LOGINThe morning sunlight attacked me like it had been waiting all night for this exact moment. Right through my thin curtains, stabbing me in the face like I’d personally offended the sun.
I groaned and rolled over, pulling the blanket over my head. Not today. Please not today. But the second I shut my eyes, last night came rushing back. The alley. The men. Him. And that voice, low and final: “Doom has begun.” I sat up so fast my pillow hit the floor. My heart thudded against my ribs, too loud for morning. No. Absolutely not. That wasn’t real. Couldn’t be. Men don’t glow. They don’t fling people across alleys like paper. And glowing tattoos? Yeah, okay, sure. Except— My wrist throbbed. I yanked up my sleeve like I’d catch it in the act. The mark stared back at me. Glowing faintly in the daylight, warm under my skin, alive. I laughed. I cried. Then I laughed again, because apparently I was losing my mind. “Of course,” I muttered. “Glowing wrist. Why not? Add that to my resume.” My phone buzzed so hard against the nightstand I nearly dropped it. I grabbed it like it was the cure for stupidity. Ten missed calls. All from my boss. Crap. The time blinked at me: 9:42 a.m. My shift had started at eight. “Oh, for the love of—” I scrambled out of bed, tripped on my slippers, and landed on my knees. My cat bolted under the table, glaring at me like I’d ruined his morning too. I threw on jeans, didn’t bother checking if they matched my shirt, and grabbed deodorant like it was perfume. My phone charger hung uselessly in the socket. Of course the battery was dead. Why would anything work in my life? By the time I burst into the café, I was panting like I’d run a marathon, hair sticking up like I’d wrestled a thunderstorm. My boss was waiting. Arms crossed. Lips pressed so thin I wondered how he breathed. “You’re late.” His tone could have curdled milk. “Good morning to you too,” I said with a fake smile. “Yes, I’m late. Traffic, you know. People existing. Terrible stuff.” His glare sharpened. “Nanya. Don’t test me. I can’t afford staff who don’t take this job seriously.” Staff? There were three of us. And one espresso machine that hated me. Deep down i would have loved to throw my fist at his face but there I was standing with a pleading face like an employer who has bills to pay... “I do take it seriously,” I said, forcing cheer into my voice. “Seriously enough to show up, despite being half-dead and probably cursed.” He blinked. “What?” “Nothing.” I ducked behind the counter before my mouth got me fired and homeless and hungry and who knows... dead maybe. The machine hissed at me, customers shoved forward with orders like I was their personal servant, and my wrist burned beneath my sleeve. Still wondering why everything hurts so much down to my doom mark... Doom mark it is because nothing else explains this glowing tattoos “Double latte, no foam, oat milk, extra hot,” one woman rattled off, not even glancing at me, thumbs busy tapping her phone. I stared at her for three full seconds before forcing a smile. “Would you like a slice of the world peace to go with that?” I muttered under my breath. “Excuse me?” she asked, narrowing her eyes. “Nothing! Coming right up.” I plastered on my best fake grin and turned to the machine mind you it was against my will... I wish I'd be allowed to fight with customer but I guess I can't 🙄 By the time I handed her the drink, she glared like I’d personally ruined her week. Whatever. Add her to the growing list of Things That Hate Nanya. “Large cappuccino, two sugars!” another guy barked, slamming coins on the counter. “Sure,” I muttered. “Want me to throw in a hug too, since you’re so polite?” “What?” “Nothing. Enjoy your coffee.” I caught my reflection in the glass behind the counter. My hair looked wild, my eyes had dark circles, and I was pretty sure I smelled like sweat and regret. Normal day... Yeah! you heard that right, that is Nanya everyday. Well, Except for the glowing mark I couldn’t stop thinking about. My coworker slid past me with a tray of muffins. “You okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” I nearly laughed. If only it were a ghost or was it? nope. no. no freaking way... I've seen ghosts in movies, ghosts don't get to look that good, that should be a crime in their world... But again... WHO IS HE "Nanya... You are blacking out again... what's wrong with you today, you are weirder than normal." Deep down i wanted to ask her the possibility of "HIM" being a ghost Instead I said, “Didn’t sleep well. Headache.” She gave me a sympathetic smile and moved on. Bless her. If she knew the truth, she’d probably run for the hills. The hours dragged. Steam, clinking cups, customer complaints—it all blurred together. Every time I tried to focus, my thoughts snapped back to the alley. His face. His voice. The mark burning on my skin like it was mocking me. Normal. I wanted normal. Ordinary Nanya: broke, late to work, hated by her boss, surviving one latte at a time. That’s all I was. That’s all I wanted to be. But deep down, I knew better. Normal ended last night. And no matter how much I denied it, the mark on my wrist was proof. I wiped down the counter, forced a smile for the next customer, and whispered to myself, “This is fine. Everything’s fine. Totally fine.” It wasn’t fine. And some part of me already knew—my nightmare had only just started.When I walked into my apartment that evening, I half-expected him to be there.It was ridiculous, honestly. The way my heart lifted—just a little—before crashing right back into my chest like a stone in water. The room was empty. Too empty. The kind of empty that echoed. I’d never realized silence could hurt, but tonight it did. It pressed into my skin, crawled into my lungs, settled into my bones.I dropped my bag on the floor and just… stood there.Everything felt wrong. The air. The light. The familiar walls. As if the world had been rearranged while I wasn’t looking. As if something huge had cracked open inside me, and now I didn’t know how to stitch it back together.I sat on the edge of my bed, elbows on my knees, hands buried in my hair. Trying. Trying so damn hard to remember.That voice.That place.That person.I knew them. I am sure I knew them. Not the way you know a stranger in a dream—no. This was deeper. Older. As if a part of me recognized them before I even turned aro
