part 2- chapter 33

Maria’s POV-

Lucien was playing a game I just know it, his quipped response of us breaking up was so out of character for him, only minutes before his departure he was outright refusing that I had ended our relationship.

So here I am frozen, looking at the door he had just left form. This was what I had wanted, I had instigated the breakup so why does it feel so wrong? I do not know how to explain the emotional feeling that I am feeling right now.

 Is it Pain? Yes.

is it sadness? Yes.

Is it Relief? Possibly?

No not relief of our breakup but relief that he had left with no fight at all but just that thought alone does not just come with relief it comes with so much pain.

He had said I was no longer his problem nor he mine but was I honestly more of a problem than a partner for him? I guess I do understand his words to some extent, he has always been the jealous type of man and with jealousy there always followed with drama