FAZER LOGINLife became a delicate routine.
Dawn: wake up before dawn in the cold servants' chambers; put on the gray uniform; have breakfast in silence with other junior maids who barely paid attention to me; there were a few who looked at my growing belly with curiosity or pity. A young girl called Tessa who could not have been older than nineteen finally came to talk to me on the eighth day. “Are you the river girl? The one they rescued?” “Yes, they call me Isla.” Tessa watched me silently for some time. "You are lucky, you know. Nobody else from outside would have been welcomed here. Least of all, pregnant women. They didn't bring you here out of some mercy of King Hale’s but thanks to the certainty of their healers that you'd have died otherwise... And thanks to the river being ours." "I don't feel lucky in the slightest," I admitted. She smiled a little. "No one does. Not with our king like he is." Later that night, lying on the bed in the servants' quarters, I put both hands on my belly, feeling the movements of my baby inside me. "Who are we?" I whispered. "What did we used to be before the water washed everything away from us?" Silence. One lone cry of a patrol wolf in the distance behind the castle walls. However, after only two weeks of my work, everything changed. My task was to bring a tray of herbal tea and cloths to those healers who had been posted outside the king’s rooms. I could feel a quiver pass through my fingers when I approached the huge double doors made of dark wood and adorned with crescent moons. There were guards on either side of the door; their expression was serious and watchful. “Who’s this? The new girl? Isla?” one of them asked me. “Yes,” I said. “Put the tray on the side table. Don’t speak. Don’t stop. Don’t even peak if the doors open.” As I put the tray down, the doors swung open to release the old healer. In that one instant before they shut again, I caught a glimpse of the chambers. An enormous bed. White sheets. A towering figure who was motionless. Dark hair on pale pillows. The strong jawline. The rising and falling of a muscular chest almost imperceptibly. King Hale Cross. Some part of my forgotten heart turned on its axis. I looked away instantly, but the image was seared into my mind forever. By the time I got back to the servant’s hallway, my hands were trembling so much that I had to hold them against my stomach. The baby kicked harshly, almost as if angry. “I know,” I whispered. “I felt it too.” That night, sleep refused to come. I lay awake listening to the soft breathing of the other maids, one hand resting on the curve of my belly where the child moved restlessly. Questions circled endlessly in my mind. Who was I before the river? Why did the sight of a man I had never met make my chest ache with something that felt dangerously close to grief… or longing? And why, when I closed my eyes, did I sometimes see flashes of silver light, of a cliff’s edge, of a woman’s cruel laughter, and of a golden warmth that had once wrapped around me like a promise? The answers stayed locked behind the wall of my broken memory. I was Isla now. A maid in a palace ruled by a sleeping king. A mother to a child whose father I could not remember. And somewhere deep inside the white silence of my mind, something dark and painful continued to stir waiting for the day it would finally wake. The next morning arrived gray and heavy, as if the sky itself was holding its breath. I was in the laundry room folding fresh linens when hurried footsteps echoed down the corridor. Mira, the same nurse who had given me the name Isla, appeared in the doorway, her usual calm expression replaced by sharp urgency. “Isla. Come with me. Now.” I dropped the sheet I was holding. “What’s wrong?” “One of the senior attendants assigned to King Hale collapsed an hour ago. High fever. Possible infection from the poison residue. The others are either already exhausted or refuse to enter the chamber for longer than a few minutes.” She stepped closer, lowering her voice. “The head of the infirmary needs someone immediately. Someone clean. Someone steady. Someone who won’t panic.” My heart began to race. “You mean… me?” “You’re the only one left who hasn’t been inside that room for extended periods. And you’re pregnant your scent is milder, less threatening to a weakened Alpha. The head healer requested you specifically.” Mira’s eyes held mine. “You don’t have a choice, Isla. The king’s condition is deteriorating. If we leave him without constant care..” “I understand,” I whispered. I didn’t understand at all. But I followed her.“Some of the oldest blood-mages. Certain royal families. And those who possess forbidden knowledge of memory magic.”Hale's eyes narrowed.“Could someone from Blackthorn Pack do it?”“Possibly.”“Bonen?”Vespera shook her head.“I don't know.”I stared at the floor.“I remember someone saying the king must never remember.”Hale's expression darkened.“That means whoever erased your memory knew who I was.”“Yes.”“And they knew about the child.”I nodded.“They wanted the baby erased.”Hale looked toward the door.“Then this was never simply an attack against you.”The realization settled over the room.“They were trying to prevent the heir from being born.”Vespera nodded.“That is my concern.&rdqu
