تسجيل الدخولI last exactly three days, three days of avoiding the northern woods, three days of pretending I'm not curious, three days of replaying the council meeting on a loop, wondering why Elder Mara looked like she'd seen a ghost.
On the morning of the fourth day, I give up. Curiosity, I've learned, works a lot like hunger ignore it long enough and it just gets louder. The sun's barely up when I slip out of the village. Mist hangs low between the trees, turning the forest into a maze of silver shadows. The world feels quiet. Not silent a forest is never actually silent. Birds call from somewhere overhead, leaves rustle, and nearby a squirrel is loudly, personally offended by the existence of another squirrel. Nature, doing its thing. But the deeper north I go, the more that changes. Fewer sounds, Colder air, Dimmer light under the thickening canopy. By the time I cross the old boundary markers, there's an uncomfortable knot sitting in my stomach. The northern woods have always had a reputation. Kids get warned off. Hunters skip certain trails. Stories cling to this place like cobwebs stories I always figured were nonsense. I'm starting to reconsider that. A crow lands on a branch nearby, black eyes locked on me. Watching. "Don't start," I tell it. It tilts its head like it's considering a comeback. "Whatever mysterious forest nonsense you're involved in, I want no part of it." The crow takes off, clearly offended. "Good," I mutter. The forest doesn't answer. I keep walking. The trees get older the deeper I go massive, ancient trunks rising up like pillars in some forgotten cathedral, roots twisting across the ground, moss over everything. The air smells damp and earthy. Old. Very old. About an hour in, I find what I'm looking for. Tracks several sets, crossing a patch of soft ground near a stream. I crouch down, my heart picking up speed. Wolf tracks. Large ones. But not Blackthorn wolves I've spent enough time around hunters to know the difference. The spacing's off. Uneven. Almost like whatever made them wasn't used to walking on four legs. A chill runs down my spine. I lean in closer and notice something worse. The tracks just stop. One print, then nothing like whatever made them vanished mid-stride. That's not possible. Animals don't disappear without a trace. I check the area anyway. No scent. No broken branches. No more prints. Just empty forest — and that feeling of being watched, back again. Stronger this time. I stand slowly. "Hello?" The word sounds ridiculous the second it leaves my mouth. Nobody answers. Wind sweeps through the trees, leaves whispering overhead, and for a few seconds nothing. Then: crack. A branch snaps somewhere behind me. I spin around, pulse jumping. Nothing there. Just shadows, trees, mist. Somehow the forest feels bigger all of a sudden, and I feel very, very small. "Right." I start backing away. "Time to leave." Probably the first sensible decision I've made all week. Naturally, fate doesn't reward sensible decisions. A low growl rolls through the trees. I freeze. It came from my left — no, my right — no, everywhere, moving with the wind like it doesn't want to be pinned down. Another growl follows. Closer. Deeper. There's something underneath it that isn't quite animal. Almost human. My mouth goes dry. I reach for the hunting knife at my belt, and it suddenly feels like a very small comfort. Then the forest goes completely silent. No birds. No insects. Nothing. Every instinct I have is screaming at me to move. I don't know why. I just know I need to. I turn and nearly walk straight into someone. I stumble back, my heart slamming. A figure stands less than ten feet away. A woman, or something close enough to one tall, pale, wrapped in a dark cloak that seems to blend into the shadows around her like it belongs there. Long white hair falls over her shoulders. Her eyes are silver, like moonlight caught on water. I have no idea how she got that close without making a sound. She studies me, calm, unreadable not hostile, not friendly. Just watching. "You're trespassing." Her voice is quiet, but it carries clean through the trees like it doesn't need to be loud. Of all the things I expected to run into out here, an irritated stranger wasn't high on the list. "I could say the same thing." One eyebrow lifts. Apparently that's not the answer she expected. "Could you?" "Seems fair." Her face stays unreadable for a long moment. Then, just for a flicker, something like amusement crosses it gone almost as fast as it came. "What pack are you from?" she asks. Something tells me to lie. I don't know why. Unfortunately, I've never been much good at it. "Blackthorn." The amusement disappears. Completely. Like watching sunlight vanish behind a storm front. She goes still. Dangerously still. "Blackthorn," she repeats. Not a question. My unease deepens. "Why?" She studies me longer than she needs to like she's searching for something, or confirming it. Then she looks away, toward the deeper woods, toward somewhere I can't see. "Leave." "What?" "Go back to your pack." Her tone's shifted there's real urgency in it now. "You're not safe here." Before I can ask anything else, a distant howl cuts through the trees. Her head snaps up, and for the first time, actual alarm crosses her face. A second howl answers it. Then a third. Closer. Much closer. She curses under her breath. "What is that?" I ask. She ignores me. "Run." "What?" "Run." The word cracks through the forest like a whip. The growl from before is back, and this time it's not hiding,it's close, very close. Branches shake. Something big is moving through the trees, fast, too fast. I feel the blood drain out of my face. The woman steps in front of me, silver eyes fixed on the dark. Whatever's coming, she's afraid of it — and that scares me more than anything else so far, because something tells me this isn't a woman who scares easily. Then, from the shadows between the trees, two eyes open. Glowing, with Crimson