Mag-log inThe morning sunlight attacked me like it had been waiting all night for this exact moment. Right through my thin curtains, stabbing me in the face like I’d personally offended the sun.
I groaned and rolled over, pulling the blanket over my head. Not today. Please not today. But the second I shut my eyes, last night came rushing back. The alley. The men. Him. And that voice, low and final: “Doom has begun.” I sat up so fast my pillow hit the floor. My heart thudded against my ribs, too loud for morning. No. Absolutely not. That wasn’t real. Couldn’t be. Men don’t glow. They don’t fling people across alleys like paper. And glowing tattoos? Yeah, okay, sure. Except... My wrist throbbed. I yanked up my sleeve like I’d catch it in the act. The mark stared back at me. Glowing faintly in the daylight, warm under my skin, alive. I laughed. I cried. Then I laughed again, because apparently I was losing my mind. “Of course,” I muttered. “Glowing wrist. Why not? Add that to my resume.” My phone buzzed so hard against the nightstand I nearly dropped it. I grabbed it like it was the cure for stupidity. Ten missed calls. All from my boss. Crap. The time blinked at me: 9:42 a.m. My shift had started at eight. “Oh, for the love of..." I scrambled out of bed, tripped on my slippers, and landed on my knees. My cat bolted under the table, glaring at me like I’d ruined his morning too. I threw on jeans, didn’t bother checking if they matched my shirt, and grabbed deodorant like it was perfume. My phone charger hung uselessly in the socket. Of course the battery was dead. Why would anything work in my life? By the time I burst into the café, I was panting like I’d run a marathon, hair sticking up like I’d wrestled a thunderstorm. My boss was waiting. Arms crossed. Lips pressed so thin I wondered how he breathed. “You’re late.” His tone could have curdled milk. “Good morning to you too,” I said with a fake smile. “Yes, I’m late. Traffic, you know. People existing. Terrible stuff.” His glare sharpened. “Nanya. Don’t test me. I can’t afford staff who don’t take this job seriously.” Staff? There were three of us. And one espresso machine that hated me. Deep down i would have loved to throw my fist at his face but there I was standing with a pleading face like an employer who has bills to pay... “I do take it seriously,” I said, forcing cheer into my voice. “Seriously enough to show up, despite being half-dead and probably cursed.” He blinked. “What?” “Nothing.” I ducked behind the counter before my mouth got me fired and homeless and hungry and who knows... dead maybe. The machine hissed at me, customers shoved forward with orders like I was their personal servant, and my wrist burned beneath my sleeve. Still wondering why everything hurts so much down to my doom mark... Doom mark it is because nothing else explains this glowing tattoos “Double latte, no foam, oat milk, extra hot,” one woman rattled off, not even glancing at me, thumbs busy tapping her phone. I stared at her for three full seconds before forcing a smile. “Would you like a slice of the world peace to go with that?” I muttered under my breath. “Excuse me?” she asked, narrowing her eyes. “Nothing! Coming right up.” I plastered on my best fake grin and turned to the machine mind you it was against my will... I wish I'd be allowed to fight with customer but I guess I can't 🙄 By the time I handed her the drink, she glared like I’d personally ruined her week. Whatever. Add her to the growing list of Things That Hate Nanya. “Large cappuccino, two sugars!” another guy barked, slamming coins on the counter. “Sure,” I muttered. “Want me to throw in a hug too, since you’re so polite?” “What?” “Nothing. Enjoy your coffee.” I caught my reflection in the glass behind the counter. My hair looked wild, my eyes had dark circles, and I was pretty sure I smelled like sweat and regret. Normal day... Yeah! you heard that right, that is Nanya everyday. Well, Except for the glowing mark I couldn’t stop thinking about. My coworker slid past me with a tray of muffins. “You okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” I nearly laughed. If only it were a ghost or was it? nope. no. no freaking way... I've seen ghosts in movies, ghosts don't get to look that good, that should be a crime in their world... But again... WHO IS HE "Nanya... You are blacking out again... what's wrong with you today, you are weirder than normal." Deep down i wanted to ask her the possibility of "HIM" being a ghost Instead I said, “Didn’t sleep well. Headache.” She gave me a sympathetic smile and moved on. Bless her. If she knew the truth, she’d probably run for the hills. The hours dragged. Steam, clinking cups, customer complaints, it all blurred together. Every time I tried to focus, my thoughts snapped back to the alley. His face. His voice. The mark burning on my skin like it was mocking me. Normal. I wanted normal. Ordinary Nanya: broke, late to work, hated by her boss, surviving one latte at a time. That’s all I was. That’s all I wanted to be. But deep down, I knew better. Normal ended last night. And no matter how much I denied it, the mark on my wrist was proof. I wiped down the counter, forced a smile for the next customer, and whispered to myself, “This is fine. Everything’s fine. Totally fine.” It wasn’t fine. And some part of me already knew—my nightmare had only just started.I walked into the store, the smell of roasted coffee beans and pastries hitting me like a memory I didn’t want. I should’ve felt comforted, but today, it only reminded me of the calm I no longer deserved or maybe never did. Claire appeared almost instantly, her usual bright energy a jarring contrast to the storm in me. “You know that handsome dude?” she asked, grin wide, eyes sparkling with mischief. I clenched my jaw. “Please, Claire, I just want to be left alone.” “Nice try, baby. But you know I go nowhere,” she replied, hands on her hips, like a general observing a battlefield she knew better than I did. I groaned. “A customer might be in there for you to attend to.” “For me to attend to? Nanya, I’m the manager, remember? The earlier you start speaking, the better for both of us,” she said, voice teasing but firm, like she could see every thought spinning in my head. I had nothing left to argue with. My voice felt hollow, stolen long ago by nights of heartbreak and bitter re
