I paced back and forth in my room, biting my nails, waiting for my father and brother to return so that I could tell them about my encounter with Nikolai at the college.
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t shake the dangerous obsession I saw in his eyes. It is terrifying me to the core. The silence in my own home felt suffocating. Each tick of the clock only intensified my anxiety. There was this deep feeling in my stomach that something was about to happen. Something that would change everything. The soft knock on the door broke the chain of my thoughts. "Come in," I whispered. "Princess, the master is calling you to his study," the maid informed me. "Father’s back?" I asked, surprised. She nodded. Without waiting for her to leave, I walked past her, heading straight to my father’s study. I just wanted to hug him, cry in his arms, and tell him how that man tried to scare me. People call me "Princess," but it’s not just for the title. I am, in every sense, my father and brother’s princess. They’ve always protected and fought for me in the past, and I knew they would do so again if needed. I didn’t need permission to enter my father’s study. I just pushed the door open, only to be surprised to see my brother, Marco, and my fiancé, Dimitri, already there. The three of them were seated around the large oak desk with grave expressions on their faces. The room fell silent the moment I entered. "My Princess," my father’s calm yet firm voice broke the stillness. "Come in." His eyes, usually cold and threatening to the world, were always warm and comforting to me. In his presence, I forgot all my worries. But this time, his eyes held something else — something that made my stomach tighten: Stress. Tiredness. And… defeat? Something troubled him. My gaze flicked to Marco; he tried to smile at me but I could tell it was forced. Dimitri, too, looked tense, his shoulders stiff. The tension in the air and seriousness on their faces indicated that obviously something was wrong. "Sit down, Alessia," Marco said, his voice low but firm. Slowly, I lowered myself into the chair, my eyes flickering between the three men. I longed to tell them everything about my encounter with Nikolai, but the unease in the room held me back. I felt a warm, rough palm settle over mine, and though the hand belonged to my fiancé, my first instinct was to pull away. ‘You are in trouble Princess, if you let that bastard touch you.’ Nikolia’s words rang in my head. Dimitri was chosen for me by my father. He believed Dimitri was the best for me, that he was dependable, strong, and would offer me the security I needed. I was promised to him the day I turned eighteen. But I have never felt at ease around him. I believe this is due to the age difference between us. I wasn't sure if it was just me, but we seemed to be on opposite sides of the world at times. "What happened, Dad?" I broke the silence when it became too much for me. "Why are you so stressed?" "Nikolai is back," Marco answered, his gaze hardening. My stomach churned, and my heart skipped a beat. They know. They know Nikolai is back. "And he’s already making moves against us." Marco looked away, his jaw clenching and fists tightening "He has sabotaged that shipment, which was about to bring us a lot of fortune. He paid off the dock workers to change the cargo manifest and sent our goods elsewhere." My heart sank and my fists tightened as I could feel the hatred building inside him. Yes, he is our rival but I didn't think of him steeping so low. There were rules—a code that even he should have respected. "But more than anything else, right now we are concerned about you." Marco added. "This could have been avoided if you had married her to me sooner," Dimitri said, his jaw ticking under the tension. My father's gaze remained fixed on me. I knew what he wanted to say. All of them wanted me to get married two years ago, but it was my wish to complete my studies first so instead they engaged me. "The damage has already been done. We need to look forward to what we can do now," my father said in his sharp and crisp voice. "Alessia, we are sure that in return for that shipment, Nikolai will ask for you." My body turned stiff. I am not some object that he could have in barter. "And I will never let him lay a single finger on my princess." I let out a breath of relief. "So I, along with Damitri and Marco, have decided something that seems like the best for you." My heart started drumming in my chest as I waited for Dad to continue. The tension grew heavier as silence stretched between us. "We have decided to move you to a safer place." Marco finally broke the silence. "What do you mean?" I asked in complete surprise. My eyebrows knitted together. Silence. No one said a single word. "Dad! I am asking something!" I stood up "What do you mean?" "Alessia, it's not easy for me as well," he gulped as if swallowing his emotions "You know that you are my heart. I couldn't sleep without seeing your face. I eat only after you have taken the first But..." He looked away. "But now keeping away from all this chaos is the only option to keep you safe from that monster." My words caught in my throat. I have never seen my dad so