LOGINThe strobes of the lights danced in a dizzying pattern across the ceiling as the club patrons cheered and yelled in excitement over their drinks.
I felt the music thrumming through my chest, settling somewhere deep in my ribcage, and I absolutely loved it.
I grabbed Marco's arm, squeezing tight. "I love you," I shouted over the noise, practically bouncing on my toes. "This is the best pre-wedding gift ever!"
Marco chuckled, the sound barely audible over the pounding electronic beat. "You're overexaggerating," he said, but there was warmth in his eyes.
A waiter walked past, a tray balanced perfectly on his hand. I didn’t hesitate as I plucked a shot of tequila from the tray and threw it back in one smooth motion, the burn sliding down my throat.
Marco gave me a look, one eyebrow raised.
"For extra courage," I explained, setting the glass down on a nearby table with perhaps a bit too much force.
He laughed, shaking his head. "Wait here. I'll get us proper drinks." And then he was swallowed by the crowd, leaving me standing there.
This was it. For the first time in my life, I was at a club without the usual stone-faced guards hovering around me.
I shrugged off my jacket, tying it around my waist like a makeshift belt, the strapless bodycon gown hugging my curves like a second skin. With a defiant flick, I yanked the ponytail holder from my hair, letting auburn waves cascade down my back.
"Let's go," I whispered to myself, and plunged into the crowd.
The dance floor was a sea of bodies moving in rhythm. I let myself be carried by it, laughing and feeling the music in my bones when suddenly I collided with something solid.
I stumbled backward, my heels betraying me on the slick floor, and I was certain I was about to go down hard when strong hands caught my waist.
"Easy," a voice said in Italian, the word rough like gravel but somehow smooth at the same time.
My body went rigid. It was just one word, but there was something about the timbre of it that made every nerve ending in my body stand at attention.
I opened my eyes, and found myself staring up at a face that made my brain momentarily malfunction.
"Cazzo," I breathed. Because I hadn’t seen someone this devastatingly attractive since Marco, and this man made Marco look like he's competing for second place.
Piercing dark eyes met mine from a chiseled face and high cheekbones shadowed with a faint stubble, full lips curved in a smirk, and tousled black hair. There was a scar cutting through one eyebrow that made him look dangerous but it only made my heart stutter.
The stranger planted me firmly on my feet, his touch lingering a beat too long on my arms. "Be careful, bella.” His accent wrapped around the words like velvet, and a filthy thought flashed through my mind.
Those hands pinning me down, that voice growling commands as he drove into me.
But I played it cool, or tried to. "It's fine," I said quickly. "I should be the one apologizing."
"No worries." He was already moving to step around me.
My body moved before my brain could authorize it, stepping directly into his path. The awkward laugh that escaped me sounded foreign to my own ears. "Sorry, I-" I tried to move out of his way, he mirrored my movement.
We did an awkward dance, left then right, blocking each other like characters in a romantic comedy I would normally mock.
I laughed again, breathless. "I don't know what's wrong with me tonight."
His hands were suddenly on my waist again, and he leaned close. I could smell whatever cologne he was wearing, something dark and expensive that made my head swim.
"I'll go left," he murmured, his breath warm against my ear. "You go right."
My brain short-circuited, a rush of arousal flooding my veins, my belly tingling with sudden need. I whimpered softly, the sound escaping before me could stop it, and I felt him go still.
When I dared to look up at him, something in his expression had changed. His eyes have darkened, and there was a tension in his jaw that wasn't there before.
He started to release me, his hands sliding away from my waist, and I knew with absolute certainty that if I let him walk away now, I would regret it for the rest of my life.
The thought that flashed through my mind was forbidden, utterly unlike me. But my hand is already moving, fingers wrapping around his wrist before I could second-guess myself.
"I have a better plan," I said, and my voice came out huskier than intended. "Dance with me."
The words hung in the air between us. My mind is screaming at me and embarrassment flooded my cheeks with heat. I’ve never been this forward before, and for a heart-stopping moment, I was certain he was going to say no.
Instead, he pulled me closer. “Lead the way, bella.”
