Chapter:-2

Allen POV:-

Everyone say If you have money and beauty you can have everything and anything, you can  have everything what you desire.

And what every girl desire, well gold, demand and luxury life. I heard when my housemaid talk about desire of having everything which they see, shope every cloths which they like, have all luxury makeup. Basically it's every women dream to live their life as a Queen.

Beacuse according to them Queen can have everything which a normal girl only can desire and dream.

But  if you ask me then I don't think as same as them, maybe it's because I have everything and I don't find this much importance as they they, for me if you have money and beauty you can  actually have everything like gold, Diamond, luxury cloth and makeup  but you have to pay a big cost for it.

Yes you can't have all those things for free can you? You have to pay and when I talking about paying then it's not just a money but it's more than the money, it's more important than the any Diamond, any Gold, any clothing and any luxury. I always read how people in past fight for the particular thing and some are still fighting beacuse it's their right and it's their basic need.

Yes you are right I am talking about the word "FREEDOM" (which is not only the word but it's more than that), now talking about Freedom which I never have, which is actually never feel.

My mom and dad die when I am one  day old or maybe some hour old and the day I born my mother and father die and  my big brother take me to his care ,he love me like a caring mother and also like a struck  father. For him I am his world and for me he is to. He try to protect me as much as he can.

So when mom and dad die my marriage got fixed to a future leader of XO-gang it's one of the biggest gang in the world and my future husband is seven  year older than me, yes you can laugh if you want like who the hell in this time belive in arrange marriage. For many love is important in marriage and for many money is important for marriage. 

So if talk about myself then yes  I am a future wife of XO-gang leader so my life is little different from other girls, well to whom I am kidding my life is actually hole level different from others girl's.

So I am not allow to talk,not allow to make a friends, not allow to join any social networking site,hell even I am not allow to have my own personal phone when my so called future husband want to talk to me my assistant gave phone to me,yes I have an two assistant his name is Ferry and her boyfriend Jai and both of them are my future husband informer ,if I say he is damn possessive it is understatement because he is ,I am not allow to go anywhere without his permission, some time I fell like I am a prisoner and my brother never say anything about this and n never even ask if I am happy or not?, If I want this or not?

Now you will ask why?

Well it's simple  because

1:- he work for my future husband father  and

2:-It's not safe for me to go anywhere

He loves me I know but his love is not love its like a possession.

But I have to talk to him for my higher studies, I want to become a doctor it's was my mother dream only dream, she always wanted that one her child become a doctor, brother tell me about this so I have to talk to him .

For my dead mother.

"Mmmm hey, Ferry" I called her while knocking my room door which is lock from outside.

"Yes queen" Ferry  answer (oh I didn't tell you guys his all friends and men's call me queen because he is a king)

"I wanted to talk to my brother,can you please inform him" I request (yes I am not allow to go outside my room ,yea you are right my future husband is Creepy).

"Yes my queen please wait" Ferry go to inform my brother while she instruct to  Jai to stay with me.

Yea like I am going to runway, which is I want but it's impossible.

One hour later:-

"My queen your brother is coming" Ferry inform me and I nood my head.

"Thanks Ferry"

"Doll" my brother came(he always call me doll because he say I am looks like one).

"Brother" I basically run towards him and hug him tightly I know my brother is strict nad sometimes don't understand what I want. But he loves me more than anything. For him I am his world.

"What happened doll are you ok?" he ask.

"Brother I want something can you help me" I ask to him while looking toward him with my puppy eyes.

"Doll I can give you anything whatever want ,but doll you  know I can't take every decision of your life, it's impossible for me"

"I know brother but can you  please help me with this one, please"

"Ok tell me what do you want" my brother sign heavily and I smile towards him.

"Brother.... I"

Well he is not going happy with this, is he?

"Yes" he asked again

"I want to become a doctor "

Ok I think it's not a good idea at all beacuse their is pin drop silence inside my room.

"YOU WHAT"

I fitch when he scream Ferry and Jai see me with a wide eyes and Ferry take his phone and go outside to the room,oh no he is going to tell him.

"Brother p-plea"

"SHUT-UP ALLEN" he scream again

"But bright it's my dream, it's our mother dream" I try to make him understand while crying, he need to understand my dream our mother dream.

"WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO SEE THE DREAMS I DON'T HAVE PERMISSION TO TOUCH YOU,IF I HAVE I DEFINITELY SLAP YOU,YOUR ONLY DREAM IS BECOME A WIFE AND LOVE YOUR HUSBAND"

How can he say something like that, I never ask anything to him, to my  fucking husband and when I want he think it's stupid beacuse he can't help me. Beacuse he don't have any power, he is my brother, I am his only sister. Isn't it's his responsibility to protect me, to protect my dream.

"YOU ARE NOT ALLOW TO CALL ME SOME STUPID REASON ON NOW, DO YOU UNDERSTAND"

"Y-Yes brother"

"Great" he kiss my forehead and leave the room.

And I just sit on my bed and start sobbing, what I am going to do now?

How I am going fulfil my dead mother only dream, why I am this weak.

I just have one wish nothing more nothing less, I am not even allow to do anything which any normal person  do in their life, I am just a  fucking doll who is only good for please some fucking future leader.

"My queen ,king wants to talk to you" Ferry back to my room and hand me a phone ,great now I am dead.

"H-hello"

"Hello my beautiful future wife how are you my baby doll"

"I am fine"

"Excuse me baby?" I Fitch

"I am fine love"