My hand clasps over my mouth as I stare at the test in my hand, tears beginning to stream down my face. I trembled at the thought of becoming a mother at seventeen years old.
What are my parents going to think when I tell them?I stifle my sobs as I process the information that is staring me in the face. I take a shaky breath, trying to calm down as I decide what to do. I want to keep my baby. Once I figured out what I wanted to do, I needed to do one of the scariest things I’d ever have to do: tell my parents. I sat in the sitting room, waiting for my parents to arrive from work, preparing myself for what I would tell them: what happened on the trip to Ireland, the pregnancy, everything. The door opened, and I heard my parents’ laughter as they entered the home, “Rayen?” My mother called; in a shaky tone, I answered her, “I’m in the sitting room, mother.” She and my father entered the room; seeing my distress, my mother asked, “What’s wrong, sweetheart?” I motioned for them both to sit,“I have something I need to tell you,” I told them; they both sat down as I worked up the courage to tell them the truth. With teary eyes, I started at the beginning, “While I was in Ireland with school, I, uh,” I gulped, “I was…attacked.” I watched their reactions: Mother had her hand over her mouth, while Father looked like he was ready to kill someone. “A-Are you okay?” She asked me. I nodded, “I am, but” I pulled out the pregnancy test and sat it on the table for them to see. “I’m pregnant.” Father stood and looked me dead in the face, “Are you telling us that this child is not full-blooded?” My voice lost, I nodded my reply. “Are you planning to keep it?” I nod once more, “Get out.” He demanded. I was taken aback, “W-What?” I asked, he repeated, “Get out.” I looked between my parents, “Get out of my house. Now.” Tears were streaming down my face, “Why?” I asked, trembling as I spoke, “Why are you doing this?” “You know our tribe only marries and reproduces with our people.” They weren’t giving me a choice.I had to leave.“Can I pack a bag, at least?” My father thought for a moment, then nodded. “Thank you.” I stood, not even looking at them, as I went to my room to pack a few pieces of clothing.Once I had my bag, I went downstairs to see my parents standing by the door.My father handed me some cash, “This should be enough to get you a room for a few nights, as well as food.” My mother hugs me,“Take care of yourself, Rayen.” I nod and leave the only home I’ve ever known.A few weeks passed, and I tried to figure out what to do. No one wants to hire a pregnant seventeen-year-old.I sat on a park bench after being rejected for yet another job. I rubbed my ever so slightly protruding belly. The sound of a man clearing his throat interrupted my thoughts,“Excuse me, Miss,” I whipped my eyes before seeing an older gentleman looking down at me, “May I sit with you?” I scooted over and motioned for him to sit, “Thank you.”I sighed, my stomach grumbling. “Would you like an apple?”“No, thank you. I’m fine.” I lied, but the man could see through me,“Miss, I’m a lawyer; I can read people very well.” He tells me, “I’m also a parent.” I glanced down at my belly, “How far along are you?”“I’m not sure.” I admitted, “I can’t afford to go to the doctor.”“If you don’t mind me asking, how old are you?” He handed me the apple, observing me,“I’m seventeen.” He nodded,“Family?” I shook my head, “What do you want to do?” I took a bite of the apple before answering,“I want to keep it.” I sigh, “But it’s hard to keep a baby without a job.” He hummed.After talking for a while, the gentleman asked, “May I propose an offer?” I nodded, listening attentively to what the sweet man had to say, “My son has left me with his four-year-old boy. I own a law firm, and sadly, my wife has long gone; would you be willing to come to work for me as a nanny?”“I don’t know,” I told him, “forgive me, sir, but I don’t even know your name.” He chuckled, the realization hitting him as well,“I apologize. My name is Franklin Woods, and you are?”“Rayen, Rayen Kameron.”“It is a pleasure to meet you, Miss Kameron.” He said as he shook my hand, “Now, about the offer.”“Yes, what does it pay?” I asked,“I’ll pay you a thousand dollars a week, with room and board included.” I was shocked,“I’m sorry, but one thousand dollars per week and room and board? That’s…a lot more than I was expecting, and if I’m being honest, sounds too good to be true.” He smiled, opening the box that I had not noticed that he had; the scent of donuts hit my senses quickly.I watched him for a moment, then took a donut that I was desperately craving, “Miss Kameron,” he said, “have you heard of ‘Woods, Attorneys at Law’?”