Not even one, not even one trip could be taken without disruption of any form, how much harder could life become for him? All these he thought as he ran through the crowd. He was being followed, by a bunch of stampeding fans, if he slowed down a second, the situation wouldn't be pretty.
His cover was blown and now he felt like a mouse in a box; trapped and restricted. Adding to that, he was alone—he had earlier rejected his manager's offer to go with him on his quick vacation.His social anxiety was killing him and the crowd soon multiplied or maybe he thought they did. His mind played tricks sometimes.What a mess, he thought, still running through the crowd amidst overly energetic fans and earsplitting screams of his name that exited their mouth.Of course, he had been careful—with the perfect disguise of a black face cap and a mask to match; he had hoped no one would recognize him till his encounter with a flight attendant who wouldn't stop staring, then caught a glimpse of the mole on his nose. That goddam mole was the perfect giveaway; he noticed how hastily she went into her compartment and suddenly the first class batch was filled with cheeky female flight attendants and wide grins— failing at their pretence of not recognizing him.
He had mentally prayed that they maintained composure, at least till he got off the plane but, that was just a tip of a much bigger iceberg. On getting off that plane, the most irritating thing happened; it wasn't surprising, just plain irritating to him.
"Jones Jackson! There is Jones Jackson!" someone had yelled from behind him.
That was all it took to get a scream out of basically everyone present, followed by their attempts to get closer to him—all of these people at the same time!How did they even recognize him? He thought. He had covered everything that could give a clue. Although that did a lot adding to his tribulation, the baggy T-shirt and trousers he wore felt heavy—making running a little harder than it usually was. And he never really was an athlete person to say.
"Fucking Airline, fucking A.C.E!" He cussed under his as he made his way out of the terminal, he spotted a cab parked at the front of the airport and thoughtlessly got into it.
He drew heavy breaths as his chest rose and fell very quickly, he glanced at the driver who stared bewildered at him from the rearview mirror."Move sir, please," he said to the driver, who didn't budge until much later; then Jackson realised there was someone else in the cab, other than him and the driver.
Someone else sat next to him but he had been too disoriented to notice. A lady who had a shocked expression plastered on her face as she stared at him in expectance of an explanation for his interruption. He didn't know whether to reveal who he was—which would add so much more credibility to his story or even get him a free pass for his behaviour. Speaking of Free passes, what if she was another one of the delusions fans and as soon as he revealed his identity, she goes gaga?
The thoughts of being stuck in a confined cab with an obsessed fan tortured him, it would be an absolutely unfortunate situation for him—not to talk of how uncomfortable it would be for him if she pulled out a condom from her purse like the last one he encountered did.
"I'm so sorry, I was in a bit of a situation and I had to get out of it," he stated calmly, wishing he didn't have to say more. Jonathan pulled his nose mask up higher to his nose bridge, he couldn't risk her seeing the one thing that everyone—literally everyone—recognized.
"Oh." That was all she said, her blue eyes still fixed on him, studying his every movement.
"Yeah, I'd alight as soon as I get to a corner. I can make my way from there, I hope you don't mind," he added quickly. Etiquettes were fuckers and he needed something else to blame for this unfortunate situation.
It all boiled down to him who worked hard to become a world-renowned actor, but he did get help from the talent agency, A.C.E. So he blamed them for making him uncomfortably famous."Yes, I blame A.C.E and my manager for letting me go alone," Jonathan thought.
"Sure it's fine, as long as I'm not included in any troubles," she responded plainly, but her words were woven with a thin hint of worry.
"Trouble?" He asked. Trouble, really? The rest of his response was an internal one.
"Yes, I don't know why you came running into the cab and I do hope I don't explain anything to the police."
Fuck A.C.E, he cussed again internally. He did derive joy in blaming them for all of his misfortune and now a random stranger took him to be a miscreant or a lawbreaker.
"No, it's nothing like that," he said again through his teeth and his hands were balled into fists. He fought the urge to tell her who he was, he wanted to see that spark in her eyes and make her grovel before him—whose reputation spoke more than words ever could. They always softened at the sight of his handsome face and killer smile. He so badly wanted that expression from her.
He held back since he wouldn't see her anymore after today and he couldn't risk the chance of someone else pulling out a condom on him or worse."Here is fine," he said to the driver who came to a sudden stop and alighted, purposely ignoring the lady who sat next to him and avoiding saying a thank you. How lowly did she think of him to relate him to a miserly felon?
