9:45amI'm still on my bed even on till 9:45 am..Wanna know why?Because I can't move...Wanna know why?Because I'm in SHOCK!!Diego kissed me last night...Diego literally kissed me...me!!He took my first kiss...I'm freaking out..The memories kept on recalling in my head..His soft lips ....His warm hands on my thighs..His warm breath all around me..What is going on with me!!!Okay Guess the creepiest part of this all..I want it again..Yes I said that...In as much as it was crazy as fuck...I want it again...over and over again...But I'm afraid to even leave my bed...I'm scared I'm gonna go numb if I see him...I can't see him today...at all!!I had to sneak down by 5 am to cook breakfast, then snuck back upstairs.But the thing is...I have training by 9:30 and I can't miss it!!!I groaned and rolled out of bed...Last night was my fault...I wore something really skimpy...Today, I'm gonna be fully covered.I wore my sport bra first, then put on this crop top on and then
"What?", he said calmly.I sighed and ran my hands through my hair.He released my waist."Yes...fuck this is so ....I don't even know what to say.... You're distracting me... that's the distraction... I can't...I'm thinking properly these days...I don't even know", I regret every word I'm saying."This about yesterday?", he asked."It didn't start yesterday, it started a long time ago, I don't know when but yeah yesterday made it worse okay? .....it's driving me crazy.... you're driving me crazy... that's the distraction", I said.He paused and sighed."Well try working on that and get over it, and yesterday isn't a big deal, don't let me be a distraction to you, please", he said and walked outside.Now it was my turn to be shocked...I just opened up 30% of my feelings to someone and got pushed away.And then people will ask me why I'm always to myself.Why I don't open up...Fuck me ...I just messed up...I placed my hand on my head and sighed. . . 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀I'm back to my
I reached the door knob, just about to open it, then he pulled me back."What did you say?", he asked again."I said what I said", I mumbled again.He released me and sighed."Look just forget about what I said, it's nothing, get over it", I said repeating what he said and started heading towards the door.He pulled me back."Don't.... don't give me this attitude", he said.I nodded."Sure, I won't, I promise, I'm sorry", I said bluntly and tried leaving again but he pulled me back.This time to the wall...in between him so I don't get to move anywhere again."You think you don't distract Me too? fuck you have no idea", he said and looked at me directly in the eyes ," how much of a distraction you are to me... everything around me drags my thoughts...my mind... my senses... everything. I can't think properly because you're clearly on my mind every now and then occupying my thoughts every freaking time, fuck it's killing me"."So what was the whole reaction about the other day? I mean
I woke up late again...Mostly this time because I was training all night with Diego...Diego...I blushed....Fuck I'm so wasted...I brushed my teeth and ran downstairs as quick as I could to make breakfast, but hey guess what? the boys were already there, having breakfast."I'm sorry I got up late.... again", I said."It's okay, we got a replacement tho. You need all the time in the world to train and we don't want you mixing that up with cooking so... yeah we got another cook", Martins said.I pouted "You guys replaced me already", I said sounding like a three year old."Pretend like you're not happy and we'll gladly give you back the job", He said."No thank you", I said."Come join us", Diego said.Diego.... I nodded and took an empty seat beside him."Forget it, Bella cooks better", Kaybee said."Definitely", they all agreed.Making me smile proudly.Then Ana skipped down the stairs."Good morning everybody" she said cheerfully."Hey Ana...good morning", we replied.She came t
I was nervous...I was so nervous...This was gonna be my first mission...What if I fuck it up?Can't I just coward away and go back to my room and have a good night sleep?No I can't, if I can't take down a group of guys then I can't take down Mario.I exhaled and opened the door and went outside.The girls were already waiting for me.So was Diego and Martins.They were talking to the girls."Here, take this", Diego said tossing me two guns which I slipped into my waist band."Bring your fingers",he said.I did...He slipped his ring back onto my finger, yunno...the one with the "DD" initial on it."No matter what happens, don't take this off, it has a tracking device in it, just incase of anything", he said and I nodded.Then he put a glove on my fingers.He looked at me."Be careful", he told me.I nodded."I will", I said.He turned to the girls."Don't come back alive if anything happens to her, make sure nothing happens to her, understand?", he was talking to Tonia."Yes boss",
The girls dropped me off in front of Diego's house."Looking forward to another mission with you", Tonia said and zoomed off.I smiled at myself proudly.I've made progress yaaayy...but I'm so weak at the moment....fuck I can't feel my legs..My whole body was aching.I got into the house and my phone started ringing."Diego"Hold on big guy, I'm alive, calm down.I picked the call."Just saw you walk in through my window, my room , asap", then he cut the call.Awwn, he's been waiting for me.How cute.I dragged my legs to the stairs and took off my waist band and dropped it on the floor.No wait Ana could wake up and walk in on this.I picked it up and slung it up on my shoulders and tiredly walked up stairs.My plan was just to lay on the couch and sleep there till tomorrow, but no! Diego just had to call me.I reached his door and knocked before I opened it.His room was bloody dark and the only light source was From his phone which was glued to his face.He waved me to come.I dr
I'll assume I'm seeing thingI just saw that rightit wasn't some kind of hallucination or somethingMartins was kissing WilliamsI saw it I'm certain I did They were both shirtless and immediately they saw me they pulled away What the ?!!Wait it's all getting clear to me now,I've been noticing them of recent , the cute stares,how close they are ,but I thought it was normal for them and all because like they've been friends for years I rubbed my temples , I'll handle that later ,for now pills!!!I fell asleep later on and when I woke up it was dark I checked the time and it was about few minutes past midnight Fuck I slept pretty long alright I rolled out of bed I'm definitely gonna be wide eyed all though the night alright My tummy pain had vanished thankfully I climbed out of bed and got into my shower and had a long bath When I was done I wore a sport short and a top and headed downstairs quietly , hoping not to wake Diego up I wanted to cover up for today's training
Diego was hot as hell I'd just spent the past 20 minutes watching him do his early morning workout in the gym.I woke up a bit early and decided to do some personal training again before I join the others but met Diego already there. He hadn't noticed my presence yet so I decided to use the opportunity to admire his body Fuckkk... I mean... it's too perfect.. If I hadn't known Diego as a Mafian.. if I had walked into any random gym and seen him there, I would have thought his life was perfect. Because he looked too perfect.. The way he flexes his biceps.. The way he runs his hand through his long messy hair... The little patch of sweet at his back... his tattoos... Fuckkkk"Don't you think it's weird to be watching people for half an hour in the morning Bella?".I almost jumped. "Uhhh.. "Crap he knew I've been staring. "I uhm... actually I was -""Enjoying the view? sure have fun ",he said with a smirk on his face. I scratched my hair nervously and sighed "It's okay t