CHAPTER 191

JOSH's POV

The ball hit the ground before bouncing back up at me. I gripped it in my hands, bent my knees and shoot it towards the basket.

It soared through the air and hit the rim, fell to the ground without ever touching the net.

I missed.

I always miss.

I've been trying to learn how to play this fucking game but I didn't know why I couldn't master it.

I dribbled the ball a few more times and took another shot.

Another miss.

I brought a girl back to Yoo-Mi's place and fucked her. Probably the lowest point of my life. Everything was just too much. But that girl couldn't get off my mind. I didn't even get her name. And she didn't tell me that she was a fucking virgin.

It sounded insane to me but I realized it wasn't just sex with her. There was a level of intimacy I never experienced with any other woman, even with Yoo-Mi.

I couldn't forget how the way she arched her back whenever she was near, the way she always tried to clamp her legs together if it weren't for me holding them down.