The music shifted to a sultry beat, and his hands slid to my hips, guiding me as I pressed back against him, my ass grinding into the growing bulge in his pants.
Heat built between us, my gown riding up slightly with each sway, exposing more of my thighs. My breath came in short gasps, and his thigh slipped between my legs to nudge against my core, sending sparks through her clit.
Sweat beaded on my skin, the bodycon fabric sticking to her curves, my nipples hardening against the tight material.
He spun me to face him, one hand splaying across my lower back, pulling me close enough that I felt every inch of his hard body. Our hips rolled in unison, my pussy aching as his erection rubbed against me through our clothes, the friction teasing me toward madness.
“What's your name?” He asked, his lips brushing my ear.
“Arya.” breathed, the word a moan.
He repeated it. “Arya,” his tongue caressing the syllables, and I nearly melted.
Our faces were inches apart, our breaths mingling and I wanted nothing more than to kiss him. I tilted my face up, lips parting slightly, and-
Someone clapped him on the shoulder, shattering the moment like glass.
I wanted to scream. I watched as he turned, his jaw tightening with visible frustration as he exchanged rapid Italian with whoever had interrupted us.
His hand was still on my waist, fingers pressing into the fabric of my dress, and I could feel the tension radiating through him.
He looked back at me, and something in his expression made my stomach flip. There was regret there, and something darker that I couldn’t quite name.
He took my hand, raising it to his lips.
"Mi dispiace, dolcezza," he murmured against my knuckles. I'm sorry, my sweet. "But I have to leave."
I nodded because what else could I do? He pressed one more kiss to my hand and then he was gone, swallowed by the crowd and whoever came to claim him.
I stood there, alone in the middle of the dance floor with my hand still tingling where his lips touched my skin. Around me, the crowd continues to pulse and move, completely unaware that my entire world just tilted on its axis.
I brought my hand to my chest, feeling my heart racing beneath my palm, and wondering what the hell just happened.
ARYA’S POV"Arya! Arya, you have letters!"Christabel burst into my room without knocking, waving envelopes above her head like victory flags.I looked up from where I sat in the rocking chair, Dante was happily eating his meal while my mom sat across from me, embroidering something that looked suspiciously like baby clothes."Christabel, you should knock first," Mama chided gently.She bounded over, practically vibrating with excitement as she handed me three cream-colored envelopes. "Sorry, but these just came and I knew Arya would want them right away!" I opened them and recognized Giovanni's handwriting immediately."More love letters?" Mom asked, a smile playing at her lips. "You two do know texting exists, right? It's much faster.""Mama!" Christabel gasped. "That's so unromantic! Letters are special. You can keep them forever and reread them and…" She clutched the remaining envelope to her chest dramatically. "It's like something from a period drama!""Your sister has been wa
ARYA’S POVIt has been a week and I haven’t heard a word from Giovanni after the birthday party. Every night since then I was tormented by our last conversation, mainly because of guilt and also because I regretted the words I spoke. Giovanni was trying his best to reconcile but all I did was throw it back in his face. I wish we had the opportunity to talk again. I would take back some of the words I spoke. “Cara,” Dad's voice interrupted and I looked up from the desk, “are you good?”I forced a smile on my face and nodded. “What is it?” He cleared his throat and walked further into the room. “Giovanni called earlier this morning.”Before I could help it, my heart leapt for joy and I scrambled to my feet. I immediately realized how embarrassing my excitement was but Dad didn't seem to mind. “What… why did he call?” I asked, pretending to be disinterested.My dad’s facial expression made me pause. "Giovanni has filed for divorce."The room tilted. "What?"Dad had a gruff look on