The world tilted—just slightly at first—before the noise came rushing back. The hum of the espresso machine. The faint hiss of milk steaming. The clatter of a spoon.And then—her voice.“A latte with almond milk,” the woman at the counter said, tapping her nails impatiently against the glass.I blinked. The sudden clarity burned. I was standing behind the counter, apron on, hands trembling slightly, as though the air itself had just spat me back into existence.“I—uh, right. Almond milk,” I stammered, forcing myself into motion. My heart pounded. The world around me looked too bright, too ordinary, too real.I moved on instinct—grabbed a cup, poured, steamed, frothed, smiled like nothing was wrong. But everything was wrong.When I handed the drink to her, she took one sip and immediately shrieked, “What the hell is this? Almond milk, bitch! What’s this crap you gave me?”The cup hit the counter hard. I flinched.“I—I’m sorry,” I said quickly, reaching for the cup, trying to calm her d
Nothing had prepared me for what I found myself in.It felt like the world had folded in on itself — the café, the laughter, even the smell of coffee all gone. The air was still, too still, and every breath I took sounded like it echoed into forever.Everywhere was empty—hollow, yet humming with a strange, unseen energy. The air was thick, almost alive, as if the space itself breathed. Then I heard it—my name, carried on a whisper that bent through the silence.“…Nanya… Nanya…”I turned sharply, scanning the endless void. Nothing. The voice came again. "...Nanya...." closer this time, familiar enough to make my heart twist.“Claire?” I whispered.From the shadows, she stepped forward—but this wasn’t the Claire I knew. My Claire laughed too loud, spilled coffee on her apron, and wore chaos like perfume. This Claire… moved with purpose. Every step echoed, commanding the space. Dressed entirely in black, her eyes glowed faintly, sharp and cold. Power radiated off her like heat. This Cla
Finally, I’m genuinely happy.This—this is the way it should be. Peace. Happiness. Everything good. For once, it feels like the world has stopped spinning against me, and I can breathe without guilt weighing down my lungs.Since my childhood, I’ve carried a burden too heavy for small shoulders—the guilt of my parents’ separation. It’s strange how something you never chose can still define every piece of you. I wasn’t even supposed to exist. I was the mistake that refused to disappear. The stubborn seed that survived the morning-after pill, clinging to life even when no one wanted me to. And because of that one act of defiance—simply existing—I became the reason two confused teenagers had to grow up too fast.My mother paid the price first. Her parents disowned her, and she was left standing alone in a world that suddenly seemed too cruel, too cold. My father stayed for a while, but the weight of it all—poverty, disappointment, resentment—crushed him until he walked away too. And someh
The streets were painted in the bruised colors of dusk when I stepped out of the café, keys jingling in my hand. The evening air was crisp, cool enough to raise goosebumps on my arms, but my chest felt strangely light. For once, there were no omens, no strange energy pulsing under my skin. Just the ordinary hum of a world that didn’t seem to be ending. I was halfway down the street when I saw him. Leaning against a sleek black car like he’d been sculpted there, Damian looked maddeningly out of place under the soft streetlight. No storms this time, no shadows swallowing him whole. Just him—in jeans, a plain white shirt, and a look that made the air forget how to move. My heart did that stupid somersault again. “Are you stalking me now?” I said, stopping a few feet away. “Because I’m pretty sure that’s a felony.” He tilted his head, the corner of his mouth twitching. “You talk too much for someone who’s supposed to be terrified of me.” “I got over that,” I shot back. “Turns o
The morning sunlight spilled through the café’s front window, throwing golden stripes across the floor. For once, it didn’t feel like an accusation. It felt… earned.I pushed open the door with my hip, balancing two trays of freshly brewed coffee and the remains of my last nerve.“Good morning, world,” I muttered, forcing a grin as the bell jingled overhead. “Let’s try not to destroy me today, yeah?”The universe, of course, ignored me.“Onaha!” my boss barked from behind the espresso machine. Mr. Kurt was in his usual state of mild combustion—tie crooked, face flushed, and eyes twitching like he hadn’t slept since 1999. “Where were you? I needed those muffins five minutes ago!”I dropped the trays on the counter with a smirk. “Technically, I was here five minutes ago. Time is just… subjective.”His jaw twitched. “Don’t start with your philosophy nonsense.”“Fine,” I said cheerfully, tying my apron. “I’ll just start with caffeine. For both of us.”Claire appeared from the back room, h







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