Vin. (Warning: Mature content. Do not read if uncomfortable)I gently lay Eva on the bed and lie beside her. We are facing each other and I take my time to admire her. Eva is shaking and her breaths are extremely ragged.She's nervous."I will wait, baby. As long as you are with me, I will wait till you are ready" I softly kiss her forehead and she tentatively wraps her arms around my neck."I want you to make me yours, Vin. Please, make me yours" Her shaky voice murmurs. Looking into Eva's eyes weakens me and I don't think I will ever say no to her."You are mine, honey. You were mine the first day I saw you" As much as I want to claim her, I don't think she is ready. I know Eva and I can tell when she is worried about something.Eva feels pressured. She thinks she will lose me if I don't claim her. She did the same thing when I was about to leave the orphanage."Don't you want me, Vin? Am I not good like the rest? "Fuck! Her eyes start watering and I don't know what to do. Is she
Vin. I kiss the hair of the sleeping girl in my arms and gently smile down at her. She is God sent. This world might have denied me everything but I am glad I found her at my darkest. It's already eight in the morning and she still appears asleep. I can't blame her though, we did sleep late yesterday. Gently pulling away from her, I slowly walk to the bathroom for my morning routine. This would be the most late I have ever woken up. My waking up time is always 5 am. I spent an hour in the gym, another hour getting ready and exactly at seven, I am off to work until 4 pm. Then the remaining hours till midnight, are used to handle the other business. I think I will have to rearrange my schedule though. I need to give her more of my time too. After comfortably dressing up in a plain white T-shirt and dark sweatpants, I trudge downstairs with the intent of preparing Eva's breakfast before she wakes up.Since we missed dinner, I am sure she will be starving when she wakes up. We never
Eva. I slowly get up as soon as Vin leaves the room. Yesterday was tense. I feel so stupid and embarrassed when I remember how foolish my actions were. I don't know if he forgave me yet. Maybe seducing him wasn't enough reason for him to trust me again. I can't lose Vin, and I can't stand the thought of him hating me or him not trusting me as before. Fuck, I can't repeat that. Goodness! How will I face everyone in the house? They must think I am some freak.Getting out of bed, I slowly trudge to the bathroom for a short shower. Vin was right not claiming me just yet. We weren't ourselves yesterday and I am happy he was patient enough with me. Better still, at least I acquired my first orgasm from the man I love. Since I don't have school today, I pray Vin will be out working because I need a little time to myself. That won't be a problem though, Vin goes to the company every day, from Monday to Monday. I hate to see the disappointment in his eyes when he looks at me this morning
Eva. With a deep sigh, I place my glass of wine back on the coffee table. I hate him. I clench my fists as I stare at the television in pure disgust. Vincenzo Leone is on the news again. Is there any day he is not? Today he has a famous actress on his arm, attending an industry trade show in Los Angeles. The CEO of the Leone chain of hotels. I don't know how he achieved all that in five years and I don't care. He is known as the billionaire bachelor every woman is fantasizing about. A stupid billionaire that fucks anything in sight. I didn't even know how harshly I was clutching the remote in my hand until my nails nips at my palm. He abandoned me. He fucking ruined my life. All the promises were just white lies. Maybe I was only some nuisance in his life. A pest he couldn't wait to get rid of. 'Baby, hold on for just a little while, okay?' 'I love you, Eva, always will' 'I will come back for you, wait for me, please' 'Take this, when you feel lonely just pretend I am here
Eva. "Eva" That voice. No. I shake my head trying to convince myself maybe I heard him wrong but the guy takes off his mask and I take a stumbling step backward. It can't be him. He gets up and starts approaching me and my hold on the gun tightens. My hands are shaking and I can vividly hear the sound of my heartbeat. "Don't come any closer" I grit out, forcing myself not to cry. No, don't cry Eva, you are strong. You have to be. I dig my teeth into my bottom lip and ignore the taste of blood on my tongue. It's different seeing him on TV. He is no longer the boy I fell in love with. The boy that I considered my only family. He is all I knew, he was there when I was cold, and he gave me his food when I was hungry. He shielded me from all the bullies in that horrible place. When his time came, he promised to come back for me, he said I should wait for him. I waited but he never came. Someone else did. The person who turned me into a monster. A fucking killer. "I have been l
Vincenzo. She is different. She is far from the girl I used to know. The first time I saw Eva in that crappy orphanage, She was ten. She had a small form that made everyone bully her. During meals, other kids would easily take her share and she would stay hungry for days. Eva could not defend herself and unfortunately, no one gave a damn about the kid's welfare. The management of that place were greedy bastards who took advantage of the resources the kids were supposed to benefit from. I had witnessed how she was being treated and I felt bad. One day I went to talk to her and she appeared out of life. She was so weak and had already given up. She had a knife held on her wrist and if I arrived any second later, she would have died that day. The next day, Eva saw me approach her and her beautiful blue eyes stared at me with fear. She thought I was there to hurt her like the rest of the kids did until I gave her my food. She didn't object but cautiously ate it. She was hungry and
Vin I slowly walk behind her still awed. I keep forgetting she is not a kid anymore. She is now a big girl and I like everything I'm looking at. The little dress perfectly hugs her hourglass figure and it hurts knowing she is giving me a silent treatment. Her steps are calculated, like a model on a runway. She has a gold anklet on her left leg and damn! I quickly fall in step with her to scare away all the lustful eyes directed at her.Her eyes search the bar and cuss when she sees a blonde lady behind it. Was she expecting someone? "Will you drive me home? My ride left and I'm not familiar with taxis yet" She whispers and I smile behind my mask. Her voice is so delicate and serene. It is as if she would hurt her voice codes if she spoke any louder. My hands itch to touch her hair, it's fuller and more radiant than before. I want to grab her ass and reclaim her again. Either way, Eva is mine. She was my first kiss, and since then, I have never kissed anyone else."Do you maybe w
Eva I chuckle stepping in the cold shower. Vin is such a whore. I was testing him but it appears he makes me weak as well. He has a big effect on me. Fuck! his angry face when he gripped my neck. I couldn't stop imagining him in me. Pounding deeper and harder. Is he relieving himself right now? I can still feel his hard body on mine. Damn, the heat radiating from him was so intense. And fuck me! was he hard?I hate him for making me feel this powerless. I hate him for making me want him like I have never wanted something or anyone. I hate Vin for making me this wet without having to touch me.He came back but he was still late. All I wanted was to get out of that damn place. I wanted to be where he was. I didn't care if he had nothing as long as he was with me. That place was wretched, and if he came for me, no one would have noticed I was missing. His biggest mistake was allowing me to meet Ivan. That man is bad news and I know what will happen if a rumor reaches him that a man