LOGINMaya
My eyelashes fluttered as his hot breath washed over my face. His exhale felt like a spark against my already feverish skin. Slowly, I lifted my gaze to meet his. Those endless black eyes that always looked right through me, even in my wildest fantasies.
For one dizzying second, the alcohol haze snapped away like brittle glass. This felt… real.
Too real. The solid warmth of his body pinning me to the couch, the heavy press of his hardness right against my soaked pussy through the thin, drenched lace of my thong- there was no way a dream could feel this vivid, this heavy and probably this aching.
My heart stuttered. If this wasn’t a dream… God, if this was actually happening…
I didn’t care. I wanted more. I needed more. Of him.
I’d never let anyone touch me before. I had never been kissed, never been fucked, never even let a guy get close enough to try. Every time someone leaned in, something inside me recoiled and pushed them away because the only one I wanted was here, in my dream.
But tonight my body wasn’t listening to reason anymore. It was screaming. It was aching, throbbing, dripping, all for him.
This wasn’t just the vodka. This was years of buried longing clawing its way out, refusing to stay silent any longer.
My chest rose and fell in sharp, uneven bursts. His face was just inches away from mine and our breaths tangled together in the tiny space between our mouths.
My whole body arched up instinctively, pressing closer, chasing that intoxicating heat radiating off him. A shuddering sigh slipped past my lips as I felt the thick outline of his cock shift against me. So hard, insistent, promising.
No one had ever made me this wet. Not with touches, not with words, not with anything. Only the thought of him. Only the dream of him, had me dripping hard.
I gasped softly and lifted a trembling hand to his neck. My nails grazed the warm skin just under his jaw, feeling the faint stubble, the steady pulse beneath.
Fuck, He felt so warm and …. Real..
He slowly straightened but was still kneeling between my spread thighs, towering over me even like this with his huge body.
Slowly, my hand moved on its own and drifted lower, curious and desperate. My fingers traced the front of his sweatpants, following the rigid length straining against the soft fabric.
The moment my palm cupped him, I gasped. “ So… big. “
I felt it, I felt him. Thick. Long. Hot even through the cotton. He twitched hard under my touch, a low sound rumbling in his chest. It felt so fucking hot.
Before I could explore more, his huge hand shot out and caught my wrists in an iron grip. In one swift motion he pushed my arm back, pinning it above my head against the couch.
I gasped as his full weight settled over me again and he was now, chest to chest, hips aligned, his cock hovering so close to where I was burning for him.
My body tensed. The position felt filthy and exposed and so fucking tempting all at once. So fucking tempting that I wanted him to just take me in that position and fuck me till I was nothing but a breeding mess for him.
He caught my other wrist with the same hand, trapping both above my head. His free hand moved to my throat. I gasped as I felt his huge palm wrapping around the delicate column of my neck.
Not squeezing. Just… holding. A Firm and Possessive grip. A whimper spilled out of me before I could stop it.
My eyes fluttered up and I watched his jaw clench so tight a muscle jumped in his cheek. Restraint flickered in his eyes, but it was fraying- thin, brittle, about to snap.
Fuck. This dream was getting wilder by the second. And I was loving every filthy moment of it.
My wetness was dripping now- sliding down from my pussy to the sensitive skin below, making me squirm. My pussy throbbed and unknowingly clenched, as more of my wetness oozed out.
I swallowed hard. My lips parted on a shaky breath as his gaze dropped to my chest- watching the frantic rise and fall, the way my nipples strained painfully against the black lace.
“Are you aware of what you’re doing?” His voice came out deep, rough, gravel dragged over silk. It sent shivers racing straight to my core.
My breath hitched. Without thinking, I nodded. A small, quick, needy nod. “I need words, princess.”
So fucking dominating. My whole body clenched at the command in his tone. His voice was low, authoritative, impossible to disobey.
I bit my lower lip, savoring the sting, and my hips bucked up on instinct, chasing friction. But his free hand shot to my thigh, pinning my hips back down to the couch with effortless strength as a broken whimper tore out of me.
