MasukPAIN. To hurt; to put to bodily uneasiness or anguish; to render uneasy in mind. Dylan Blake couldn’t understand why his heart felt pain as he watched Anna fall to the ground. He had ignored his human conscience of preventing the incident just so he could have fun watching her get hurt. She had played with his mind and he hated that she looked like his ex.
But instead of a feeling of excitement at the scene that played before him, he could feel his heart squeeze in pain and it was heart wrenching. Why did his new heart react against his wish? He really wanted an answer to that as he was beginning to find it bothersome.
Dylan hated how thoughts of him beating up the blonde guy that bumped into her, crosses his mind. He stares at her long enough till her head snaps towards his direction.
Her hazel eyes had a challenging look, but also a bit of embarrassment. Against his wishes, he found himself walking towards her and when he was right in her face, places his left palm on her cheek.
“Are you okay?” Dylan stares at her with concern in his blue eyes but this all felt wrong to him. He wasn’t attracted to her, so why was he concerned. Some seconds later, he takes a step back and drives his fingers through his brown hair.
Anna was still amazed that she hadn’t even uttered a word, talk less of leaving the spot. Confusion covered her hazel eyes as she stares at the maniac in front of her. She considers him a maniac because he wasn’t acting normal around her. She knew he didn’t like her, but couldn’t understand the reason behind his recent gesture. Was he trying to flirt or what?
“What was that?” she speaks up when she was finally able to put some words together.
“I lost focus for a minute, excuse me.” Never was he to do something he hadn’t thoroughly processed, but now he was bewildered at the fact that he had acted without thinking through. Dylan couldn’t bear to face her any longer as he turns around and walks away, not just from her presence, but from the building.
Anna watches the good-looking masculine figure retreat from her presence as she wonders what was going on in his head. He looked calculative from the first time they had met at her office, but right now she was beginning to have second doubts. Maybe, just maybe, he always acted on impulse.
Not interested in exercising anymore, she heads back to the locker room to pick up her bag and drives off from the gym. The drive back home was short and in a few minutes, she was entering her driveway. After parking her Lexus, as she steps down, she couldn’t help but admire the flowers in her mini garden and as she takes in the beauty of mother nature, her attention slowly drifts to the red SUV parked in the driveway of her rude neighbor.
“He must be in.” Anna mutters under her breath as she walks into her apartment. She throws her black gym bag to one of the couches in the living room as she drags herself to her empty fridge. She opens it and grabs a bottle of cold water. That was all she ever kept inside the fridge and it was quite disappointing. She didn’t have groceries inside it as she preferred take-out more to cooking herself.
Or maybe she could just say her cooking wasn’t something often considered edible.
It wasn’t long after that she was in her driveway, unlocking her car as she locks the door to her apartment, getting ready to head to work.
“I guess you were the one who beat me in getting this apartment.” A familiar voice she had been hearing too often sends goosebumps through her skin as she silently prayed it wasn’t the same voice she had encountered this morning.
Anna slowly turns around to find the same cold blue eyes stare at her with a pissed and irritated look that was later replaced with a shocking expression. What was he doing on her porch?
“Why are you here?” She asks him, while trying to look unfazed.
“I could ask you the same.” Dylan speaks up with seriousness and from his tone, Anna could tell that he was angry at her.
Why?
“Isn’t it obvious? I live here Mr. Blake.” She says rolling her eyes as she walks towards her car.
“Why here of all places?” Dylan’s gaze and seriousness doesn’t drop a little as he follows Anna to her car, hoping to get a reply from her.
“Because if feels more familiar to me. Why am I even answering you?” Anna had her hands on her waist as she stares at the confused guy in front of her. His blue eyes kept trying to read her like he was hoping to get some kind of reaction from her but when he doesn’t get it, his stoic and rude gaze is back on.
She was seeing his mood swing too often and it was starting to get disturbing. Anna was yet to get an answer as to why he was in her driveway.
“You still haven’t answered why you’re here.”
