Gabby’s POV
As I stirred from my slumber, a sensation of breathlessness overcame me as though a weighty presence rested upon my stomach. Gently, my hand explored the source of the uncomfortable weight with my eyes shut, lost in the haze of awakening.
Hard. Smooth. And... fingers? Fingers?! My eyes widened as I looked to see what was pressing heavily on my stomach.
If my eyes were wide, they widened even more upon seeing an arm wrapped around me.
I looked at the owner of those hands. A guy! A guy who was sleeping soundly beside me! He was facing down, so I couldn't see his face, and I didn't recognize who he was.
Damn! What the heck! I cursed under my breath when I noticed that I wasn't wearing any clothes! I also glanced at the guy lying next to me. He was half-naked, but I could see one-fourth of his butt, so I knew he was completely naked from head to toe!
Did something happen between us?
Did we do it?
I struggled to remember what had happened. It felt like I was being painted red from head to toe as I recalled the events.
I stiffened when the guy beside me shifted, allowing me to see his face clearly.
I could only gape at what I saw. Oh my God!
Did I had sex with a demigod? He was handsome, with a straight nose, long eyelashes, beautiful lips, neat hair, and a flawless face that seemed smoother than mine.
He was sexy too. The man had shifted slightly, revealing his six-pack abs. Wow! I felt like I needed breakfast!
God!!! I didn't know whether to regret losing my virginity or to be happy because such a perfect man was my first!
This can't be happening! How did all this happen? As far as I can remember, I was on vacation in Boracay...
Flashback
Here I was, all alone. Sigh. I was in Boracay at the time. My boss had given me a 3-day vacation because I had been pestering him for a while to have a little break.
It was my second night here in Bora. The place was truly beautiful. It never got old to look at, and I still hadn't explored every corner of it during my two days here.
Right now, I'm sitting at a table near the Bar Section. Yes, I'm at a club. After all, I'm just one of Eve's children looking for my Adam.
But seriously, I was expecting that some guy would notice me. I wasn't young anymore, I was 25 years old for God's sake! And I had been without a boyfriend for three years already. I had been too picky with men, and I regretted it! Because then, I envied others who were getting married or were no longer virgins.
And me? I'm Gabbriel Lane Tolentino. A renowned professional photographer for a famous men's magazine, yet I had no boyfriend and was even more virgin than Mama Mary. Sigh...
I remembered my boss, who was 50 years old, once said, "Your photographs are the best, but you should know that this company specializes in magazines for men. And your shots are just lacking...lust. You should put your lustful soul into your work to shoot a photo that will arouse our readers."
How can I develop a lustful soul if I lack experience, right? I'd been getting too depressed and stressed out thinking about how to acquire that lustful soul. And I think the only way was to have sex with a man.
But how on earth can I do that? Damn it.
"Another glass of Bloody Mary," I said to the bartender. It was the best way to ease my pressures. I needed to drown myself in alcohol, just for tonight.
"Coming up, Ma'am!" the bartender smiled sweetly. Damn, here in Bora! Even the bartender was so handsome!
I had already ordered ten Bloody Marys, but with each sip, I found myself just staring at the handsome bartender. He really was handsome! I didn't know what was wrong with my feet, but I found myself walking towards the bar section. I stumbled as I walked, but I didn't care. I sat down on one of the bar stools.
I was busy watching the bartender as he skillfully mixed drinks. When he looked at me, I automatically smiled. If he had a sweet smile, I had a killer smile, according to my office mates.
They said I had this smile that could attract men, and it wasn't impossible because I was beautiful and sexy, right? It was enough to make me feel a bit conceited.
When I smiled at the bartender, he smiled back and chuckled. After a while, I felt dizzy, so I leaned forward for a moment and closed my eyes.
"Miss?"
I looked up when the bartender called out to me, flashing that charming smile. He was handing me a glass of Bloody Mary. Did I order this?
I smiled at him and said, "I didn't order this but..." I took the glass from his hand and placed it on a table. Then gently, I touched his hand, and I was definitely flirting with the handsome guy. “Thank you.”
I took his hand as if we were shaking hands. "My name is Gabby. Yours?" I smiled as sweetly as I could.
"Rei," he said, matching my smile. Uh, the guy was going along with me. "Nice to meet you, Gabby."
I grinned even wider. "Well, Rei, I hope you don't mind, but my head is spinning and I need to go 'somewhere' to rest." Then, I pretended to feel dizzy. But honestly, who wouldn't after downing ten Bloody Marys? Plus, being offered another one.
Rei furrowed his brow slightly. Nice name, right? I thought he might reject me, but I was pleasantly surprised. He called over his colleague, another bartender, to take over while he stepped away. It was my signal to leave.
There was no turning back now.
End of flashback
I felt as if I were in a daze, and I could feel the veins pulsing in my temple. I also sensed that my mouth was hanging open as I asked myself, "Did...Did I really do that?" I couldn't believe what just happened.
Who could believe that a woman could do such a thing? Especially when the woman in question, which was me, didn't have a flirtatious identity?
I wanted to scream but held it in!
I glanced at the guy beside me. Rei. That was his nameand Rei was still asleep. Was he that tired? Did I tire him out last night?
Damn it! I can't stay here any longer. What would a woman like me who practically initiate everything had to say? A ‘Thank you’?
I quickly picked all my scattered clothes on the floor and put them on. Despite feeling a bit sore between my legs, I pushed myself to move faster. I had put on all my clothes, including my shorts, when I felt that something was missing.
Holy shiz! Where is my panty?!
I searched everywhere for my underwear but I really couldn't find it.
"Hmmm..." My eyes widened as Rei stirred. It looked like he was about to wake up any moment! Damn it. Damn it!
