EIGHTY NINE

- ACE -

I may not know if this is me addressing my feelings but I’m doing it anyway. I couldn’t sleep. My wife was on my mind most of the night. I used my insomnia to read everything the doctor sent to me as well a few paperwork and when I finally managed to fall asleep, I woke up way too early. Although it made me put preparations in place to meet the needs of my wife. For some reason, all of a sudden, it feels less weighty to refer to her by that and I can’t tell if I hate it yet or not.

I’d rather not define this new thing I feel. Not yet. It’s still very new to me. It’s very odd. Never have I wanted to help the person I wanted to destroy before. Maybe my character may switch later but till then, I will just do what I know I won’t come to overthink about later. As silly as it will be.

Lorelei is standing right in front of me. How she manages to put on a wolf mask each time she’s around me is starting to be amusing. If anything, I somewhat enjoy the bittersweet feeling. It’s