“I just moved in next-door and it’s no surprise you pissed me off on our first encounter.” Dylan stares at her one last time before walking away, leaving Anna’s mouth hanging. It wasn’t hard to believe that he was the same rude guy she had tried to befriend on the day he first arrived but the only question that kept echoing in her head was why it had to be him of all people.
He was still a stranger to her about a week ago and if she was to consider their encounters along with her believe in destiny, she wasn’t liking how this was going.
She enters her car and drives off to the hospital, already to get her day started and in approximately fifteen minutes, she was entering the familiar hallway that led to her office.
“Morning miss Davenport.” Macy, Anna’s assistant was seated at the entrance of Anna’s office with two cups of drinks in front of her- a hot coffee and an iced Americano.
She was just the best in Anna’s eyes as she knew Anna had often started her day with a cold drink.
“You’re looking good as usual Macy,” She compliments her hard-working assistant as she picks up her drink from the table.
“Thanks for this, in exchange, I owe you dinner.” Anna winks at the already excited blondie in front of her and just smiles at her before entering her office and putting on her white coat.
Still getting settled in, a quick knock on her door, diverts her eyes towards the direction of the sound. Macy walks in with a shy expression and from experience, Anna knew she was about to say something she wasn’t going to like.
“Just spill it Macy.” she says already sighing without hearing a word yet.
“Dr. Malcom asked that you fill in for him in the emergency meeting between the head of departments. It’s apparently his off today.” She says with a sheepish smile plastered on her face.
Dr. Malcom was the head of the psychiatry department and whenever he was on his off days, he had often transferred some of his duties to me and today was no exception.
“Thanks. What time is it?” there was no way out as someone had to represent the department and it seemed like it was going to be her.
“About ten minutes from now. You don’t have any scheduled appointment till an hour time.” Macy smiles at Anna before exiting the room.
The last time she had attended such a meeting, she had dozed off and ended up embarrassing herself, so she silently hoped today was going to turn out different.
She enters the meeting room and already saw some of the doctors seated while interacting with one another. Anna wasn’t particularly a loner, but she didn’t really have any friends in the hospital. They were all just colleagues that never met outside for personal reasons.
After some minutes pass by, the room gets filled up and as someone walks up to the center of the room, everywhere became utterly quiet.
“We’ll be having a new director of the hospital and he has decided to introduce himself to everyone.” The middle-aged speaker, steps aside as a young man in his early thirties approach the center of the room.
Anna was seated at the back of the room but the distance wasn’t enough to prevent her from seeing those familiar brown hair and blue eyes she was stating to grow accustomed to. He looked the same like when he had walked into her office. Irritated and moody and everyone could possibly tell that he wasn’t liking he fact that he was presently here.
He grabs the microphone from the person that had spoken earlier as his eyes searched through everyone seated in the background.
“I’m Dylan Blake, the new director of this hospital.” Dylan speaks up as a smirk appears on his well-defined good-looking face when his strong and intense gaze stops on Anna Davenport.
What Anna couldn’t phantom was the fact that her patient had turned out to be her boss in less than a week.