His ego was hurt so hers should be too. He took a glance at her and noticed no expression of hurt on her face, she just ushered the driver to move further. The cab zoomed off and he stood there, sighing pettily at how he failed to hurt the pride of a random lady who had hurt his. He put a call through to this manager, telling him his location and how soon he needed a ride.He slid his phone back into his pocket, dreading the long wait.
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"So how was your trip?" Harry asked from the driver's seat with Jackson fuming behind him. "It was so good, I even forgot to bring my bags with me," he responded, rolling his eyes.Harry chuckled but it soon dissipated as Jackson glared at him. "I offered to accompany you, sir. You respectfully declined. Looks like you never really handle things well without me.""Your incompetence is nothing to brag about. A good manager should have accompanied the actor no matter what." He spat with a little bit of annoyance.
"Aye, sir. I'd work harder. You have a script reading tomorrow, for The heart wants what it wants, you also have the advertisement shoot with calvary by 2:00 pm," his manager stated carefully.
"Ah, I know. I take care of my schedule just as well as you do. I hate making movies with Natasha and calvary's perfumes smells like carbon monoxide with watermelon juice, we have to lie to the viewers that I like it." he responded.
"A.C.E already accepted the contract and I think Natasha works her best with you, I think she likes you," Harry said again, maintaining eye contact with him from the rearview mirror.
"Yes, she does. Explains why the last movie's kiss scene lasted two minutes when it was meant to be just one!" He shrugged. "Then again, who doesn't like me?" He raised a brow and his lips formed a smirk. The faint image of the lady who had allegedly called him a criminal appeared in his head and he quickly brushed it off.
"I don't, I just need the money," Harry responded with a grin.
"Co-agree, brother, I'd hoped you'd go off to Iraq as you've always bragged."
He made a mean face at his half-brother, the lad his mother would pick over him even though he was a stepson. Was he glad they never were close? Yes, he was, he was glad his mother didn't appreciate Harry's existence as much as she did him—she was hurt, partially because her casanova husband had gotten a child out of an affair. That caused their divorce before she realized months later that she was pregnant with him. It's funny how destiny had pulled them back together like this.Harry grinned and pulled into the driveway of the mansion after clicking the open button on the gate's remote. The silver gigantic gates paved way for the SUV and he parked the vehicle."Get out, boss," Harry said jokingly.
"Open the door, I require prince treatment, especially for your incompetence."
Harry exited the car and politely opened the passenger's door. "Yes, sir," he muttered quietly."Sometimes it's annoying when you do just as I say," Jackson spat again, getting out of the car.
"I'm your manager after all", he slammed the door shut and clicked it locked. "Oh, and by the way, Mrs Jones said she prepared you a gift, brace yourself," the last two words were as low as a whisper.Bumps rose on Jackson's skin suddenly, his mum and gifts were opposites. God knows what the gift was going to be.
"Are you coming in?" Jackson asked his stepbrother, partially hoping that he would.
"Oh, no...I can't right now. I have to make preparations for tomorrow and further my plans of running off to Iraq."
"Good grievance, night," he said hiding his disappointment.
"Night," Harry responded before zooming off.
As soon as Jackson walked into the mansion, the strong smell of citrus of rose petals hit him in waves, he flicked the light on and to his surprise, a trail of rose petals lay before him and in the direction of his room.
Cardboard was spread against the wall at a distance spelling out a message from his mother; as expected.GET MARRIED OR I'D DO IT FOR YOU, LOVE MUM.He read the message aloud and sighed frustratedly, he was only twenty-eight, why was she hell-bent on making him get married? He followed the rose trails where they led—his room, dimly lit with numerous scenting candles and a visible silhouette of a figure laying flat on his bed, he takes a closer look, making it out to be a figure of a female."Fuck," he cussed again, flicking on a brighter light.
A few steps away from him laid a flustered young female in a red one-piece bikini, staring seductively at him—or at least she tried to.She wore a crimson lipstick that flaunted her plum lips and her eyes were heavily mascaraed. Her proportion? Perfect, large breasts and waist males would kill for, except him. Seriously, mum? He thought before sending the female who sat unfazed before him a deathful glare."GET OUT!" he ordered angrily, trying as much as he could to keep it together. "GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
He motioned towards the door and she stood up reluctantly without a protest, making her way to the exit.He didn't care if she jumped over a fence, he just wanted her out of his home."Your loss," she muttered as she sashayed out of his room. He felt a surge of anger rise from the depth of his stomach.
He picked up his cell phone without much thought and dialled a number."Mr Higgins? I need a P.A," he stated abruptly to the person on the other end.