ARYA'S POV I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss and all morning, I kept replaying it in my head.I couldn't forget the feel of his hands on my face or the desperation in every touch.In the kitchen, I was supposed to be making breakfast, but I burned the toast twice."Arya, are you alright?" Mom asked, rescuing the smoking bread from the toaster. "You seem distracted."I shook my head. "I'm fine. Just tired."But I wasn't fine. I was a mess.Later, I tried to play with Dante in the nursery, but I couldn't focus. He kept showing me his toys and laughing, and I kept drifting off, thinking about Giovanni's face when I pulled away from him on the balcony."Mama, more!" Dante demanded, shoving a block at me.I blinked, snapping out of it. "Right, yes. More blocks."Christabel noticed too when she came to visit. "Are you sick? You seem weird.""I'm not sick." I forced a tight smile.She didn't look like she believed. "You're acting weird. Your eyes are all dreamy.""They are not." I sh
ARYA'S POVThe after-party was in full swing, there was music and food and lots of laughter.I tried to enjoy it but everywhere I turned, people looked at me with that same expression of pity mixed with uncertainty.Like they didn't know whether to acknowledge what had happened to me or pretend it never did."Arya! Oh my God, it's been so long!"I turned to find Sophia Moretti, someone I knew vaguely before everything happened."Sophia, hi. How have you been?""Good, good. You know, just-" She laughed nervously. "I heard about what happened. That must have been so... difficult."I smiled tightly. "It was."An uncomfortable silence fell. She glanced away, then back at me. “Well, you look great. Really great. I mean, everything considered…" She stopped, blushing. "Sorry, I didn't mean that to sound-"I waved her dismissively. "It's fine."But it wasn't fine. This happened with everyone I spoke to. The same underlying pity and discomfort. After the fifth such conversation, I felt exhau
ARYA’S POVI stood in front of my bedroom mirror, the midnight blue dress flowing around me like water. My hair was still loose around my shoulders, and I couldn't decide what to do with it. A soft knock echoed at the door. "Arya? May I come in?""Yes, Mom."She entered, already dressed in a beautiful champagne-colored gown, her hair swept up in a chignon."You look beautiful," she said, coming to stand behind me. "But your hair… here, let me help."Her hands were gentle as she ran her fingers through my hair, arranging it so it fell in soft waves over my shoulders."You should keep it like this," she said decisively. "It looks lovely down."I watched her in the mirror, remembering all the times she had done this when I was younger."Are you sure about this?" she asked quietly, her hands still smoothing my hair. "We can still stay home. No one would think less of you."I shook my head. "I need to do this. Dr. Rossi says avoiding Giovanni isn't helping me heal.” A sigh left my throat
ARYA'S POVThe makeshift office was warm and comfortable. Dad didn't want me to leave the estate so he arranged a space in the guest house for me and the therapist to do our sessions. Dr. Elena Rossi sat across from me with a notepad resting on her knee."How have you been sleeping this week?" she asked.I picked at a loose thread on my sleeve. "The medication is helping. I only had nightmares twice instead of every night.""That's good progress." She made a note while nodding her head. "And during the day? The dissociative episodes?"I sighed and leaned against the plush couch. “I caught myself zoning out yesterday, but I was able to pull myself back.""That's significant improvement, Arya.” She was smiling brightly now, “you should be proud of yourself."I didn't feel proud. I felt numb but at least I wasn't constantly reliving my trauma."I know you're concerned about the medication," Dr. Rossi continued, as if reading my mind. "That you don't want to become dependent on it."My
GIOVANNI’S POVI closed the bedroom door behind me and leaned against it, pressing my palms flat against the wood.My hands were still shaking and I looked down at them, staring at the fingers that had been wrapped around Arya's throat not twenty minutes ago and felt something crack inside my chest
ARYA’S POVI pulled the duvet up, acutely aware of every movement. The bed dipped as Giovanni settled beside me, and suddenly the mattress felt much smaller than it had moments ago.We lay there in silence, both staring at the ceiling like it held the answers to questions we didn't know how to ask.
GIOVANNI’S POVI watched Arya flip the coin with an intensity that was probably excessive for a simple game, but something about seeing her like this made warmth spread through my chest.The coin spun in the air, catching the cabin lights, and landed on the table between us.Tails.Her face fell im
ARYA’S POV"What? Why!?” I could barely keep my voice low. Giovanni just shrugged. “We can stay here anymore.”“We can't stay here anymore?" I repeated, my voice rising with disbelief. "But… but we just got here""We've been here for weeks," Giovanni interrupted. “Besides, this was supposed to be







