I still remember the pictures in his file. So far, It contains photos of 6 different women. All beaten, bloody, bruised, shocked, r*ped, humiliated, robbed of their freedom, and one robbed for her reason to live. I could not blame her either; I read their statements. He inserted them with different objects, one got her nipples burned off, and one had them cut off with a kitchen knife. One had over 17 stitches in her rear end; all this was documented. Pictured and written down, but he is still allowed to walk around as a free man.
Finally, a dark shadow walked up to the door I was watching. Searching his pocket, found a key and opened it before stepping inside, closing the door behind him. I smiled. I had so much planned for this night. This scumbag of a human is going to regret his life choices. I took a final deep breath and stepped out of the shadows.
I let myself out of the apartment three hours later, satisfied with my results. I can already picture tomorrow’s headlines!
‘Highly regarded politician found dead in his apartment.’
And somewhere in the text beneath, it would tell how he was found. How he had been accused of r*pe months ago, but nothing would stick. How he now accidentally killed himself while ma**urbating! I laughed!
’Found with a rope around his neck tied to the doorknob, five billiard balls up his rectum, masturbating to pictures of small children. The rope was too short, and he somehow hanged himself.’
I was good in my field, so I didn’t do much. He tied his own rope. I made him stuff his a*s with the balls. Well, if you look past the part where I got sick of his crying and whining with the first one, I helped him a little… and kicked it in while he was at it. He pulled down his pants by himself. I just pulled his legs while he was hanging in by the doorknob. I waited for him to stop kicking and fighting me, and then it was all over. It’s incredible that these stupid humans can be scared to do. I just needed to shift partially, and he was terrified. After he died, I put up the tiny revealing photos of young kids, but I made him watch the images from his file when he died. I wanted him to know why. I wanted him to know that no matter how much he begged and cried, it would not help. Like it did not help the woman he destroyed.
He stole their lives, their dignity, and I returned the favor. That was an easy job this time. Now I need to head back to the US. I have a job waiting but also a date. It’s time to get some distractions, I’ve had dreams again, and they always make me in a bad mood and sometimes a little reckless, and I can’t afford that with what I’m doing.
Before my next mission, I need a little release, and I know just the man to go to, but first. I need to burn these files and notify the poor old grandma that hired me. I may be cold and not able to love, but that didn’t mean I didn’t feel for the poor woman. That didn’t. make me hate scumbags like this any less.
I was emotionally tired and in a bad mood. After the job was done, I went to my client. She wept for the loss of her precious granddaughter and then out of relief. The weight on her shoulders and mind was considerably lighter.
She wasn´t his first victim, far from it. However, she was his first victim to kill herself after his vicious attack. She was so young and left so broken that every piece of her body and soul felt violated. She could not bear it anymore. No matter how hard she tried and how much her family supported her, her body and mind could not heal. She never found a reason to keep on living.
The grandmother needed her revenge like it was sustenance for her life. I could understand this with the deepest depths of my dark soul. Revenge is always sweet; I’m not ashamed to admit I live and breathe for it. I provided justice for the young girl´s sufferings before she found peace in her death.
The bonus was making sure that another disgusting monster was off the streets. A few hours later, I sat on the plane and felt like one of those sardines in a can. The sweat and grime I could scent from the podgy human beside me infiltrated my nostrils, and I barely managed to keep myself from retching. He kept on wetting his lower lip and making disgusting approaches as I would ever even think of letting him touch me. In any way! It was apparent that NO was a foreign language for him. After a while, I leaned over him, my mouth right by his ear and my hand stroking his inner thigh.
As seductively as I could bring myself to be towards this human filth, I whispered,
” If you speak to me again, if you so much as look in my direction again, I’ll make sure that little wife of yours knows about your relationship with her sister, your minor neighbor girl, and that slutty colleague of yours. Wait for your life to shatter into tiny pieces. Watch you scramble to keep what you can of your dignity and former life before I come back and cut off your balls and feed them to the strays. “
I gave him the sweetest smile ever and leaned back in my seat. I never travel anywhere without checking my closest “traveling companions” or checking the list in case I can do a little dirty work on the side. I don´t just take the paid mission, but I constantly research my potential victims well. I won´t fall to their level, I won´t hurt or kill innocents, and those I deem fit to die to have to meet specific qualifications. Even the missions or targets I get from the council I would research properly before acting. It took the old fashion farts some time to accept this, and I didn’t jump at their command without questions, but after a couple of mistakes from their side, it’s now the new normal. They expect me to do the research, report to them, and then handle the situation. Just the way I wanted it.
