Nikolai Moretti I leaned back in the chair when the clock hit 4. I still had hours left before returning home, and I already missed my pretty little wife. My finger tapped against the polished wood of the desk as I waited for the sun to set.Every minute felt like an hour. The boardroom was filled with the scent of expensive cigars and aged whiskey, but I wasn’t paying attention to any of it. My mind was clouded with thoughts of only my Dolcezza. "Wrap it up," I ordered. The discussion about our expansion could wait. I craved my Dolcezza. I didn’t need a reason to leave the meeting. I just wanted to see, hug, inhale, and keep her on my lap until my heart's content. She is, in fact, my drug. At this time, she must be curled up in our room with a book in her hands. I love the way her eyebrows furrow and a cute pout appears on her lips whenever she sees me returning home early. She gets riled up easily, and I love to tease her. I smirked. She is so adorable and all mine.
Trigger warning ~ Third Person POV Alessia tried to focus as darkness surrounded her. Suddenly, a soft golden light replaced it. A warm wind brushed against her skin, carrying the scent of peonies and something sweeter. Her heart suddenly jumped with excitement and happiness. She knew who was here! Pressing her body further into the mattress, she lay on the bed, relaxing her body more. Peace settled over her, and she exhaled a deep breath. Suddenly, she felt a gentle touch on her swollen belly. She immediately looked down and saw a hand caressing her stomach with so much tenderness as if she were made of wax. The hand was big and rough, which meant it belonged to a man. The man sat beside her. She tried to focus on his face but couldn't see his features. The man leaned down and pressed a kiss on her belly as if it were the most cherished thing. Her heart clenched. His voice felt soothing, soft, and protective, exactly what she needed to hear at this moment. Suddenly, she felt
Alessia RossiEven after an hour, my heart was hammering in my chest. I am trying to convince my mind that it was just a dream. But it felt too real to ignore. It was the first time that I had seen a clear face in a dream. The sheets were still damp with my sweat. My fists tightened as I pulled the sheets closer to my trembling body. I had been forcing myself to take slow breaths, but nothing is helping. My heart felt too heavy, and my head was still spinning with all the thoughts. I hugged myself and rested my head on my folded arms, looking outside through the slightly parted curtains. The pain is overwhelming and unbearable. I had always seen silhouettes and blurry images. But today, I saw a clear face, and that has made it even worse. "Nikolai killed your baby, Alessia." Dimitri’s words echoed in my head. When Dimitri told me that Nikolai killed the baby, I couldn't believe him. But now, the dream is making me think otherwise. I couldn't believe that Nikolai had killed the b
Trigger warning ~ "Did you kill my baby?" "Yes, I did!" Stunned. Silent. Speechless. Frozen. Terrified. This is what I was after hearing him. Suddenly, he stepped forward and grabbed my face from between his palms. "For me, Alessia, no one has ever been above you before, and no one ever will be. If I have to kill my child for you, I won’t hesitate again. As I said, I can burn down the whole world for you—I still stand by it." The way my father has loved me and Marco, I can't even imagine someone hurting his child. How could he? My breaths came in ragged gasps. The room began to spin, and my vision became blurry. The only thing I could see was the monster in front of me. Even after confessing to his crime, he dared to look into my eyes. He proves me wrong every time I think he could not stoop lower than this. My fingers trembled as they curled into tight fists. He killed my baby. He took the life that was growing inside me, a life I never got the chance to
Nikolai Moretti Alessia has told me that she hates me many times before, but it has never hurt as badly as it did today. There was something raw and devastating in her voice as she said that. I saw something worse than hatred in her eyes, and it was utter despair for me. She had fought me before, glared at me, spat venomous words at me, and defied me multiple times, but I had never seen her break like this. I have always liked this fiery side of her. I like it when she fights me, not when she shatters. She is my doll. I want her to be strong, not something so fragile. Her eyes were heavy with tears—those years she didn’t allow to fall down. She looked up at me as if I were the monster she had spent her whole life running from. And maybe I am. I let her go from my arms when she stumbled back. Keeping her close to me stressed her more than calming her down. When I thought she would breathe and try to compose herself, she started looking for something, and when she couldn
Nikolai’s POV "Boss, Dimitri has escaped." Fuck! My grip on the empty glass tightened. My jaw clenched as I tried to process the guard's words. Dimitri has escaped? How? Rage coursed through my veins, burning hotter than I had ever felt. I was going to punish him cruelly for what he had done to Alessia. But the bastard ran away before I could reach him. Suddenly, my attention shifted when I heard Alessia's laugh. I turned back to her to find her on the floor, laughing like a maniac. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, her hands clutching her stomach. The fire in her eyes was back, but not in the way I desired. "You planned this, didn’t you?" I muttered under my breath in a dangerously low voice. Instead of answering me, she simply smirked. One side of her lips curled into a deadly smile. My blood boiled. She helped him. My patience snapped, and I lost control. "Do you have any idea what you’ve done?" My voice was barely calm. Her lips parted slightly, but she did