helpless. I know how hard he worked for that shipment. But he is ready to let go of everything for me. "I’ve already arranged for you to stay at an estate in the countryside." Dimitri added, "It’s far from the city, and it’s secure. You’ll stay there until everything is resolved. No one can know your whereabouts. Not even us." I licked my lips, my throat going dry. "Marco... I don’t want to be hidden away like some... prisoner." "Alessia," Marco came to me. "You need to be staying strong. Nikolia is planning to attack us tonight and before that, you would have to leave." My eyes dilated when the words of Nikolai rang in my head: 'I would take you with me, right in front of your father's eyes.' They are right. Nikolai is a man of his word. He would surely come to hunt me. "We’re doing this to protect you, Alessia. Don’t think for a moment it’s easy for us either." Marco placed his hand on my shoulder. Unable to hold myself, I wrapped my arms around him and started crying. Dad also came to me, stroking my head. Turning around, I hugged him as well. "When will I see you again?" I asked, swallowing the lump in my throat. My father's expression hardened. After my mother died, he started loving me more than ever before. I know this decision is the hardest for him but he is not letting it show on his face because he knows that I can't see him in pain. "I can’t promise when, but I need you to be strong. We’ll be in touch once things are resolved. In the meantime, you stay there, and you keep quiet. Understand?" I nodded, though my heart felt like it was breaking.Nikolai's POVIt's been ten days since we left the orphanage, yet I could still feel the tiny arms that had wrapped around my legs.Leo.His name stirred something deep inside me. It felt as if the name was very close to me, though I was meeting the little boy for the very first time. When he hugged me from behind, I couldn't understand how to react. I wasn’t built for gentle hands or innocent affection. His touch was very different, very delicate, warm, and welcoming. And when he kissed my cheek, I stiffened not because I didn’t like it, but because I did. I have always been so rude and cold towards the world that kids always used to get scared of me. It was for the first time that a kid kissed me. It provided warmth to my heart, which I didn't know I needed. As I entered the room, I found Alessia sitting on the edge of the bed with her head leaning against the headboard, lost in her thoughts again. I didn’t have to ask what was going on in her head. I knew it already. Not only d
I stood up and blinked rapidly. Nikolai was still standing frozen in his place. His jaw was clenched, and for the first time in a long time, I saw uncertainty flicker across his face."Leo," Nikolai called him softly. His voice was more tender than he used with me. The little kid ran around Matron and hid behind her. The little boy peeked out from behind the Matron’s long skirt, his small face framed by messy curls. His big, innocent green eyes looked between the two of us with confusion and hope.But he didn’t move.Soon, the volunteer brought gifts. The kids gathered around us, and we distributed everything to them. I bent down, handing out dolls and puzzle boxes, watching their eyes sparkle with joy.But I couldn't shrug off Leo's thought, who was still hiding behind Matron. He didn't come out to get anything. "Leo," I said quietly, "don’t you want to see what we brought for you, too?"Matron stepped aside to reveal the little boy, who, instead of answering, tilted his head down.
"Daddy" We froze to our places when we heard a sharp, piercing voice of a kid coming from behind. My heart suddenly stopped beating when the kid again cried, and this time louder with the same intensity, "Daddy!" Before we could react, the little kid wrapped his tiny arms around Nikolai's legs and hugged him tightly, hiding his face in his pants. It was a little boy who looked no older than three. Nikolai suddenly became stiff, I felt him inhaling a deep breath when the little boy hugged him from behind. He didn't move as he didn't want to hurt the little boy clutching him so fiercely.“Daddy, you came,” he whispered in a small, trembling voice. His baby tone was soft but filled with certainty.I felt my knees weaken. My lips parted, but no words came out as I was equally surprised and didn't know what to do. The Matron, who was watching all this with fascination, finally broke her silence. "Leo," she called the baby boy softly, catching his attention. "Come to me, baby." He sh
The silence that followed the doctor’s words turned the room cold. She took her ample time to open the reports without caring how we felt every second. I gripped Nikolai’s hand so tightly I was sure I left marks on his skin, but he didn't wince. The doctor finally closed the file and leaned forward. My heart pounded so loudly it was hard to hear anything else."Alessia, Nikolai..." She looked at both of us one by one. "The reports have indicated that there is a slight improvement in the baby's growth." My eyes lit up, and I immediately looked up at Nikolai. “There’s still hope.” A rush of excitement ran through my veins. I couldn't believe it. My baby has shown signs of improvement."The baby’s heartbeat is stable for now," I let out a shaky breath. Nikolai also exhaled beside me. His shoulders relaxed a bit. “But,” she continued, and that one word froze everything again, “this cannot be taken lightly. The growth of the baby is very slow. The changes are minor, just enough to ke