DISMAY. Consternation and distress, typically caused by something unexpected. A feeling of disappointment or sadness. Driven by the devastating revelation that Josh was not only Dylan's doctor but his death was connected to Dylan, Anna hurriedly returned to her apartment—Hannah's old residence. While the police had concluded their investigation into the recent break-in as an unsuccessful search for valuables, Anna's intuition (and her new information about Hannah) told her otherwise. As she walked over towards her apartment, the cold dread in her stomach coiled tighter with every step. The familiar route to her neighbourhood felt alien now, haunted by the ghost of Hannah and the tragic spectre of Josh.She walked up to her apartment building. It was a cozy, tree-lined street, the kind of place you moved to for quiet comfort. It was also, she now knew, the final, desperate refuge of Hannah McCall.She entered her apartment. It was clean—the police had done a thorough job dusting for
FATE. The development of events beyond a person's control, regarded as determined by a supernatural power; an inevitable and often tragic end. Having survived the frightening split, Anna refused to abandon Dylan. She was determined to understand the origin of his trauma—the deep childhood wounds that amplified the betrayal. As Dylan slowly emerged from his depressive state, he revealed the core of his BPD, the result of parental emotional abandonment and manipulation, leading Anna to realize that the monster was merely a frightened boy shaped by a cruel, predetermined fate.The day after the explosion was filled with the oppressive silence of a fragile truce. Dylan woke up guilty and ashamed. The memory of his rage was hazy, but the feeling of having hurt Anna was crystal clear.He found her in the kitchen, making coffee, her movements tired but deliberate. He stood in the doorway, unable to meet her gaze."I'm going to find another place to stay," he mumbled, running a hand over his
FRIGHTEN. To make someone afraid or anxious; to cause fear in a profound or sudden way. Following Liam’s confession, Dylan was engulfed by an intense, destructive BPD episode. The betrayal triggered a full 'split,' turning his world instantly from black-and-white to a terrifying monochrome of hatred and self-loathing. Anna was forced to confront the violent reality of his illness, stepping fully into the role of psychiatrist to de-escalate a situation that was genuinely frightening, all while wrestling with the overwhelming knowledge of his pain.The massive, mahogany desk that had absorbed Dylan's rage stood between him and Anna, a silent witness to the chaos. The dent in the wood was a physical manifestation of the mental fracture that had just occurred. Dylan was hyperventilating, his back still turned to her, his rigid posture screaming panic and self-hatred.Anna knew instinctively that the immediate threat of violence was over, having been directed at Liam. Now, the violence was
TEMPORARY. Lasting for only a limited period of time, not permanent. The happiness of her new, real relationship with Dylan was violently short-lived. A sudden domestic moment, intended to solidify their bond, instead became the catalyst for a horrifying discovery. Anna was jolted into full awareness of the tangled web that connected Hannah, Dylan, and Liam, realizing that the perfect twin’s guilt was far deeper than she had imagined.Anna was finally staying at Dylan’s apartment full-time, her few boxes of belongings a quiet invasion of his perfectly minimal, expensive space. They had established a comfortable rhythm, their relationship functioning as a quiet, protective bubble against the chaos of the outside world.One rainy Saturday afternoon, they decided to spend the day indoors. Dylan was determined to show Anna his "domestic" side."I'm reorganizing my library," he announced, holding up a massive, leather-bound volume of obscure 19th-century medical texts. "It's chaotic. And I
SURREAL. Having the qualities of surrealism; bizarre, dreamlike, or fantastic; seemingly detached from reality. Anna’s life had fractured into two distinct realities: the private, intense, and ethically questionable relationship with Dylan, and the public, professional role as the director’s "girlfriend." Returning to work, she found herself inhabiting a dreamlike world where her identity as a dedicated doctor was now overshadowed by her celebrity status, making every interaction feel bizarre and detached from the professional life she once knew.Anna walked through the glass doors of G.L Hospital, the same place she had walked into every weekday for the past one year, but the atmosphere was dramatically different. The sterile, fluorescent-lit halls now felt like the stage of a play she hadn't auditioned for. The nurses at the front desk, usually immersed in charts and patient intake, looked up in unison. Their whispers, though hushed, were impossible to ignore: “It’s her.” “The direc
YEARNING. A feeling of intense longing for something. The fake engagement, now given a genuine emotional core, quickly blurred into a fragile reality with Dylan yearning for more. Dylan and Anna were living a lie that felt more real than their actual lives. While both clung to the denial that they were simply 'strategizing,' their bodies and actions betrayed the intense, unspoken longing that defined their days: the yearning for a future that wasn't shadowed by secrets, BPD, or professional constraints.The media frenzy began the moment photos of Dylan and Anna at the gala—her hand on his arm, his head bent intimately towards hers on the balcony—hit the morning papers. The headlines were a mix of fawning praise and barely concealed skepticism. The Director’s Enigmatic Bride-to-Be. Blake's Sudden Vow: A Cure for Scandal?Dylan and Anna held a sterile, post-gala meeting in his hospital office, surrounded by stacks of magazines and printouts of social media chatter."It worked," Dylan st







