LOGINWhen my brother, Adrian Carter, storms out of the house in anger, I go out in the pouring rain to find him—only to be struck by a fallen live wire, resulting in the complete loss of both my arms. From then on, I, who dreamed of becoming a doctor, have been doomed to be a patient forever. I make multiple attempts on my life. My family wrestles me back from the clutches of death every time. Adrian crouches down in front of me and begs, "It's my fault. Please don't die." Mom quits her job and keeps me company all day long. "You mean more to me than my life! What am I supposed to do if you're gone?" To earn more money and help me regain the ability to live normally, Dad works as hard as he can and even takes on more work abroad. I assume that life will eventually get better. But after I've finally learned how to use my feet in place of my hands for everything, I inadvertently overhear a conversation. "If I'd known this would happen, I wouldn't have stopped her from killing herself." The next day, I climb to the rooftop alone. The wind is howling. It makes me sniffle, but no tears fall.
View MoreMy funeral was held three days later. The sky was overcast, and a fine drizzle fell like tears from the sky.All of the family's friends and relatives came. They were mostly relatives on Mom's side, along with some of Dad's old colleagues. Dressed in black, they showed up with solemn expressions and spoke in hushed voices.Mom looked like she'd aged two decades overnight. Dad's hair looked a lot grayer now as he stared blankly at the tombstone.The funeral service felt depressingly long.Mom almost had to rely completely on Dad to remain standing. She no longer had any tears to shed, her eyes now swollen and filled with emptiness.Dad held her tightly, his back straight. However, anyone who looked closely would realize that his hand trembled as it rested on her shoulder.Mr. Lewis showed up as well. He didn't use an umbrella, allowing the rain to fall onto his shoulders. He came forward with heavy steps, holding a bouquet of white lilies in his hand.He walked up to Adrian, who
Dad looked as if he had been punched in the gut. He swayed on his feet and had to grab the doorframe to steady himself.His gaze was fixed on the coffin in the center of the living room.Mom's eyes were so swollen that she could barely open them. Her face was still streaked with tears.Seeing Dad, her lips started trembling. "Why did it take you so long to come home? Do you know our daughter is dead? She's gone! We don't have a daughter anymore!"She threw herself at him, clutching his shirt as the heart-wrenching sobs escaped her.Dad's eyes widened, the whites slowly reddening. With his lips parted, he stared at Mom before whipping his head toward the coffin."Adrian… tell me who's in there."Adrian dropped to his knees with a thud, his head falling against the floor. He didn't answer. He only began striking his own head violently with his fists.His tears conveyed more than words ever could. The answer needn't be put into words.All the color drained from Dad's face. He clu
The police officers and the staff from the funeral home came forward. They attempted to pull Mom and Adrian away from my body. Mom clung so tightly to me that several people had to work together to drag her off.She struggled against their grip, shrieking like a lioness who'd lost her cub.My body was carefully removed. Parts of it had already stuck to the ground and needed to be scraped up with special tools.A young funeral home worker had to turn away. He couldn't resist the urge to vomit.I drifted in the air, watching everything. The heavy sense of shame that filled me now made it hard for me to lift my head.I kept apologizing to the people who had to handle this horrific scene I'd left behind."I'm sorry. If I had known it would be such a burden for everyone, I would've chosen a neater way to go. I'm sorry for causing so much trouble."In the end, my body was placed inside a dark body bag. A long cardboard box served as a temporary coffin.When the funeral home staff ask
For some reason, my soul lingered in this world, hovering beside them like a ghost.I tried to stop Mom, but I passed right through her body. My own corpse was soon exposed, laid bare for all to see. The light blue dress was covered in dust and bloodstains. My hair fanned out in all directions, covering most of my face. Only part of my pale chin and neck were visible.The crowd began to mutter among themselves. Someone shouted, "Call 911!"The person beside him grabbed him and shook his head. "She's no longer breathing.""What drove this young woman to do something like that…""I heard she's that woman's youngest daughter. She lost both her arms."Mom remained frozen, her hand still lifting the sheet. She didn't move at all. Her eyes were locked onto my lifeless body on the ground.Then, she collapsed to the ground as if the life had been sapped out of her, too.Adrian had been standing behind her, his face drained of all color. He hurriedly caught her. As she leaned against hi












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