When I walked into the café that morning, I didn’t know how I was supposed to feel. Not relieved. Not excited. Not guilty. Just… suspended. Because how do you cope with suddenly being new money? Not the flashy, "champagne on a Tuesday" kind. Not the kind that changes your clothes or your accent overnight. But the quiet kind. The kind that sits in the back of your mind and reminds you softly, persistently that survival is no longer your only option. The kind that tells you you don’t have to stand here anymore. But I still showed up for work. I had to. I did. The bell above the door chimed as I stepped inside, and the familiar scent of coffee wrapped around me like a habit I hadn’t learned how to break. Everything looked the same, the counter with its chipped edges, the stools that wobbled if you leaned too hard, the scuffed tiles I could navigate with my eyes closed. And yet, something inside me felt different. Calmer. Not happy. Not free. Just… steady. Like the constant
Just then, I saw him.He stood across the street, half in shadow, half under the streetlight—like the world itself hadn’t decided whether he belonged to it or not. Damian always did that. Appeared quietly. Never announced himself. Never rushed. As if he knew exactly when I was about to break and stepped in before the cracks went all the way through.I didn’t think.I didn’t check if he was real.I just ran.The pavement blurred beneath my feet as I crossed the street, my chest tight, lungs burning. I slammed straight into him, my arms wrapping around his torso like muscle memory had taken over where my mind failed.He caught me instantly.No stumble. No surprise. Just solid, warm arms closing around me, one hand firm at my back, the other pressing my head against his chest like he was shielding me from something unseen.I breathed him in.Storm. Heat. Something metallic and clean beneath it all.I hadn’t realized how badly I was shaking until his hand slid up and down my back, slow an
She didn’t wait for my answer. She turned and started walking toward her car like the conversation was already settled. The implication was clear: get in, or we’re doing this right here. I followed, mostly because arguing with her in public had never ended well for me. The car smelled like peppermint and old receipts. Familiar. Claustrophobic. She got in, slammed the door, then sat there for a moment without starting the engine. Silence. Not the comfortable kind. The tactical kind. I stared out the window. “You know, most parents ask how their kid’s doing before interrogating them like a suspect.” She started the car. “Most kids don’t look like they’re dissociating in plain daylight.” I scoffed. “Wow. Straight to the psych terms.” “I didn’t raise you to be stupid,” she said, pulling into traffic. “And I didn’t raise you to lie badly.” My jaw tightened. “I’m not lying.” “No,” she agreed coolly. “You’re editing.” That hit harder than it should have. We drove for
I swear I smelled something like lightning. The thought followed me all morning. Not as panic. Not even as fear. Just… persistence. Like a word stuck on the tip of my tongue. Like a memory that refused to take shape. I worked. I smiled when customers smiled. I apologized when they frowned. My hands moved the way they always had, familiar with heat and steam and porcelain. From the outside, nothing about me had changed. That might’ve been the worst part. Because inside, something felt misaligned. As if my thoughts were arriving half a second too late. As if I was watching myself from a seat slightly behind my own eyes. At one point, I caught my reflection in the metal side of the espresso machine. I didn’t recognize her immediately. She looked… intact, Put together, Normal, But there was a distance in her gaze, a quiet alertness that hadn’t been there before. Like she was bracing for something she couldn’t name. I blinked. The feeling didn’t go away. “Order up,”
As I walked into work that morning, something felt… off. Not in the “the-gods-are-after-me-again” way, but in a quieter, more unsettling way. Like my spirit was three steps behind my body. I blinked at the clock and I was early. Me. Early. For work. wow.Even worse?Claire was already there.She looked up from the register, one eyebrow raised. “I didn’t know you’d be here this early.”I dropped my bag behind the counter, rubbing my palms together for warmth. “This is early for you… this is normal work time for me, pretty.”She gave me that look, that Claire look that said she saw ten layers deeper than anyone should be able to see. “Okay… I said I wasn’t going to ask this, but tell me what’s been going on with you, Nanya. You’ve been so out of everything.”“You won’t believe me even if I tell you,” I said, and for once it wasn’t sarcasm. It was the truth. The honest, ridiculous truth.“You can’t tell until you try me,” she said confidently.I gave her my look, the one that usually sca
He’d just dropped the line, the cruelest tease in existence, and was already moving toward the door. The next time I touch you, there will be no stopping. I should’ve let him leave. Let him vanish into the night again and spare myself the ache. But something reckless
I hadn’t even wiped the tears off my face from the call with my dad when I felt it—that electric pull in the air. Heavy. Sharp. Familiar.I didn’t have to turn. My body already knew.“Enjoying yourself?”The voice slid through the night like smoke. I spun anyway, my pulse leaping into my throat.D
The days blurred together after that night.I told myself I hated him. That I didn’t care he was gone. But every time I touched the mark on my wrist, I remembered. The way his voice cut through the night. The storm in his eyes. The way he left—like I was nothing.It haunted me.At work, I messed up
The lights flickered again. Once. Twice. Then steadied, humming with a tension that prickled down my spine.I wasn’t breathing.“Damian—”“Stay back.” His tone was sharp, a command that sliced the air in two. He stepped forward, his shoulders squared, storm-colored eyes scanning the shadows like he