I felt like a desperate bitch in heat.
His fingers moved- slow and deliberate, scratching lightly up the soft skin of my inner thigh. My eyes enlarged slightly and I gasped, thighs trembling.
Fuck, this dream was so sensual. So real. Was alcohol supposed to make dreams feel like this?
“What do you want, princess?” He raised one dark brow, waiting. I fought the desperation clawing up my throat, but the words tumbled out anyway. So raw, honest and shameless but I did not care.
“I-I need you, Daddy.”
The word slipped past my lips like it had been waiting there forever. I bit my lip again, eyes glassy and stared up at him.
“I want to feel you, Daddy. I want to be touched… and fucked… by you.”
I watched as he let out a shaky sigh- almost pained. I could see the leash on his control cracking, splintering. Holy shit. He looked devastating like this. Like restrained violence and raw hunger all wrapped in that perfect, terrifying package.
“Who gave you permission to go out and get drunk?” His tone shifted to much darker, colder. My heart skipped a beat. Something in his voice made me feel tiny, small, cared for and punished all at once.
My body reacted instantly and I tried to close my legs, to rub my thighs together for relief- but he refused to let me. His knee kept me spread open. “Answer me, princess.”
My skin prickled. My whole body twitched under the weight of that commanding drop in his voice and that intense wild gaze.
“N-no one, Daddy,” I managed to whisper.
He leaned back slightly and released my wrists. He raked his long fingers through his damp hair, leaving it even more tousled. The motion made every muscle in his arms and chest flex, making me throb and ache for more.
“Since you broke a rule and went out alone…” His eyes locked on mine, dark and merciless. “You need to be punished.”
He paused, letting the words sink in.
“Raw. And hard.”
MAYAI sat cross-legged on the soft rug in the living room with a half-empty mug of tea warming my hands, while Mom and Nicole occupied the couch across from me. Afternoon light poured through the tall windows, turning everything golden and gentle. For the first time in what felt like forever, the house didn’t feel heavy with unspoken fear. It felt like home again.Nicole was the one who finally said it out loud. “So… you’re really doing this,” she said, eyes bright but careful. “Marriage. And… kids?”My cheeks warmed. I glanced down at my tea, then back up at the two women who had held me through every nightmare. “I am. I want it. All of it. With him.”Mom’s expression softened into something so tender it made my throat tighten. She reached across and rested her hand over mine. “You’ve been through so much, Maya. Are you sure your heart is ready for that kind of forever?”I nodded, the truth rising easy and steady in my chest. “I’ve never been more sure of anything. When I was… g
MAYAI was drowning in it.The dream had me naked, skin flushed and fever-hot, thighs slick with my own arousal. I could feel it- thick and shameless, soaking the sheets beneath me and dripping down the cleft of my ass. My hips rolled on their own, desperate, chasing friction that wasn’t there until suddenly it was. A hard, thick length nestled right between my folds.I whimpered in my sleep, grinding harder, coating that semi-erect cock in the wetness that kept pulsing out of me in tiny, humiliating spurts. It felt so good. So filthy. My clit dragged along the ridged underside with every restless rock of my hips and soft, broken sounds spilled from my open mouth. “Maya…”The voice was low, rough with sleep, and so close it ghosted over the back of my neck. Soft lips pressed between my shoulder blades.My eyes fluttered open.Reality slammed into me at the same time as the realization of what I was doing. I was naked. Tristan was naked behind me. And I was shamelessly grinding my so
MAYASeven days.Seven days since the hospital doors had closed behind us and the world had tried to pretend everything could go back to normal. My body was healing and the bruises had faded to dull yellows and greens. The cuts on my wrists were closed. But the fear… the fear lived deeper. It waited until the house went quiet, until the lights dimmed, until I closed my eyes and the forest came rushing back- cold rain, iron chains, Andre’s smile.So I stopped sleeping in my room.The living room felt safer. I could see the kitchen where Mom moved around, the hallway where Dad’s study light stayed on late, the corner where Nicole usually sat with her laptop. Yeah, She ended up moving in with us for me and especially mom and dad did not want her to feel alone since she had always been part of our family.Even the quiet presence of the staff drifting through the house grounded me. I was only in a soft oversized sweater and panties, a thick blanket pulled up to my chin and curled on the
