F**k the Rules
May 11, 2009
Boo
I couldn't sleep. The room felt so hot even though I opened all the windows. After minutes of tossing and turning, I finally gave up on sleep and went to my room's balcony for which I instantly regretted having heard Dylan and Steph’s loud and wild sex sounds. I shuddered, went inside and closed the door. The alarm clock on the bedside table glowed and it was already two in the morning. I left my bedroom and walked to the kitchen to get some water. A few steps from the kitchen door, I stopped on my tracks and listened to two people laughing softly. My heart sank. It was Lucille’s laugh. I squinted my eyes and took a peek at the door’s open crack.
“Idiot!” she said as she smacked his
Never Have I EverMay 11, 2009JasperI groaned the moment my eyes opened. My mind realized I wasn’t in dreamland anymore and a weary sad feeling consumed me as if there was a rain cloud above my head. Last night, I lost in a rock paper scissors game with Boo and so he won the bet to spend the first whole day with Lucille. Stop thinking about it. She’s not going to choose him.The sun wasn’t up yet and the cold wind made the leaves of the coconut trees dance. I looked ahead and found the waves mesmerizingly relaxing."Hey, Jas! You okay?"Dylan came out of their balcony and caught me star
Follow The Rules May 12, 2009 Lucille The warm shower relaxed my tensed body and it felt great on my cold skin. I let out a sigh of relief and closed my eyes. My mind immediately thought of Boo bathing with me. Stop it, you crazy whore. I scolded myself. I shook my head to get rid of the hot images flashing in my mind and asked myself if I still wanted to go out with Jasper. Both my mind and heart shouted yes. Aaahhhh after this I really have to choose already. This is driving me crazy. I got out of the shower an
Trust Me May 13, 2009 Lucille My sun kissed skin glowed.I looked at myself in the full body mirror and smiled. Nice. I could hardly contain my excitement for whatever Jasper had planned. He started my day by knocking on my door, but by the time I opened it, he was gone. Instead, two boxes were on the floor with a note that said, choose one and open it inside. I found a black leather Jacket and a red helmet inside. Another note. This time it said: Wear something comfy and meet me out by the porch at exactly 7:30 am. “Damn, girl! No wonder two rich, powerful and gorgeously hot men are fighting over you.” Kyla interrupted my thoughts as she and the girls stepped into my room.
FearlessMay 13, 2009Jasper“I’m gonna kill you, Jas!” Lucille, with her red face, glared at me.“After we land on the ground and you can honestly tell me you didn’t have fun, then yes, I give you permission to kill me, Lu.” I chuckled as I held her shaking, clammy hands.“I can’t do this. No way. I’m a scaredy cat!” she said as she squeezed my hands back.“Look ma’am we promise you we will be with you every step of the way. Okay? I will be your tandem diver. You’ll be strapped on my chest like this. See?”
Dripping Wet May 13, 2009 Lucille I felt like a new woman. Fearless. Determined. Alive. “At the count of three we're gonna jump, okay?” Joe shouted behind me. “Okay!” I answered while giving him the thumbs. If it was hard for me to hear because of the plane’s engine and the gusting wind, I figured it was for him too. The food I ate felt like it went back up my esophagus as I waited for three. “One, two.” He lied. At two, he pushed me and I had no choice but to jump. It felt like time went so slow and we were falling into the void. My heart stopped. I remembered Joe tel
Bane Jasper May 14, 2009 (midnight) I heard Lu shouting “Stop!” and a chill ran down my spine. I ran inside the house. Boo was forcing Lucille to kiss him, saying they belong together. My head went blank and I ran toward them. The first thing my hand grabbed was his collar from the back. I pulled him away from Lu and punched his nose. Then when he tried to hit me back, I punched his stomach hard again and again until Boo fell on the floor. I bent over him and was gonna hit his face again when Lu ran over and pushed me. “He’s drunk! And high as fuck! Can’t you see that? You don’t have to kill him for that, Jas!” she sat on the floor and put Boo’s head on her lap. My blood boiled. After everything that happened
Questions and AnswersMay 14, 2009LucilleI had woken up thirty past noon to a chilling dream. Everything around me was beautiful. I felt so amazing. My white bridal gown with my bouquet looked perfect as I walked toward the altar of the beautifully decorated church. The only problem was both my rebound men were there and the priest slapped me because I couldn’t choose which one I was marrying. What a nightmare. I woke up to find their missed calls and chats and realized I loved both of them, but I really needed to choose today.Before they start killing each other, you mean?If my stares could kill the piece of paper on my bed would have burned in
The Choice May 14, 2009 Boo Lucille looked so beautiful as always. She stood just a few steps away from the waves and all I wanted was to run to her and kiss her. But I couldn’t. Not after what I did to her at midnight last night. I sighed as I remembered how I forced her to kiss me. She didn’t see me and walked to the boulevard and sat on one of the benches. “Hi.” I said softly. I stood in front of her, my back to the ocean. “Hi.” she said without looking at me. “Hey, turn around. You’re missing the view.” Lucille pointed toward the horizon where the sky met the sea in a clash of colors. “You’re my favorite vi