“It’s the largest law firm in the city.” I replied, “Everyone who is anyone in Alador City does business with Woods.” Mr. Woods chuckled,“I’m not sure if my firm is the largest,” he stated, “but yes, we have some major clients. In fact, we were just hired by Zane Incorporated.” My jaw nearly fell to the ground. “Now then, what do you say?”I sat there for a moment or two, pondering. I don’t have much choice if I want to keep my baby, and I don’t have much time. I can either accept his offer and live comfortably with my child or live on the streets and risk anything happening to us.I knew what I had to do.“When do I start?” Mr. Woods smiled and shook my hand,“Let’s get you settled in, and then we will get you started.” I nod, and together, we leave for home.As time passed, I truly felt like a family member!I gave birth to a baby girl named Hailie Wynter Kameron, and she was perfect. Her skin was lightly hued, and she had red hair; it wasn’t an auburn color, nor carrot red like… Hailie was beautiful and brilliant; she’d ace any test you’d put before her.At fourteen, I noticed her sneaking glances at young Ashton Woods. He didn’t pay her much heed, but the longing look in my daughter’s eyes made me smile, but sad as well, for he clearly doesn’t share her affection.I just hope she’ll be cared for…when I’m gone.I lay in bed, my body trembling. Hailie was at school, but it was only a matter of time. Mr. Woods comes into the little guesthouse Hailie, and I call home; he finds me in bed, and I can feel his heartbreak, “Raven,” he muttered, his voice cracking as he fights back the tears, “What’s wrong?” With what energy I could muster, I told him,“I’m sick. I’ve been sick for…a long time.” Mr Woods sat beside me on the bed, holding my hand, “There was…nothing…anyone could do.”“Why didn’t you say anything?” He asked; I swallowed, tears pricking my eyes as I finally answered,“Hailie.” He nodded his understanding, “M-Mr Woods,”“Franklin.” He interrupted; I gave him a weak smile, squeezing his hand,“Franklin, take care of my daughter.” I told him, “Make sure she is loved and let her follow her heart and dreams, and tell her that love will come, no matter who it is.” He nods,“Hailie will want for nothing; you have my word.” I nodded. I looked up, a bright light shining above us,“Do you…do you see that light?” I asked, “It’s so bright, so…beautiful…”“Go to it, Rayen.” Franklin said, his voice becoming soft, “You’ll feel better soon; just go to the light.” I listened and entered the light, feeling nothing but happiness and relief…I groaned as I sat back in my chair; the mountain of case files and depositions never ended. I pinch the bridge of my nose, glancing at my watch, Finally, I muttered in my head, releasing a sigh of relief as I began closing out of my computer, quitting time. Standing up, I stretched my back and packed what I needed to bring home. The sound of the two others packing up, too, had my mind pondering what it’ll be like when I become the one who signs their paychecks. “About to head home, Ash?” Terry, my long-time friend from law school, asked. I glanced over to him, seeing him already becoming disheveled as he closed his laptop that still sat on the desk, “Probably.” I reply, “Hailie should call any moment to ask me what I’d like for dinner.” Ethan, the eldest of us all and my grandfather’s best friend chuckled at my response, “Ashton, my boy,” he says, “Why don’t you ask the sweet girl on a date? You two practically live together
The funeral was quick, but it was beautiful as well. Hailie stayed by my side the entire time, from the time they allowed me to view his body before we got started to place him on the ground at the family gravesite. So many people came to pay their respects to my grandfather, their friend, and their family. Hailie held my arm, “You’re supposed to meet with the attorney in the study, Mr. Woods.” I nod, “Yes, thank you,” I say, finally tearing myself away to go to my grandfather’s study. Ethan already sat at my grandfather’s desk, all his papers ready to go. His glance comes up to me, his eyes filled with sorrow as he motions for me to sit. I did so. Soon joining me, he gets situated in his seat, “I’ve always hated these damn chairs.” He says, “I’d tell your grandfather that he needed to replace them every time I had to sit in them.” We both chuckle at the memory, “I recall.” A smile formed on my face, “He’d tell you
I led Ash and Ethan down the stairs to the guests downstairs who wished to pay their respects. Ash is doing better than I was expecting. On the other hand, I am trying to keep it together; I always saw Mr Woods as a father figure. He was at the hospital when I was born, he was there when my mother passed away, graduation; I owe this family my life. I stayed to the side, watching Ashton mingling with the guests. His dark hair slicked back, allowing his dark green eyes to shine brightly, though I’ve seen his eyes like this before; his eyes, though brightly they shine, are not a shine of happiness or even comfort, but a shine of sorrow. The last time I had seen him like this it was when my mother died. He had held me the entire time when all I could do was cry. After everyone had left, I began cleaning the living area of the grand house. Ash came in, looking around, “Do you need something, Mr Woods?” I asked; he looked like he was thinkin