In my panic, I grabbed my other belongings and hurriedly left the hotel room. I breathed a sigh of relief as soon as I stepped outside. I was inside the elevator and felt at ease, knowing that I had escaped.
If this man right here got killed after I left, my underwear would be one of the reason I would be a prime suspect.
Fucking a stranger and losing an underwear.
Damn it.
Gabby’s POV“Good morning, Gab! Glad to see you finally showed up,” Kerl greeted the moment I stepped out of the elevator. He was one of my officemates.The second I walked into the office, a wave of hellos came my way. Well, look at that—celebrity treatment. Guess being professional really makes you famous. Ha!“Morning,” I greeted back with a grin.I strolled toward my desk… only to stop dead in my tracks.What in the world—did my desk turn into a flower shop? There were roses. Everywhere. All kinds. Different colors, too.And there’s only one man who’d do something this over the top. Rei.Of course. When you’re rich, you don’t just buy a bouquet—you buy the whole damn garden. Show-off.I spotted an envelope sitting on top of one of the bundles. Curious, I picked it up and read the note inside.For my future girlfriend,These are for you—to brighten your long, heavy day. You’ll be drowning in work, Baby. :D Don’t push yourself too hard.Let’s go on a date later?The man who got you
Gabby’s POV“Can I… uh… come in?”Should I let him in? What the hell is he even doing here? Damn it, he’s still so handsome even after a week of not seeing him!Why am I even talking like this? Ugh, damn it! Rei looks so good right now, it’s ridiculous. He’s drenched in sweat—okay, maybe more like glistening, like one of those guys from the Cosmo Bachelor Bash 2011. All he’s missing is being naked!What the hell am I thinking? Damn it! This is exactly why I didn’t want to see him! Remember, Gabbriel—he broke your heart. He’s so hot. Ugh, help!“Gab…”I shut my eyes. That voice again! It drives me insane. Why does he always have to say my name like that? It’s—ugh—it gives me chills! See what this man does to me? The moment I see him, it’s like all my anger just melts away. Psssh.“We need to talk. Can I come in?”His voice is low, serious. I stare at him, searching his face. Those eyes—pleading again. Goddammit. Who on earth could ever say no to Reigan Salvador?No. No, no, no. I can’t
Rei’s POVIt’s been a week now. She hasn’t been coming to work. Even her best friend, Kesha, had no idea where she was. I know she’s a grown woman, but I can’t stop worrying. What if something bad happened to her? Or maybe she’s sick? Or… something worse?And until now, I still feel strange about what happened back in Tagaytay. I keep blaming myself. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can’t I understand what my feelings for her really are? Why… why don’t I know?When I feel at ease just being near her.When my mood shifts because of her, it is a good kind of shift.When I worry too much about her.When I want to see her face.When I want to kiss her so badly.When I hate seeing her with another man.When… my heart beats so damn fast because of her.These feelings are new to me. I’ve never felt anything like this before. I’ve never experienced something like this, and it’s confusing the hell out of me.If only I could name these feelings, then maybe Gabby wouldn’t be MIA right now. I’
Gabby’s POV“Gabbriel! What’s happening to you? Gino said you haven’t been home for a week! And why haven’t you been going to work? Do you want to get fired?!”I winced and pulled the phone away from my ear. The moment I answered, Kesha’s voice practically pierced through the speaker.Ugh. Seriously? So early in the morning, and this is what I wake up to? I’d barely opened my eyes and already I was being scolded like a teenager. Perfect.Well… to be fair, she wasn’t wrong.I, Gabbriel Lane Tolentino, hadn’t been home in an entire week. My poor brother, Gino, was probably living off instant noodles by now. I hadn’t gone to work once either—and honestly, the thought of facing my boss right now made me want to crawl back under the covers.So where am I?In my condo. The one my father gave me that I haven’t touched and lived in. This is the only place no one knew where to find me.“Hello? Are you still there?!” Kesha’s voice snapped through the line again, sharp and impatient.“Well...” I
Gabby’s POV“I’m sorry…”When he said those words, the pain only cut deeper.Sorry for what, exactly?Because he can’t like me back?Am I really that hard to like?What did you expect, Gabbriel Lane?You’re the only one who feels this way. Just tattoo that in your mind—you’re the only one who cares like this.One-sided feelings. Remember?I know that. I haven’t forgotten that I’m the only one holding on to this.And I’m not numb. I can feel every bit of the painEverything happened too fast, and now it’s all a mess.It’s only now that I’ve truly confirmed it—only now that I’ve realized what I really feel.And only now that I’ve learned… he doesn’t feel the same.If he ever does, it’s probably as fleeting as a wild weed—something that grows without care, and dies just as easily. Damn it.I didn’t respond to what he said and just walked straight to his car.I saw him follow, looking defeated.Why does he look defeated?I’m the one who’s losing my mind here! Does he even have the right t
Rei’s POVEarlier that day…Damn it! It’s almost five! What the hell am I supposed to do again? Where did I put that list my brother Gin dictated to me? Shit! I’m freaking out! Damn it, Rei, calm down! What’s wrong with you? You’re a grown man—why are you nervous?!Anyway, to answer her question—it’s a no. I’m just trying to stop myself from panicking because this is literally the first time in my entire life that I’ve been this nervous. Well, except for that time in the sauna room when my “baby” woke up. I admit, I panicked a bit there. That was the first time I ever got nervous… and now this is the second.I just can’t stop thinking.Will this date turn out okay?Will she like it?Will she… Damn it! You’re wasting time, Rei! Just focus and do your job right!But where the hell is that list? Damn it... Oh right, it’s in my pocket. For fuck’s sake! I even forgot that? Seriously, Rei? What the hell is wrong with you?!I pulled out the paper and read it again. I already forgot what was