*FINAL CHAPTER*"I found the pills, and- and I don't know what to say," she broke down and started to cry. "After all these while, you still take them? I thought you were done! I thought you were clean! God... it's been six months and you kept lying to me! You lied to me!"She watched him wince and he sought the right words to say. He crumbled before her. He looked like the ghost of his former self."Why do you keep going back? After rehab! After the therapy sessions, why do you keep going back!?" She yelled, frantic. Her terror was built up by the moment."Because no one understands!" He yelled back. "No matter how hard I try to be me, no matter how hard I try to stop, I keep finding my way back to it! I was clean! Till I wasn't. I tried! I tried and tried but there was nothing to help me get through it""But I am here-""No, not like that. I know but not that like that, okay?" He threw the cup on the table across the wall and grabbed his head, pulling and thugging at his hair, "Wha
Jackson- Jackson had been hit. She chanted in her head, it replayed over and over. The image of him struggling with Andrew, that was the last thing she remembered before the world fell into a threatening silence. Her eyes slowly opened to a blinding glow of light. She shut them back because they hurt. Maria tried again and opened her eyes slowly this time. It took a while to overpower the headache and realize that she was in a hospital, and next to her was Jackson, fast asleep with half his body on the bed and the lower half on the chair that was next to the bed.She would have shouted if her throat didn't feel clogged. Jackson was next to her. What had happened? It felt as though it's been months till she last saw him. Maria squirmed lightly, shaking the bed a little to wake him up. She needed to know what had happened. Everything felt like a threat."Jackson, Jackson," she called out slowly and when he didn't answer, she could feel her eyes begin to water, "Jackson, please wake up.
On his phone's screen was a picture of Maria unconscious and with a nasty injury on her head. He was still at Harry's when he received the picture. He had been shocked beyond word, and Harry had to squeeze the phone out of his hands to know the reason for his shock. The message came with an instruction of confidentiality and an address he was asked to come discreetly without company, if he did anything out of place, she would be badly hurt. If the shock hadn't been obvious on his face, Jackson would have thought going alone was the best option. He couldn't stand the thought of something bad happening to her. She had been through enough already. It's been long since Jackson experienced such crippling anxiety. It was as though every nerve in his body worked at a faster pace and then took a downward spiral at intervals. This was bad. It was really bad. He never should have left her, clearly, he underestimated Andrew. This has to be his doing, it wasn't traceable to anyone else. "Calm
For the brief moment that her eyes pried open, she felt that she was in transit. A vehicle or whatever mode of transportation it was, after that she drifted into another deep sleep till hours later. Or had it been days? Maria wasn't quite sure. She woke up with a splitting headache and tried to recognize the environs she found herself in. She didn't. And in the process of that, her headache got worse. Had she been hit? There was a banging pain at the side of her head, it hurts so much it could kill and she reached for it, except her hands weren't moving. It took all she had to tilt her head and see that it had been tied to the side of the chair in which she sat. Maria couldn't understand what was going on, she tried to recall and in bits and pieces, her memories began to sum up something more reliable. In violent glimpses, she could remember how foolishly she had opened the door for someone who was supposed to be her pizza delivery guy, when she tried to remember what happened after
Harry left a while after bouncing on and off their discussion, they discussed how factual the situation may be and possible ways of finding out the truth. All of which Maria heard. Was pretending she did not hear all this lying? She had to speak to Jackson about it, but somehow she couldn't find the right way to. She appeared in the living room with her happiest smile and liveliest gaze, it was sickening. The shock, the thoughts. It ate at her at an unbelievable pace."Good morning, sunshine," Jackson said at the sight of her, his smile was faltering, and so was his facade. "I was just about to find you an audition for the sleeping beauty two, did you sleep well?"Of course, he was going to hide all of it behind humor. Was she beginning to get mad at him for not telling her the truth immediately? How long does he plan to hide it? Again, at the back of her mind, she felt as though she had no right to react. "I think I'd be a better Cinderella or Moana." She responded and gave him a b
Things were going well, or they should be considering neither of them has brought up the issue with Andrew. It was due to be handled and Jackson had the perfect plan, but that could wait. Their relationship is what needed fixing. They didn't go back to the penthouse yet and everything was going okay, except for the never-ending apologies Maria offered and her 'do you still love me?" at frequent intervals. After what happened, Jackson was sure he could never stop loving her even when he tried, and her feelings were more obvious now after whatever discussion she'd had with his mother.Everything should be fine. They were back on track, and slowly and steadily, they'd be able to put their differences behind them. And of course, he was going to help her with her career, once the storm was over, he'd assist her in any way he could. She deserved to have her dreams fulfilled. It was morning and the coffee makers around him somehow only listened to Maria, so he has to sit and wait for her to