continues to manifest.Three days turned into a week, with no word or sight of the love of my life.Slowly, the days have blended into one week. And one week into two.Two weeks of my boredom intensifying and leaving me with the most terrible imaginations of what could have befallen Jude. As often as it comes, I try to cleanse it with positive thoughts.But the bad thoughts won’t just go away.It has someway gotten into my dreams, so that I no longer see Jude and I in rosy, sunshine filled places, where the sun shone very bright and the wind blew very low. No. I now see myself in tight rubber jumpsuits, as a warrior. Always the same costume. And my mission in those dreams are always the same.There is no one giving me this mission, but I see myself going to rescue Jude from all manner of dangerous places.From a fire filled bottomless pit, inhabited by big scary looking dragons. From dark dry desert, where I have to combat with huge dinosaurs that had large noses. From
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RILEYEver heard of the saying that what you fear, taunts you. And as it taunts you, from just your imagination, slowly, without you even realizing it, you breathe life into that fear and it becomes reality.I know this is not how it’s said, but my brain settles with understanding it this way.This happens to me.My fears have become reality.One day passed. Understandable .Two days. I’m still waiting.Now three whole days.And no sign of my husband. I have, earnestly waited for his return. Prayed that he is safe. Hoped that he has all thing under control. Wished to be in his arms every night.These, I have been doing for two full weeks.It’s been three whole days and the only place I am given the liberty to see my husband in in my dreams. In my very lengthy dreams, as all I do these days is wait and sleep.In there, he is more handsome, calmer, speak to me softly, holds me tenderly, looks into my eyes regularly and kisses me very often, in a world where only two of us exist.But in
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RILEYI force a smile, trying to dispose every feeling of awkwardness I had felt when I marched into the room. Okay. The messenger had called it a meeting, but I had thought, maybe, it will be just an official kind of discussion between myself and my husband, while we share breakfast.I was wrong.The room is packed with about twenty hefty Men, the Beta and the Alpha himself. I see no sign of anyone in the same gender as me. So, it is very normal to feel awkward while stepping into such a space.But…I am Luna.So I throw my head higher while stiffening my shoulders as I walk majestically, without hurry, into the space.As I walk, my eyes scan the room. The last time I came in here, I had been so excited about having breakfast with Jude, that ignored my surroundings and paid very little attention to the glaring details of the room. There are about twenty five rows of benches occupying the far left of the room. Or should I say, hall? Just like in the space outside the Base, the Alpha
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RILEY My eyes travel to where Beta Stephen stands. I am eager for response as that would determine a lot of things. From the silence, I don’t even to look at the crowd to feel the tension they feel too. I can bet, I am not alone in this. “The neighboring pack…,” He begins, but stops halfway as Jude’s voice interrupts him. “Stanley Pack?” Is that tension I hear in my Alpha’s voice? I was not even aware that we had a neighboring pack, until now. And how strong could they be to make my powerful man fret at the mention of their name? Stanley pack? What sort of name is that? Well, it is decided. I don’t like them. Don’t ask me why. “Yes. Them. As you all know, I live in very close to the silver store, so I spend most of my time guarding it. At the initial stage of being Beta, I had literally slept in front of it every night, as I was still very anxious at that time.” Beta Stephen had a strong grip on the side of his coat, which he adjusted every second. Am I the o
