CHAPTER 37

When I got home, I took a long shower and let the steaming hot water washed Jeonghan off of me. “I love you babe.” I could still hear him say it before I drifted off in his arms. I could still feel him, on my skin and between my legs and in my head, and I don’t know what to do about it.

And slowly, as the endorphins fade away, the panic sets in.

　　He didn’t say anything, he didn’t promise me anything and it really breaks my heart. What would I expect anyway?

　　After I tossed on a warm pair of pajamas, I laid down on my bed. I blushed, remembering spreading myself apart for Jeonghan, that sound he made when he looked at me with undisguised, untamed, predatory lust on his face, and then what came next, Oh my god!

　　I closed my eyes trying to calm the warm feeling that rises in my chest when I think of him, holding me in his arms and kissing my whole body and mumbling against the top of my head that I was important to him.