I made a quick stop, checked in at my hotel, and put on a new change of clothes. I threw my bag on the bed and headed out. I had a job waiting for me in Dallas, but I needed this detour. I needed to have a clean sheet again. My hands were sweaty, my head was hurting, and my heart was racing painfully. I hadn´t slept for two days. I needed my time in sub-space, I needed my break, I needed Bear.The only person besides Mickael that could and was allowed to break through my walls. I can still smile thinking of our first meetings; we fought as if our lives depended on it, partly because I have difficulty allowing anyone past my walls. Even if I wanted to, they were impenetrable. So they need to be forced down or torn down. The other part was our animals; it´s not natural to give away dominance.They fight over it. So we did too. After three meetings, he won, and for the first time in my life, I experienced access to sub-space just by spanking, by submission. Sub-space, for me, was a free
The fear speeded itself through me like a freight train. Before my expression could be suppressed, it was detected in an instant. I wrinkled my nose and turned my head away as he leaned forth and took a deep, slow sniff up from my collarbone to my ear.This guy was disgusting through and through; the sheepish grin on his face made me feel sick to my stomach. Luckily, the fear melted into the rage coursing through my body quickly, and I wheeled in the needed control. I was not afraid to die; I never was. I rather deep fry, season, and eat my own hair than show this scum fear. He didn´t deserve my fear; he didn´t deserve shit!I knew I still had plenty of time. He didn´t just fuck his victims. He played with them, toyed with their emotions, and gorged on the continuous fear. He scars and torments them until they let go of their natural bodily functions and defecate and urinate themselves, ensuring that he lamented their lack of dignity and despair. He would reach out with an olive branc
My eyes would not listen, so I could not see where I was, but the stench ofblood and serpent was lacking. Instead, it somehow smelt familiar. I felt safe;mumbling voices grew closer and closer. Two. Two people were talking.I took a deep breath, and the fresh air and sting of pain told me I was indeedalive. Death was not granted. I still had time and still had a purpose. But how?I opened my eyes like small creeks with all the strength I could muster, but Isquinted them back shut and groaned. The sharp light burned my eyes, and Icould not see anything but white light.That was, however, a bad idea. The people talking suddenly stopped. Theywere now aware that I was awake, and heavy steps came closer. That’s when Iremembered the sparks I felt just before I drifted away, and my heart did itsbest to jump out of my chest. I was helpless and weak. I could not move a muscle. Istarted sweating and trembling, fear
“WHAT!?!”Was he serious? I never knew he swung that way! Is he just fuckingwith me? I looked over at Bear, that seemed to be studying myreaction, and the moment his eyes met mine, I knew he was tellingthe truth. For a split second, my heart dropped, and I sank back downon the bed. There it was again, jealousy. No, it´s just because I likewhat we have! I don´t want to find me a “new Mr. Bear.”He has been mine for so long, but he was never really mine. Iknew that, but still.Ifell asleep without even noticing it myself. This little bump in theroad was too much. I didn´t have the energy for emotional reactions,they usually cost me a great deal, but now they cost too much, and Islipped away into the darkness again.Another week flew by, and I didn´t follow at all. I was just there. Inand out of sleep, I did remember eating and drinking f
The fur was midnight black. It seemed to shimmer between black anddark blue as the hairs moved around my fingertips, like black-bluewaves dancing in the forbidden sea. Mesmerized by the beautifulcolors and the pleasant feeling, I suddenly felt like a deer caught inthe headlights as I stared into a pair of deep green eyes. I jerked myhand back like I was hit by lightning, and my throat suddenly felt soparched and tight. Petting someone´s wolf was an incredibly intimatething in the werewolf community, and I just did it while he slept, andI was even caught red-handed. A strange whimper growl escaped his throat, and I quite literally jumped backward out of bed. I didn´t survive that hell just to die here!“ I´m sorry, sorry! I´m not sure what came over me!”I mumbled while I switched the weight from one foot to the otherlike I was about to pee myself before turning
I opened the door, and the heavenly scent of eggs, bacon, and coffee filled my nostrils. The smell alone was more than enough to make me moan, and my mouth filled up with saliva. I didn´t realize how hungry I really was.As I entered the kitchen, Bear was already making a plate for me, and the Perv-dog was enjoying his steaming hot cup of coffee at the table. They didn´t say anything, but I saw them smiling at themselves, so I just squinted my eyes and sat down.I didn´t eat anything. I actually inhaled it. Like I just took an intense breath, and everything on my plate was gone! But it was incredible. I can’t remember eggs and bacon ever tasting this good! I felt so content, newly boiled and scrubbed. My tummy was filled, and I leaned back on my chair with my own steaming hot coffee cup.“So, how is the nose, love?”I shot Bear a look filled with daggers, but he was just sitting there, way too amused and sipping his coffee without a care in the world. Other than mocking me, that is. W
What met me was anger and disbelief on both sides of the table. The air in the kitchen suddenly fell several degrees, and I had a bad feeling about this. What did I do?“You’re not leaving. You’re still hurt!”Ethan growled and slammed his cup so hard on the table, breaking the silence so suddenly that I actually jumped in my chair and stared at him with my mouth open.“I´m fine now, I swear. I just need-“Bear cut me off before I could even finish, and he was also angry. What have I done to them when I was floating between sleep and woken state? Did I hurt any of them? But they seem fine. Did I break something irreplaceable? No, Bear didn’t really care so much for things, so that’s not it. Then what? I leaned as far back on the chair as I possibly could, creating the illusion of space between us as I furrowed my brows and glanced from one to the other. I was not sure how to take this situation. My head really isn’t back in the game at all.They both look fuming but also kind of hurt.
My body was filled with anticipation and need, and my core already throbbing and aching to be touched. My heavy breathing was interrupted by a sudden hitch as Bear tore open the shirt I was wearing, and I was so engulfed in my lust that I barely registered that Ethan got up and came toward us.Ethan pushed the kitchen table away like it weighed nothing at all while Bear nibbled at my earlobe and whispered.“Do you remember your flowers Love?”“Yes, Master Bear.”“Good. I want you to show our Alpha what a good girl you can be. I Won´t stop him if you don´t shout out your flowers. Is that understood?”This was how it must feel to be hypnotized; my eyelids were heavy, and my brain felt like it was just mist and aching. Bear squeezed my breasts in his hands, and I let out a little whimper.“Yes, Master Bear, I understand!”One of his hands glided up from my breast, over my throat, and grabbed my chin. I felt Bear press his cheek against mine, and he tilted my head up just to see Ethan tow