MAYAThe first thing I felt was the weight.Not the pain though that was there but, a dull, deep ache that lived in every muscle and bone, but the heaviness of simply existing again. My eyelids were lead and my throat was like sandpaper. Somewhere nearby, machines beeped in a slow, steady rhythm that matched the sluggish thud of my own heart.Maybe days?I didn’t know it yet, but that was how long I had been gone. My lips parted. A dry, cracked sound scraped out of me. “Mom…?”The chair scraped. Footsteps. Then my mother’s face was above me, eyes already flooding, hands trembling as they cupped my cheeks like she was afraid I might vanish again.“Maya- oh my God, Maya-” Her voice broke completely. She pressed her forehead to mine, tears dripping onto my skin. “You’re awake. You’re awake, baby. You’re here.”A second presence filled the other side of the bed. My father’s large, warm hand closed over mine. When I managed to turn my head, his eyes were red-rimmed, jaw clenched so tight
TRISTAN I looked at him the way a man looks at something already dead.Andre was on his knees in the abandoned warehouse, wrists bound above his head, blood already running in thin rivers down his arms. I had stripped off my jacket and …. Rolled up my sleeves. Every movement was deliberate. Calm. Deadly. He had touched her. He had put his hands on Maya. That single truth was all the permission I needed.I crouched in front of him, close enough that he could see the absolute absence of mercy in my eyes. “You made her bleed,” I said quietly. My voice didn’t rise. It didn’t need to. “You chained her in the rain like an animal. You made her cold. You made her scared. You made her call for me while she was slipping away.”Andre’s throat worked. Blood trickled from the corner of his mouth where my fist had already split his lip. “Tristan- listen-”I backhanded him hard enough to snap his head to the side. The crack echoed. “Don’t say my name,” I murmured. “You lost the right the second y
TRISTAN I found her hovering on the edge.Maya’s body was ice in my arms, so cold it felt like the rain had soaked straight through to her bones. Her skin was pale, almost translucent under the faint light filtering into the hollow, lips tinged blue, and every shallow breath she took rattled something deep inside my chest. She was still with me- barely but I could feel how close she was to slipping. Hypothermia. Shock. Blood loss. Any of it could take her if I didn’t do something now.“Maya.” My voice came out rough, almost broken. I pressed my forehead to hers, rainwater dripping from my hair onto her face. “Stay with me. You’re freezing. I know it hurts, but I need you to stay right here with me.” She made a soft, weak sound. Her fingers twitched against my soaked shirt. That tiny movement nearly undid me.I didn’t hesitate. Fear clawed up my throat, sharp and urgent. If I kept her in these wet clothes, she would keep losing heat. I stripped my jacket first, then my shirt, the col
TRISTAN I gulped hard and my gaze fell on the girl laying beneath me.Her long black hair spilled across the leather couch in wild strands and she looked messy, beautiful, like a piece of art. Those stunning green eyes glistened with unshed tears and drunken haze.Her eyes were wide and innocent e
MayaHis name came out small, trembling, almost a question. Like if I said it too loud he might vanish. But he didn’t. He was there. Still. This couldn’t be real.I blinked once. Twice. Three times. My lashes fluttered hard, like I could force the hallucination to shatter. But he didn’t disappear.
MayaAm I gay?The question kept echoing in my head like a broken record, louder than the pounding music vibrating through the strip club. I sat frozen on the red velvet couch in the VIP section with my half empty glass of vodka sweating in my hand. It burned down my throat every time I took a sip
MAYAI couldn’t believe what I had just done.My palm still stung from the force of the slap. The sharp crack of skin meeting skin echoed in my ears like a gunshot. Tristan’s head had snapped to the side, and for one terrifying second the car was completely silent except for my ragged sobs.I had s