“You should’ve seen Marco’s expression,” I laughed, placing a hand on my heart, which was beating very fast with excitement. "It was worth capturing," I added. Nikolai nodded, laughing with me. “I swear, if I had blinked, I would’ve missed the way his soul tried to escape his body.” Nikolai's laughter followed mine. I placed my hand on my stomach and leaned against the car for support. "I would try to get my hands on the camera and take his picture so that you could laugh whenever you wanted." I shook my head, inhaling deeply to catch my breath. "I wanted to laugh so hard when he shifted in his seat like his spine suddenly went missing.” I laughed. “Oh, I noticed.” We laughed together until our cheeks hurt. The passersby gave us weird looks, but we didn't care. We were already too lost in our own world. "But Alessia," Nikolai breathed, "I am really proud of you." He squeezed my shoulder in appreciation. “You dissolved it before it began. Anyone else in your pla
We were having a lazy morning with my head on Nikolai's chest and his finger making slow circles on my bare back when suddenly my phone started ringing, breaking the blissful stillness. It feels like a punishment to move away from Nikolai when we are so close. Both of us groaned when I reached for the phone. "Don’t answer it," he said softly, pulling me closer. I smiled faintly, knowing exactly how he felt. He just didn’t want to let me go, and neither did I. But calls at this hour only meant one thing. "It could be urgent," I replied softly, brushing my fingers along his jaw before reaching for the vibrating phone on the nightstand. Nikolai groaned, clearly not happy with my decision, but he didn’t stop me. He just buried his face in my neck, letting out a sigh as though he already knew the moment would be lost. My brows furrowed when I saw the caller ID. “Victor?” I mumbled aloud. One of the senior mafia delegates. Nikolai became alert. He immediately lifted his head. He also
Instead of answering, I leaned my head back onto his chest. His fingers worked around my core but not exactly where I wanted him. When I grew impatient, I guided one of his hand with my own. He chuckled softly and though he doesn't like anyone leading him yet he didn't stop me. He let me move his hand according to my wish. To be honest, he was enjoying it more than me. My breath hitched in my throat when his touch grew bolder and the tip of his middle finger grazed exactly where I needed it. The sound that escaped my mouth instantly was half-moan, half-relief. My eyes shutter close on their own. The pregnancy is definitely playing with my hormones. I am feeling more aroused than ever before. “I’ve got you,” he whispered against my ear, and I believed him.I let go of his hand and relaxed against his back, trusting that he can take it from here. His fingers gently moved up and down my slit, coaxing rather than claiming. And my body? My body responded like it always did with hi
Before I could react, Nikolai slid his arms beneath my knees and back and lifted me up in a bridal style. "Nikolai!" I gasped, half laughing, half scolding. "Put me down!" "No," he said with infuriating calmness. He carried me across the room as if I weighed nothing. Before I knew it, I was already inside the bathroom. He leaned down and slowly made me sit on the stool. He turned on the tap to fill the bathtub with warm water and added my favorite body wash to it. I smiled as I watched him work around, as if keeping me happy was the most important task for him. He then walked to the cabinet and pulled out our respective toothbrushes. He squeezed a pea-sized amount of toothpaste onto our brushes and handed mine to me. Just as I was about to grab it, he switched the brushes. "Nick!" He laughed, the sound of his sweet crackle resonating in the bathroom. He knows how much I hate using his brush. He always teases me with it. I gave him a look, and he handed me my brush. I shook m
Nikolai’s POV I never went there with the intention of killing Marco, but his words infuriated me so much that I wanted to end his game right then and there. But I had to control myself. First, I don't want to give him such an easy death; I want him to beg me to kill him. Death would be too easy a punishment for the sins he has committed. Second, this is not the right time. The world doesn't move; I am back, and I don’t like to attack from behind. I will capture him in daylight, in front of the whole world. I am not a coward to perform this task in darkness. He will surely get what he deserves, but first I want to take care of my woman and my baby. Once they are fine, I will take care of the rest of the things, including Marco. When I entered the house, it was quiet. I am sure my queen is still sleeping. The effect of the medicine is keeping her body at rest most of the time. It is better if she sleeps, because whenever she is awake, she always overthinks. I held the b