I remembered the altar.I remembered Bonen's smile.I remembered Astrid's laughter.I remembered the cliff.Then another memory surfaced.The night before all of it.The night with the stranger.Rain.Pine.Moonlight.A pair of molten-gold eyes.My eyes opened.Hale was staring at me.“You remember me.”I could not speak.Because I finally understood.The stranger from that night had never been a stranger.It had been him.The sleeping Lycan King.My true mate.The father of my child.And somehow, the man whose presence awakened something inside me that I had spent weeks believing was nothing more than instinct.“You were there,” I whispered.Hale's breath caught.“Where?”“That night.”He stared at me, completely motionless.“You were th
The golden light beneath my skin intensified.Vespera stared at the phenomenon with growing alarm.“What did you see?” Hale demanded.“I didn't see anything.”“Vespera.”Her gaze remained fixed on the light.“I saw everything.”She looked directly at me.“And I wish I hadn't.”My pulse accelerated.“What did you see?”“You.”She stepped closer.“Not Isla.”The name struck me strangely.Vespera continued, her voice lowered.“I saw a woman standing beneath a blood moon. She was dressed in white and surrounded by wolves.”A flash tore through my mind.White silk.Moonlight.Flowers.A man's hand wrapped around mine.Another image followed immediately: a young woman standing before an altar while hundreds of silver eyes watched f
Hale’s fists clenched by his side. The ramifications struck him like a second wave of venom: The woman that had washed up unconscious on his riverside bank, the woman that his son had pulled out of the grasp of Death itself, the woman that had become his mate as soon as he was conscious again… could possibly be the mother of his heir. And that night that spawned his heir would have been stripped from both of their minds.He turned his head to face the curtain behind which she stood, knowing that she heard everything he said. His voice, when it came, was steel coated in silent flames.“No word of this is to go out,” Hale instructed. “Not to the council. Not even to the other healers. This information stays locked between us until I see fit. Prepare the lineage reading. Tonight. In utmost secrecy. And Vespera…” his amber eyes glinted with the threat capable of dismantling packs, “…if the child is mine, if Isla is the w
“They will come,” he said without turning, voice carrying easily across the chamber. “The council first. Then the neighboring Alphas who have been waiting with bated breath to see whether I lived or died. Some will offer alliance and gifts. Some will probe for weakness with careful words and careful smiles. All of them will look at you standing beside me and see either an opportunity… or a threat to be removed.”“And what will you tell them?” I asked, my fingers twisting in the fabric of my shift.He turned then, and the full force of the Lycan King settled over me like a heavy mantle of authority and night. The sunlight streaming through the window caught in his dark hair and turned the edges of his silhouette to gold.“I will tell them the truth I choose to give,” he answered, each word deliberate. “That you are under my protection in every way that matters. That the child is mine by blood and by claim. Th
The moment we were alone again, Hale released my chin, but the heat of his touch lingered on my skin like a brand. He reached for the tray and poured a cup of the steaming herbal broth, then held it out to me.“Eat,” he said, voice quieter now but no less firm. “Both of you need strength. The child is using a great deal of power to heal me. You will not run yourself into the ground while it does so.”I accepted the cup with unsteady hands and managed several slow sips. The broth was rich, fragrant with healing herbs and bone marrow, and it settled warmly in my stomach. Hale watched every movement with unnerving focus the way my free hand occasionally drifted to the swell of my belly, the way the golden light still pulsed faintly whenever his eyes rested on me for too long, the residual tremor in my fingers.When I set the cup aside, he spoke again, the words deliberate.“You will not sleep on that cot tonight.”I looked up sharply, pulse spiking. “What?”“You will sleep here.” He indi







