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Author: Dee Rah
last update publish date: 2026-06-25 07:33:43

NIKOLAI

Why couldn’t I stop thinking about her?

Even now, as I sat in my office, my thoughts were entirely occupied by Katya.

It was something that I couldn’t exactly make sense of.

I leaned back in my chair and rubbed a hand across my face, as I let out a slow exhale.

I had been with women before. Enough that this shouldn't have felt any different.

Yet somehow it did. Somehow, Katya had gotten beneath my skin in a way nobody else ever had.

I could still picture her smile right now. The way she
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  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   Of a scene where Katya speaks to Daniel

    KATYA I genuinely didn’t want to talk to Daniel right now. Not because I missed him or anything stupid like that. In fact, chances were that if he were in front of me at that moment, I would genuinely be considering picking up a bottle and smashing it square across his head. Every time I thought about him, all I could see was that video and I absolutely hated it. “Katya,” Nikolai said as he stared into my eyes. “You know, if this is too hard for you, then you don’t have to do it. I will find another way to handle it.” Something about the softness in his voice made me smile. The Nikolai from a few weeks ago would have simply ordered me to make the call immediately. Now he was giving me a choice. “No,” I finally replied, straightening my shoulders as I looked at the phone. “I want to do it.” Nikolai nodded once. Then I remained silent as I picked up the phone and punched in Daniel's number. It pissed me off that I still knew it. The phone rang a couple of times before finally

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   I want in

    Sergei stood partially concealed behind a hedge near the eastern side of the estate grounds, having stepped outside moments earlier for a cigarette and a brief reprieve from the endless responsibilities piling onto his shoulders.Instead, he had stumbled upon something far more interesting.Nikolai and Katya. He had been watching them for some time now, the anger piling in his chest as he saw them making out. Their relationship had progressed much faster than he would have liked or even anticipated. The fact that they could still go at it with each other like rabbid dogs despite everything going on was disgusting. She definitely had no shame to willingly be sleeping with the man who had kidnapped her after all. Just as he was about to walk away, he heard Nikolai speak. "I've been having a strange feeling lately." He said, “About what?”Nikolai hesitated for a bit, as Sergei found himself leaning slightly closer."About Sergei."For a split second, Sergei thought he had misheard.

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   The end of me

    KATYAI rolled on the bed one more time, opening my eyes.“Dammit” I mumbled to myself. “Don’t tell me you cannot sleep without him already, Katya.”I frowned now. More at me than anybody, as I stared at Nikolai's side of the bed, which was empty.For a moment, I simply lay there staring at the ceiling.Then a smile found its way onto my face despite myself. A lot had changed recently.If someone had told me a few months ago that I would be willingly lying in bed in a Russian mafia boss's room, wondering where he had disappeared to in the middle of the night, I would have laughed in their face.Yet here I was.And somehow... I was happy.The realization still felt strange to me.Ever since the library, it was like the walls that Nikolai kept around himself seemed to be slowly coming down. I had noticed it for a while now, but I didn’t know for sure.Not completely; I doubted they ever would, but enough for me to see the man behind them.A warmth spread through my chest just thinking a

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   As you wish

    NIKOLAIWhy couldn’t I stop thinking about her?Even now, as I sat in my office, my thoughts were entirely occupied by Katya.It was something that I couldn’t exactly make sense of.I leaned back in my chair and rubbed a hand across my face, as I let out a slow exhale.I had been with women before. Enough that this shouldn't have felt any different.Yet somehow it did. Somehow, Katya had gotten beneath my skin in a way nobody else ever had.I could still picture her smile right now. The way she looked into my eyes whenever she spoke to me, like it was a challenge or something.And her moans. Fuck. The way she yelled out my name while I thrust deep into her.It was all becoming a problem. A very distracting problem.Luckily for me, my phone rang at that moment, temporarily pulling me away from those thoughts."Boss, we might have a problem." One of my men said, as I picked up.I straightened in my chair."What problem?""It concerns Daniel." He said,My expression immediately darkened,

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   In the Library

    KATYA"Do you want me to apologize for that?" he said, as he pulled away from me. For a few seconds, I could barely think. I could barely even breathe at this point, as the words floated above my head. That kiss had blindsided me because I had actually not thought he would do it. I stared up at him now, as his eyes searched mine with that same intensity it always had. Searching for an answer from me. I shook my head.A slow smile spread across his face."Good," he said, his voice dropping lower. "Because I don't think I want to."He started to pull back at that point. And I could basically hear my body groan in protest. Where the fuck did he think he was going after doing that?My body moved before my brain caught up.I grabbed the front of his shirt and yanked him back to me, crushing my mouth against his. I felt his hands tighten around my waist as he pulled me off the shelf and flush against his chest. This kiss wasn’t like the first one at all; which was absolutely amazing s

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   Trapped

    KATYA“What are you doing here?” I asked, still standing in the doorway staring at him. “Last I checked, this was my house.” He said,“Right,” I replied, “I just… I thought you'd be in some meeting right now or something."Of all the places I expected to find him, the library wasn't exactly high on the list.Nikolai glanced up from the title he was examining."Normally, I would be." He said, I slowly stepped inside, shutting the door. "Then what happened?"He shrugged."Today I wasn't really in the mood for any of it."It was pretty obvious even now that there was a lot on his mind, and I wondered what it was. Actually, it was quite expected for there to be a lot on his mind, especially considering everything that had happened so far. He placed the book back on the shelf."I simply wanted to clear my head." He finally said, “And the library helps with that.”His gaze drifted toward the endless shelves.“Besides, I had a feeling I would eventually run into you here.” He said,"Oh,

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   Little Eavesdropper

    KATYA Over the past couple of weeks, the library had become my favorite place in the entire estate. It was one of the few places where I could pretend my life wasn't completely insane, and I could get lost in the fantasy world for just a little bit. Escaping this reality fully. I had been really

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   Something up his sleeve

    "I should have fucking killed him when I had the chance!" Lily yelledThe vase she just threw exploded against the wall as the ceramic shattered across the apartment floor.Lily stood in the middle of the destruction, chest heaving as rage burned through every part of her body.Another crash echoed

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   You are going to regret this

    NIKOLAI"Oh, this is shocking." Lily's voice dripped with sarcasm as she stepped into my study.Lily glanced around the room before fixing her gaze on me, as a cold smile spread across her face."You still require my presence?" she asked. "Have you gotten tired of your little toy that quickly?"He

  • Made for the Devil's Pleasure   We need to talk

    "I want to see your boss." Sergei said as he casually strolled into the clubhouse where the Crimson Order usually gathered.A dozen pairs of eyes turned toward him almost immediately, as the men stationed throughout the building immediately straightened as they sized him up. Some leaned against cra

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