My skull pounded with pain as if tiny needles were piercing every inch of my head. It felt like I had been tossed around and left to rot. My eyelids feel heavy, making it difficult to open my eyes at once. Before I could force them open, a strange scent filled my senses. It was unfamiliar yet oddly refined. Suddenly, I remembered the last thing that happened to me before I lost consciousness: the car, the rough hands, the sweet, sickeningly scented cloth. I was kidnapped! Panic surged through me, and instinctively, my eyes shot open, only to close immediately as the sharp sun rays blinded my vision. It was already morning, meaning I had been out all night! A shiver ran down my spine.My first instinct was to check my clothes, and I was relieved to feel them against my skin. It took me a few minutes to adjust my vision to the light. Slowly, I sat up. A wince escaped my lips when pain shot through my limbs. My collarbone ached, my knuckles felt raw, and my knees throbbed as if I
**Third Person POV** Nikolai stormed into the mansion. His eyes were deadly and ready to burn; his palms were curled at his sides into tight balls, ready to punch; and his body was taut and eager to kill. His breaths came out loud and rough, barely containing his anger. His muscles twitched as he rotated his neck. He couldn't believe that Dimitri had slipped through his fingers. He searched for the traitor everywhere but couldn't find him. Nevertheless, he was determined to find that bastard again and get rid of him. It was midnight when he returned home. There was a deadly silence all around the mansion; the air was suffocating with tension as if the walls sensed his anger. Not even the wind made a sound as if he could stop it with his rage. He was out of control. He knew only one person could calm him down, and that was his wife, Alessia. He not only wanted her; he needed her. After what had happened earlier, he knew she would not let him near her, nor did he want to push
The moment the intruder's face came into the light, the gun wobbled in my grip before slipping from my hands with a loud clatter. My breath hitched in my throat. Everything seemed to cease in those moments. My heart pounded so hard that it was deafening. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't blink. I was afraid he might disappear from my sight if I blinked. Am I being delusional or what? Because right in front of me stood Nikolai. My Nick. My mind refused to accept what my eyes were showing me. The doctor told me he had died and had already been buried, that I lost him forever, that he would never come back again, but he was standing right here, right in front of me, tall and very much alive. But he looked very weak. His eyes were tired and sunken. Yet they lit up the moment they caught my gaze in the darkness. Both of us were frozen in our places. "Nick," I whispered to myself. It was such a low murmur that I was sure he didn't hear it, but maybe he heard the voice o
The applause that followed my crowning ceremony was deafening. It should have made my heart swell with pride, but it didn’t. I couldn't immerse myself completely in happiness because something was missing. It wasn't just anything; it was the biggest part of my life. Nikolai. This place was and is rightly his. I am merely filling his space to prevent the throne from falling into the wrong hands. I was strong all this time, but I am unsure how I will rule this Empire alone. Drawing a deep breath, I stepped down from the stage with slow and steady steps, ensuring that I kept my chin high to prevent the crown from falling. It is not just a crown; it is a heavy responsibility that rests on my head. People bowed before me, and a few came forward to congratulate me with warm words. "Congratulations, La Regina,” they said. “You’ve made history.” I mumbled a small thank you with a soft smile on my lips. I could see that a few of them were faking their smiles. Of course, not everyone ca
“This is mine!” Marco roared, pointing to the throne behind us “I built this! I cleaned the blood! I earned every piece of this empire while you were out living in your bubble!”“You stole what was never yours to begin with,” I said, in a low but steady voice. “You manipulated the system, lied to the council, and betrayed your own bloodline. The only thing you’ve earned is a disgrace.” I spat venomously. He opened his mouth to say something, but before he could, I cut him off. "Nikolai transferred his property in my name with the hope that I will raise our child and give him everything he deserves. I can not let anyone snatch my baby's right" I stated. Silence spread in the hall, and Marco broke. “You think you can fool everyone with that belly and a couple of forged papers?” he spat. “You don’t know anything about ruling an empire, Alessia. You’re just a spoiled little brat and we are not even sure if you are carrying Nikolai's blood!”Unable to stop myself anymore, I slapped him