Why did I do that? Why did I do that? Why did I do that? I kissed Hailie. I’m drunk; maybe I’m not thinking straight. No, that’s not it. If I was drunk, then I wouldn’t be having this conversation with myself. Do I actually want to hook up with her? Shaking my head, I headed to the bathroom to shower; ever since my teenage years, when I needed to process things or think, a hot shower always helped. Once the water was at a temperature I liked and I was completely naked, I hopped in, allowing the steam to engulf me and the water to trickle down my torso. I placed my hands on the wall before me as my thoughts wandered to Hailie. Her red hair in her typical French braid, her piercing blue eyes that could freeze you at that moment, and you can’t tear yourself from her gaze, not even if you tried. My thoughts then wandered to my grandfather’s conditions of my inheritance. Hailie has to be cared for, and I have to marry; why would he put thos
I woke up around six in the morning. It’s Sunday, so I got to sleep in a bit, but I don’t like sleeping too long, especially since the house is a wreck. Changing into leggings and a pale blue sports bra, I grab my headphones and phone and head up to the main house to clean before making breakfast. When I opened the door to the mud room, the smell of burned toast and grease filled my nose, “What the…” I made my way toward the scent to find…Ash? I rubbed my eyes to see if I was seeing things, but Ashton Woods stood shirtless and making breakfast; at least, I think that’s what he’s doing. He turns around with a plate of what looks like burned eggs, or rather, what used to be eggs, “Good morning!” He beams; I can’t help but raise a brow, my hands on my hips once I move my headphones around my neck, “What are you doing?” I asked; he motioned to the counter to the array of different, very burned foods, “I made breakfast.”
I sat in the study, reviewing every inch of this contract to see what I may sign up for. His friend Terry was here, too, so if I agree to the terms and Ash agrees to mine, Terry will notarize it for us. All three of us sat in uncomfortable silence as I continued reading, finally coming to the end. I sat it down and looked Ashton in the eyes, handing him a list of my conditions. “Let me know if you have any questions.” He nods and glances over the paper, glancing up at me, surprise in his eyes, “You’re still a virgin?” I sucked in a breath and glanced at Terry, who was clearing his throat, trying to mind his own business. I turned back to Ashton, “Yeah, I am. You’d remember that if you weren’t drunk the other night.” I tell him, “And I don’t plan on losing my virginity to a man who doesn’t even love me.” He looked back at the paper and nods, “Okay,” he says, “I can agree to these terms. However,” I caught his gaze, “On the honeymoon, we
“I can’t believe this is happening,” I tell Terry as he situates the contract. I know Hailie is pissed with me right now, but I hope she knows that I’m only trying to do what I think is best not only for me but also for her. “You know Ethan will be ecstatic when you tell him.” Terry chuckles, “I know. Gramps would be jumping for joy in his grave if he could.” I smile at the thought. “I just hope she doesn’t hate me forever.” I tell him, “I’d like to only get married once, and I’d like to have a family with my wife, but from the way Hailie is sounding, it seems that she’s planning on being a virgin till the day she dies.” Terry rubbed the back of his neck as he sighed,
When we made it to Alador City, my jaw nearly dropped. I’ve only been to the city a few times, the most recent being in an ambulance with Mr. Woods on our way to the hospital. There was no time for sight-seeing. But now, riding in the car with Ashton, I enjoy the city’s beauty. The buildings, the people, the greenery. Everything. Ash was nice enough to let me gawk rather than trying to hold a conversation with me. I was grateful for the silence after what happened in the laundry room this morning. I don’t know why my body reacted the way that it did to his dominating tone, but I know that it had my pussy dripping; if he had told me to turn around and bend over, I probably would have. Ash pulled into a parking spot and got out, opening my door for me when he reached my side. “Are you hungry?” He asked, “Or do you want to look around for a while?” I shrugged; I ate a bagel this morning, so I was fine for a while, but I don’t know if he ate anything yet. “Are you hungry?” I as