GwenHow dare he? I kept silent because if I said a word, I would burst into tears."Do you understand what I'm saying to you?" He said.I kept mute."Are you there?" He asked, "I'm talking to you and I need a response."I turned around and left his room banging the door behind me. "Gwen?" I could still hear him calling my name.What an asshole! Alpha NoahOkay, maybe I did too much or did I?Perhaps she's mad at me.I don't understand her. Did she realize how worried she left me?Hold on a minute, why did I get so worked up? Why did I go searching for her all through the night? I couldn't even sleep. No, I don't have feelings for her. She's a member of my pack and she also lives in my house. She is my responsibility.I should be the furious one here.She seems so upset I hope she's not thinking of leaving.What am I supposed to do now? Apologize? I can't do that. I can't apologize to a maid.Well I don't care if she's mad, she'll get over it. I'd rather have her mad at me than be i
GwenNow that I think about it, I think he cares about me. Did he go through all that stress for me? No wonder he was so worried. He thought something bad had happened to me and he was worried.Am I liking my boss? I know I had a feeling of attraction to him but could it be more than that? I don't think I should be feeling anything towards him. He is quite arrogant and I don't want anyone that would make me feel less of myself. I already had enough of that with Trent. But he's nothing like Trent. He tries not to show emotions by acting though but I can see right through all those emotions. He also cares and that's sweet.He called his house home for me. No no... Focus Gwen! Get your money and leave.Freedom freedom freedom. That's my logo for now. I need to leave boys alone and focus on myself, yes.I decided to go to study to see if I would find anything interesting. I'm glad that there is a study here because I love reading. The manor has everything one might be looking for.It h
GwenHe must hate me to get mad at the fact I made a little joke about us.Maybe I'm just not good enough for him, how will a common maid be good enough for the almightyNoah? I feel so stupid It's obvious that I am not good enough forever. It probably rolls with people whose family and name are unknown. I need to get back to reality, the reality of making as much money as I can and leaving this place to start anew.I could not sleep that night. All I thought about was how I had embarrassed myself before my boss. How do I face him now?Alpha NoahShe brought back some triggers. I was getting so carried away so I am glad she did.Does she think she is? No one and I mean no one can take the position of Tulip in my life. That position is not vacant and even if it is I'll rather leave it empty forever.That is the first free I have ever been with anyone without thinking of Tulip. I don't understand what is happening to me, I can't even see her but she makes me feel normal. She makes me feel
As we stepped into the hall, I saw a bunch of new faces. Then it dawned on me that I was in an entirely different pack and a different environment too. The only familiar face there was Peter's.Was cheerful and welcoming."Ah Gwen, nice to see you outside that uniform. You look splendid today!" He said as he pecked me on the cheeks. Come sit, he said.I could see a blunt lady sizing me up with her eyes. I had not been introduced to her but I could tell that she was troubled."Noah, oh dear Noah," she said as you ran to hug him. " How have you been? " Then she pulled him away from me.She acts like she would be an annoying punk.It turns out this wasn't just a pack meeting we were having but the way a group of other park leaders said the same territory in the meeting."Alpha Noah!" A deep voice called from behind. " Did you find yourself a new mate? Oh, she is lovely" he said. "She is not my mate and you know that stop messing around, Pogo," Noah said." Yeah even if he wanted to get
Gwen In another situation or another world, I would probably fear his buttons in the car and make stronger love to them after such an authoritative appearance in front of the old path pack. that shit turned me on.I don't know how long I can keep looking at him with just the eyes of a boss and not a lover. I don't think I can cope here. I took the longest stares while we were in the car... I could touch myself but I was just thinking about him. Whereas an attraction like this has been all my life. The sexual tension I feel by just looking at him could heat a whole room.I don't think I can deny it anymore, I am fucking attracted to this guy.I beat my lower lips just imagining all these dirty thoughts but I don't feel guilty.After we got back to the Manor, I did not want to let go of the thoughts in my head. I escorted him to the room and asked if he needed any help in taking off his clothes.Sure, he said.I can't believe I am dressing them up and also taking off his clothes at the
Alpha NoahThe next morning, I woke up to the thought of her. I had a wet dream about her last night and I enjoyed it.Mehn I can't. That's the best I'd get. I can't believe I almost went to her room last night. I'm glad I took care of it myself. imagine I had gone to her room, would she ever accept me? Have I been good enough for her to make me worthy of her? Does she even feel the same way? No, no no. That's enough. It would never happen. I will never allow it. The thought of Tulip brings me back to reality. I just lay on the bed thinking of how to process my feelings now. Good thing I'm blind though, she wouldn't be able to read me by looking at my eyes. That's how I read people.I can smell her. I think she's coming towards my room. I don't want to get up from bed She knocks."Yes," I say.She opens and comes in."Good morning," she said with a cheerful tone.Good morning Gwen."You're still in bed? I thought you were going out later." She askedWell, I don't feel like it. I say
Gwen.I open my eyes and I see him lying next to me.This is a dream, no way I just had sex with Noah! Alpha Noah!I pinch myself to make sure I wake up from this nice dream and not get too carried away.But it's real. It's fuckin real.We just had the nastiest sex ever?What do I do now? Do I get up and run away? How do I sneak out without him noticing?After we fucked, we both fell asleep in each other's arms like babies. Two hours of sleep for me but he is still sound asleep.Look at how beautiful he is!I want to kiss him now. I want him to turn me around and insert his dick in me and rock me while I kiss him from behind.But first I need to leave this place.I slowly tip-toed and picked up my things. It's a huge house so I need to put on my clothes or someone might catch me sneaking out. I put on my gown quietly, then picked up some of the messing things we left on the ground and sneaked out without him noticing.I did not believe that would work out I go to my room and take a lo
I don't want to hear it. But I had no choice. Better it comes now than when I've fallen further.He said on the chair opposite me and asked me to sit.I needed to pick myself up. I'd rather ridicule myself than let him ridicule me." I know what this is, sir, I understand. Last night meant nothing and it will never happen again? yea sure! things will get back to normal." he was quiet. yea, stay quiet."Do you need anything else sir?" I asked him."Gwen, I'm sorry..."I cut him off before his dumb apology." You have nothing to be sorry for, You're my boss, I think I took advantage of you and I'm sorry," I say and walk away.I am weak to the knees. My chest hurts and my wolf is broken. I almost fell to the ground and cried my chest out while walking away but I couldn't let him see me in that manner I ran to my room and locked myself in. It hurts.I know I expected the worst but deep down in my heart I still hoped it wasn't true. I dug my head in my pillow and cried my eyes out till I f