“My birth certificate, my documents, and even DNA tests, if you want,” I said coolly. “All prove I was born of the legal wife of Mr. Rossi. I am the only legitimate heir; Marco is...” “Enough!” Mr. Rossi roared as I started opening his cards one by one, cutting me off mid-sentence. The dirty secrets he has been hiding from everyone for so long are now being exposed, and he just can't stand it. I have always considered Marco my real brother because he never let me feel otherwise, but only we family members know the truth. He was not my mother's son. He was the result of my father's betrayal. "I haven't even started, Dad," I said, infusing the word with honey-dripped venom. “What are you implying?” one of the council members asked, frowning. “How could you make such a serious accusation against your own father and brother?” “Whose father? Which brother?” I asked sharply, turning to the man with fire in my eyes. “They both died for me the day they tried to kill me.” The hall
"NO" Silence. Ear-deafening silence. This is what spread after I announced my decision. A single word detonated like a bomb. First, they were not expecting me to be here, and after knowing the reason behind my presence, they were definitely not expecting this answer from me. My father flinched in his position, and Marco's smile vanished. "What did you just say?" Marco growled near my ear, narrowing his eyes at me. He couldn't believe his ears. "I said no," I repeated just for him, just in case he didn't hear me. I turned slightly to face the Mafia council. "I am not ready to give my consent to make him a mafia king," I declared. The council members exchanged looks of confusion among themselves. The crowd gasped and whispered amongst themselves. "Any particular reason behind it?" The senior-most council member asked. "My husband built this Empire with his blood and sweat. He didn't inherit it; he earned it through scars. Before handing it over to someone else,
Black dress... This is what you are supposed to wear for the mafia king's crowning ceremony. It is a sign of power and mourning for the bloodshed that leads to the throne. It is a old tradition. That's why I wore white! Because I wasn’t here to mourn. I was here to defy. The black dress sent by Marco lay in the corner of the room like a rag while I slipped into a satin white gown, which I was meant to wear on my wedding day. I chuckled to myself. What irony. The silence in the room pressed into my skin like needles. I stood in front of the mirror, staring blankly at my own reflection. The dark circles under my eyes were clearly visible, and I hadn’t even tried to hide them. Let the world see what this house has done to me. My hair fell messily over my shoulder. I picked up a brush, and, as usual, I was about to tie it up when I remembered that the other women would have styled their hair into stiff buns because this was what was required of them today. So, I won't! I droppe
Thirty hours... it has been thirty hours since I last had a bite. The hunger was burning in my stomach, but what was worse was the thirst. My tongue felt like sandpaper, and my head pounded as if someone were hammering it from the inside. At one point, when I couldn't hold it anymore, I went to the bathroom and took a few sips to keep my baby alive. Marco knows the condition of my baby. He knows that I need not only meals but also the medicines for my baby to live, and he is still doing this. I don't have any purpose to live anymore. With Nikolai gone, I would have gladly given my life too, but in all this, my baby is suffering. It has nothing to do with betrayal, power, or position. I have spent the entire day lying lifeless on the bed, staring at the ceiling as if it held answers. Tears dribbled down the sides of my eyes, dampening the pillow. The only sound that could be heard in the room was the soft ticking of the antique clock on the wall. My stomach groaned again, but I d
The room was silent. Too silent. The only sound that could be heard was the curtains hitting against the windowpane, occasionally broken by my silent sobs. I sat on the floor with my legs folded, my head resting on the edge of the bed, my arms limping at my sides. My hair was a mess, my lips cracked to the point that blood started to appear under the skin, and my throat was dry from all the screaming, sobbing… and the silence that followed. It's been seven days since I was brought here. I had cried so much; I didn’t know if there were tears left in me anymore. But pain? Pain never seemed to run out. I was once again in my father's house, but now these walls felt cold and hollow. It isn't my home anymore. I left the place that was truly my home: the arms of my Nikolai. "Nick." His name escaped my lips in a whisper. My lips hadn't grown tired of calling him again and again, hoping that it would bring him back, as if my voice could somehow reach the other side. But
“No…” I shook my head. “No, no, no! He can’t leave me! He promised me forever. He said he’d never let me go! HE PROMISED!” Sobs escaped my throat in waves. The nurses around me looked down with sympathy, but I didn't care. My heart was too heavy; the pain was too much. My body shook with the force of my sobs. My throat burned. My heart felt like it was bleeding. “I didn’t get to say goodbye…” I wept, “I didn’t get to tell him I love him… that I remember everything… that I never wanted to leave…” It felt like the pain would kill me; it was tearing me apart from the inside. “He never gave up on me,” I whispered. “Even when I did.” I cried out my heart. I wasn't just broken; I felt empty inside. "Ma'am, please control yourself," one of the nurses said from above. "For the sake of your baby," she added. "The baby's condition is already very fragile. We don't want you to lose it as well." Instead of giving me strength, her words broke me further. My head tilted to the cei