Author's Note

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DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. The names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents portrayed in this novel are either the product of the author’s imagination or used in a purely fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real-life events is entirely coincidental and unintentional. This story was crafted for entertainment purposes, and no offense, harm, or misrepresentation of any person, culture, or profession is intended.

All cultural references, organizations, and environments featured are fictional or generalized, and should not be interpreted as accurate depictions of real-world counterparts. The personalities, actions, and decisions of the characters do not reflect the views or beliefs of the author. Fiction allows us to explore extreme situations and complex emotions in a safe and controlled space, and the characters’ choices should not be seen as endorsements or guides for real-life behavior.

CONTENT WARNING:

This story contains mature and potentially triggering content that may not be suitable for all readers:

Strong and explicit language, Abandonment and trauma, Toxic behaviors and relationships, Obsessive or morally grey characters, and Extreme red flags that may be uncomfortable to witness.

The inclusion of these elements is not to glorify or romanticize them, but rather to portray flawed characters, challenge norms, and reflect the darker, more complex aspects of human nature and relationships. That said, reader discretion is strongly advised. If at any point you find the content distressing, please prioritize your well-being and take a step back. Fiction is meant to evoke emotion, but never at the cost of your mental or emotional health.

Everyone processes stories differently, and what is thrilling for one reader may be overwhelming for another. Please proceed with awareness and care.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: 

Before you dive into this story, I want to share something personal with you. I wrote this novel when I was just thirteen years old. At the time, I had no formal training in writing, no grasp of complex literary techniques, and very little understanding of storytelling rules. All I had was a vivid imagination, a notebook (or keyboard), and the desire to bring my characters to life.

This was my very first full-length novel—my entry into the world of storytelling. I poured my heart into it, creating plots and personalities that may have been messy, overly dramatic, or unrealistic in places, but they were real to me. And despite its flaws, I chose not to rewrite this entirely, because it stands as a reminder of how I began. Of how stories shaped me.

You may find imperfections in the pacing, dialogue, character decisions, or plot. You may even find scenes that make you raise your eyebrows. But every line came from a place of growth, curiosity, and love for writing.

I’ve grown since then—both as a person and as a writer—and I hope to continue improving. But this book will always have a special place in my heart, because it represents a chapter of my life that I’ll never forget.

Thank you for taking a chance on this story. Thank you for being here. And thank you for reading it not just with your eyes, but with the kind of open mind that sees the heart behind every word.

PLAYLIST: 

Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex

Ruin My Life - Zara Larsson

All I Ever Need - Austin Mahone

Capital Letters - Hailee Steinfeld

Crazy In Love - Nicole Andersson

It's You - Sezairi

Thick And Thin - LANY

Die For You - The Weeknd

If You're Meant To Come Back - Justin Jesso