red, Watching us, Unblinking, Hungry.That night, I dream. At first I don't realize it's a dream everything feels too real. The cold under my feet. The scent of stone and earth. Somewhere far off, water dripping in a slow, steady rhythm. I'm standing inside a vast cavern. Darkness stretches in every direction, the ceiling swallowed by shadow. Ancient pillars rise out of the ground like the trunks of enormous trees; some cracked, some collapsed entirely, and yet the cavern still stands, like something refuses to let it fall. I turn slowly. My footsteps echo, traveling farther than they should, and the silence that follows feels wrong. Watching. Waiting. A strange pressure settles over me. Not fear recognition. Like I've been here before, somehow, somewhere. Then I hear it. Clink. A metallic sound, soft and distant. I follow it deeper into the cavern, the air growing colder with every step. Another sound. Clink. Then another. Chains. The realization lands all at once I'm hearing chains. Massive ones, thick as tree
"You're smiling." I stop smiling immediately. Lyra steps out from between the trees, boots caked in mud, her braid half undone like she's spent the last hour hunting through the forest. She takes one look at me and crosses her arms. "You disappeared." "I went for a walk." "You disappeared." "Feels like we're repeating ourselves." "Good. That means you're finally understanding." I sigh. There's no point arguing once Lyra gets into this particular mood she gets annoyingly reasonable. Her eyes sweep over me — the dirt-covered clothes, the scratches on my arms, the torn sleeve, the general look of someone who just lost a fight with a hillside. "What happened?" "I fell." "You look like you lost a war." "It was a very aggressive hill." She stares. I stare back. Eventually she pinches the bridge of her nose. "One day you're going to tell me the truth." "Today isn't that day." It slips out before I can stop it, and I regret it instantly. Lyra notices. Of course she does. Som
The crimson eyes don't blink. They hang there between the trees, motionless, impossibly bright against the gloom.I'm rooted to the spot. Every instinct tells me to look away. Every instinct tells me to run. Instead, I stare. Whatever's out there stares back.The white-haired woman steps forward not far, just enough to put herself between me and it. It's a small movement, but it carries the kind of quiet confidence that says she's stood between danger and other people plenty of times before."Leave," she says again. This time she's not talking to me.The creature answers with a low growl that vibrates through the ground under my feet. My stomach tightens yet she doesn't move an inch.For several long seconds, neither side does. The tension feels physical, like a rope pulled too tight and waiting to snap.Then it steps forward, and a shape pulls itself out of the shadows.At first glance it looks like a wolf. At second glance, it looks like nothing I've ever seen. The limbs are too lon
I last exactly three days, three days of avoiding the northern woods, three days of pretending I'm not curious, three days of replaying the council meeting on a loop, wondering why Elder Mara looked like she'd seen a ghost. On the morning of the fourth day, I give up. Curiosity, I've learned, works a lot like hunger ignore it long enough and it just gets louder. The sun's barely up when I slip out of the village. Mist hangs low between the trees, turning the forest into a maze of silver shadows. The world feels quiet. Not silent a forest is never actually silent. Birds call from somewhere overhead, leaves rustle, and nearby a squirrel is loudly, personally offended by the existence of another squirrel. Nature, doing its thing. But the deeper north I go, the more that changes. Fewer sounds, Colder air, Dimmer light under the thickening canopy. By the time I cross the old boundary markers, there's an uncomfortable knot sitting in my stomach. The northern woods have always had a
The rain doesn't stop until sunset. By then, Blackthorn Pack has settled back into its usual rhythm smoke curling from stone chimneys, lanterns glowing behind cabin windows, the smell of roasted meat drifting through the village on a cool evening breeze.For most people, that's comforting. For me, it's just another reminder that everyone else seems to belong somewhere.I walk the muddy path between buildings with my hands shoved in my pockets. A few pack members nod as I pass. Some smile politely. Others suddenly find something very interesting to look at that isn't me. I'm never sure which bothers me more the pity or the discomfort. Neither feels great.The village square sits at the heart of Blackthorn territory. Kids chase each other around a weathered stone fountain while the older wolves huddle under wooden awnings, waiting out the last of the drizzle. Laughter spills from the tavern. Someone's playing a fiddle badly and enthusiastically. It drifts through the evening air warm,
The rain starts before dawn. By midday it's settled into a steady, stubborn drizzle, the kind that turns the training grounds into a field of churned mud and makes everything smell like wet pine and bad decisions. I'm flat on my back, staring at the clouds. They stare back. Gray. Unbothered. At least they're consistent l everyone else in my life keeps changing their mind about me. A ring of faces blocks out the sky above me. Some look amused. Some look embarrassed on my behalf. A few don't bother hiding the disappointment. I'm getting good at reading disappointment well I've had a lot of practice. "Again." Of course it's Garrick. Training Master Garrick has exactly three moods; angry, disappointed, and disappointed while angry and today he seems determined to hit all three before lunch. I let out a breath through my nose. My ribs ache. My shoulder is filing a formal complaint. For one glorious, tempting second I consider just staying here. Let them build a monument. Here lies Kae







